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Lately, my wife and I have been fantasizing about dominating another couple.

My wife only thinks about it for a few minutes in the bedroom when I bring it up during sex. Since I'm basically the personification of arrested development, I think about it a lot more often. Every day for the past couple of weeks, I've wasted hours of perfectly useful work time thinking about what I want to happen if/when my wife and I dominate a submissive couple.

They'd be attractive, cool, and ideally both very submissive. Maybe one of them would be dominant to the other - but they'd both be submissive to us.

We'd meet somewhere public first, maybe on a hike, or for drinks. We'd have them do things for us, like getting stuff we want out of our packs if it's a hike, or getting us drinks if we're at a bar. If we all like each other, then it's off to our hotel room, or theirs, or maybe their house if the couple is down for that.

We'd spend some more time getting to know each other, and then we'd start telling them what to do. To take off their clothes. To take off our clothes for us. To kiss, caress and massage us.

I would absolutely want to fuck the woman, and to humiliate the man. I might let him kiss my wife's feet and possibly kiss her ass, but that would be it. He could kiss my ass and suck my cock, probably just to prove the point. The woman could lick/suck my wife everywhere my wife wants her to lick and/or suck. We could spank either of them, or both. It would be really cool if they're into whips and canes. I'd love to mark a bitch up! Marking up two bitches - even better!

The most fun well might be to have the woman make her man cum submissively at this point. That would be amusing for all of us - well, maybe less so for him!

I'd fuck the woman for a long time. Maybe I'd have her suck me off and swallow my cum first! Then I'd either have her pleasure my wife, or I'd have the man pleasure his woman. Then, in a few minutes when I'm "recharged", I'd put my cock inside the woman. It would be fun to have the man ask for this. I could be into him "fluffing" me a little first, and maybe even guiding my cock into his wife. He can only stay if he can be silently obedient. Maybe his woman can lick my wife while I'm fucking her.

I think we'd all enjoy this!

Ideally, I'd fuck his wife better, deeper, and for a longer time than he does. It would be amazing if she came with my cock in her! I don't care what happens after I cum, as long as I get to stay in her for a minute or so after I cum. Then, I don't care if she has him lick it out, or tries to maximize her chances of getting pregnant (Maude Lewbowski style!). Yes, I'd fucking love to impregnate another man's wife!

That's the beauty of pure fantasy. You don't have to wear condoms, or pay child support! Nobody's too jealous afterwards. Et Cetera.

Another fantasy, which I haven't shared with my wife, if the "Switch Couple Competition" fantasy. More arrested development. We meet a switch couple and play some game. Could be bridge, or poker, or golf - or whatever. The winning couple dominates the losing couple. An interesting variation: the guys compare cocks, and the couple with the bigger-dicked guy dominates. Another interesting variation: we play a game, but it's a four person game, with the winner dominating the other three, or something along those lines. After the game, the possibilities are endless.

My wife and I have played games to decide who's going to dominate, many times. I've won more often than she has! There's something about poker which makes it especially good for kinky sex games. That's probably our all-time favorite.

She's supposed to dominate me between now and the end of the week. I'm going to try to flip the script, or to have her agree to play a game to decide. But I think I'll be a (mostly) good sub. We already agreed she's going to wear a dildo smaller than my cock - specifically the Vixskin GoodFella - if she fucks me. She wants me to start the session in chastity, but I'm going to pretend I forgot all about that. She'll have to bring it up. Ditto for sucking on a dildo.

I've also decided not to push her any more towards trying sex with a big dildo. If she brings it up, and is eager to try it, I'll go along, but I'm not going to push it any more. The one thing I miss from not submitting to her lately is my face getting up close and personal with her ass! I do enjoy the other, dominant things I've doing with her ass lately - spanking, fucking - but I do love kissing her ass, and unlike other, more recently-acquired submissive fantasy turn-ons (sph, cuckolding, etc), kissing a gorgeous ass has never made me feel anything but wonderful.

Yesterday morning, I fucked her passionately, cumming inside her in flat doggie after fucking her a long time in missionary. It was awesome!

Yesterday evening, I made her cum with my mouth and fingers. It took her a long time to cum, which was fine (and typical), but she kept her legs together the whole time, and I got pretty tired. She doesn't like me to put any weight on her legs, which makes it really challenging to get her off. But I always do eventually make her cum, and this time, her first orgasm was especially strong. I always love to feel her contracting on my fingers!

She only wanted a couple more orgasms. After that, we were both pretty tired. I didn't tell her, but my neck was aching. I'd had a hard strength workout earlier. I'd pushed it pretty hard and everything was starting to feel sore. For once, I didn't want to cum, and she was fine with that. She said she'd wake me up with her mouth!

I was actually awake when she started, but it was still great! She didn't have much time, and she didn't even take off her pajamas. She sucked me from the side. I pulled her ass closer and pulled down her pajama bottoms and panties, I'd just started fingering her ass and pussy (different fingers, of course!), when I came in her mouth. I'd hoped she'd swallow, now that she'd actually enjoyed doing it - but damn it, she ran off to the bathroom. Ugh. Well, I shouldn't say "ugh"! It was a good blowjob, and she did let me stay in her mouth a long time after I came.

Maybe I'll kiss her ass in the morning, or maybe I'll fuck her again. Decisions, decisions! Another "dominant strategy" I can pursue to avoid being dominated is to have so much sex with her between now and the end of the week that she won't want to do anything kinky and then it'll be my turn to dominate her again! But like I said, I think I want to let her dominate me. For one thing, it's fun. For another, I know she likes to dominate. And submissive couples are hard to find!

Best. Orgasm. Ever.

My wife is sleeping - and also digesting my sperm, which she enthusiastically swallowed five hours ago.

I feel better than I've ever felt in my entire life. I don't think I'm kidding. I can't recall ever feeling better than I feel right now. Maybe I've felt as good a few times. After kissing a girl / woman for the first time, for example.

She's swallowed before, but this evening she...liked it, for the first time ever.

It was supposed to be her turn to dominate me. She hadn't brought it up at any time this past week, but when I said it was time for me to dominate her, and asked if she was ready, she reminded me it was supposed to be her turn. But I could tell by her tone, and the look in her eyes, that she liked the idea of me dominating her instead. I offered to decide by playing a game with her - but I told her if she insisted on playing the game, and I won, I'd have to give her a spanking for resisting before I dominated her. Not wanting to get spanked, she "surrendered" instead!

I had already laid out a slutty bra and panties for her, as well as her butt plugs and the lube. She went to the bedroom, and came back 15 minutes later, wearing the bra and panties, and with the Tantus Ryder butt plug in place. I had her kneel, and then led her back to the bedroom on her knees. I sat on the bed with her at my feet. I played some music on my phone and had her dance for me. She's a great dancer. Very sexy movements. I enjoyed it a lot!

Then I had her strip, and remove the butt plug. I extended my right foot and she started rubbing and kissing it. After a few minutes, I extended the other foot. Then I had her kiss and massage her way up my legs. I had her rub my balls through my shorts with her left hand. I had her start touching herself with her right hand. I took off my sexy undies.

I had her suck my balls, first one, then the other. She tried to do both at the same time, but she couldn't get them both in her mouth. She kept touching herself while she sucked my balls. I told her to cum for me like that. In a few more minutes, she came with one of my balls in her mouth. It seemed to be a strong orgasm!

After she cooled down, I let her start kissing and licking my cock. I told her to keep touching herself, I wanted her to cum with my cock in her mouth. She kept rubbing her clit with her right hand. She took my balls in her left hand and sucked me about halfway down my shaft. She gagged at that point, which was actually a little annoying!

I told her not to gag and to use her left hand to keep from going too deep. I fucked her face, and said, "Cum for me, bitch!" I could tell she was close. I asked her what she was going to do with it when I came in her mouth. She said she was going to swallow. "Good girl", I said.

She came first, but I was only about a minute behind her. My orgasm was, at the very least, one of the most pleasurable I've ever had. Maybe the best. 10/10! I came a lot. About the time I finished spurting, I felt her swallow! She still had a couple of inches of my cock in her mouth, and it felt unbelievably great. I felt her swallow a couple of times more, and the sensation on my cock was almost too much to take.

I pulled out of her mouth, and looked at her face. She looked radiantly happy! There was a little cum on her face, and some more running down her torso from between her tits. It was just ridiculously sexy! She told me, "I swallowed!" I told her I knew, that I'd felt her swallowing and it felt amazing.

She pointed out that she'd missed some of it, and I just smiled and laughed. I got down on the floor with her and gave her a hug, then a kiss. I asked if she'd liked it and she said she loved it. Wow!

This is the first time I can remember dominating her when she's been 100% obedient. Everything I told her to do, she did without hesitation, and with enthusiasm. I didn't use any bondage, or any punishment. I had laid out several pain tools and a full bondage setup, with collar, leather cuffs, bondage belt, and locks (I was going to lock her cuffed hands to the belt and then fuck her face and/or ass until I came). I also had set out a blindfold and a gag. Didn't use any of it!

I'm planning to give her the chance to dominate me this week, but she'll have to initiate it. If she doesn't dominate me by the end of the week, we agreed it'll be my turn to dominate her again.

Right now, I'm going to bed, so I can get up and fuck her in the morning! This is what the expression "Cloud Nine" must refer to. This is Pure Bliss.

Getting To Know Me

Lately, my natural dominance has awakened, and I want to dominate everybody! Everybody who wants to submit to me, anyway - and about 90% of the people I interact with lately want me to dominate them.

It's almost always that way in my life outside the bedroom, and almost always has been. I usually know what I need to do in order for me to get what I want, and I almost always do what needs to be done, and so I almost always get pretty much everything I want. I make sure people understand what I want from them, and, often after a little negotiation, they usually do what I need them to do. Sometimes it feels as if their primary purpose in life is to make sure I get what I want. Outside the bedroom, I've almost never been able to be any other way but dominant.

Sexually, things have been different.

My first sexual encounters (age 6-9) were with a boy two years older than me. He mostly wanted me to submit to him, and he was bigger and stronger and smarter than me, and I wanted to hang with him enough that I didn't mind being submissive with him, especially since anything he wanted me to do to him, he'd do to me first. Like sucking my dick, which felt really good. I liked it better when he sucked mine, but I didn't mind sucking his. I still remember the way it tasted, and what it was like to gag when he pulled my head too far down on him. With him I always tried to be more dominant, but he never let me.

Once, he and four friends of his, all of whom had air rifles, "captured" me and six other unarmed neighborhood boys and made us dig clay out of the bank of our local creek. They kept us there for a couple of hours. One "slave"tried to leave, but one of the "masters" shot him with the air rifle, which made the boy cry and go back to work. I wanted to leave, but I didn't want to get shot, so I stayed and kept working. I HATED that experience. I cried about it sometimes, but after puberty, I often thought of it when I masturbated. It turned me on to remember being a slave - and it also turned me on to imagine being a master.

We stopped playing around when I was 9 and he had reached puberty and was starting to play with girls.

The next couple of years were all about slowly realizing I was much more attracted to girls than boys. There were almost no girls in my neighborhood growing up, and I never had any chance to play the kind of games with girls that I'd played with my older friend. Girls in school were mostly annoying, or boring, but that changed as I got closer to puberty.

I realized being close to some girls faces made me feel good - and it was even more true about some girls' butts! There were several girls in school who it seemed went out of their way to put their butts right in my face. Or more likely it was the fact that I always chose a seat always right next to the pencil sharpener, or at the back of the class behind an attractive girl. At lunch, I sat right next to the water fountain outside the girls' restroom. On the bus I took an aisle seat close to the front.

I got a funny feeling when an attractive girl's butt was in my face, especially when it was close enough to feel the heat of her body through her clothes. I liked the feeling! Some of the girls in my school liked to say"kiss my butt". These were my favorite girls! I didn't know about submission then, but I get the same feeling now when I submit to my wife as I got then when a girl told me to kiss her butt, or when I carefully dropped my pencil so my face would have to almost touch the ass of the girl in front of me to pick it up.

I almost always felt submissive with girls, There were submissive girls who liked me, but I never liked them. I only liked the sassy, bossy, "kiss my butt" girls! Usually older girls. In retrospect, it's obvious these girls wanted confident, dominant guys, but at the time I had no clue. I only knew that when I tried to fool around with them, they brushed me off.

I kept trying. I knew some girls liked me and I believed I'd succeed with a girl I liked if I kept at it. I was right!

I was also attracted to a boy in my class, and I kept inviting him to sleep over. I wanted to seduce him, but I was afraid he'd reject me (and/or tell the whole school about it), and also I had no clue how to seduce him. He was also sassy and liked to dominate other boys. I was bigger, smarter and stronger than he was, but I let him win whenever we were playing a game or wrestling or whatever. I kept trying with him, too.

By the time I was 15, I'd kissed a few girls. Before I was 16, I french-kissed a girl. Before I turned 17, I gave my friend a blowjob to completion (I initiated it). Before I turned 18, I had a serious girlfriend, and we'd done everything - blowjobs, cunnilingus, anilingus - we even tried anal, even if we didn't get it right - then finally we had sex, and had sex again many, many, many times over the next two years.

She was bossy, definitely fond of saying "kiss my butt" and I liked it. I did kiss her ass pretty often. It amused the hell out of her when I jacked off and came with my face up her ass! I cheated on her, she cheated on me. I gave six more blowjobs to the same guy, and came close to having sex with another girl. I got as far as kissing with three other girls. That was before I went to college.

I must have kissed a dozen girls my first year at college, and had sex with several of them. My girlfriend and I stayed together through my first semester, but by the spring, she was getting pretty attached to the guy she'd cheated on me with. She was tired of my lack of effort in the relationship. And I really didn't give a fuck. She was hot, but I was surrounded by hot, and she was annoying.

I'd have majored in this if I could have.

I didn't realize it at the time, but part of it was that I had no interest in being submissive when so many girls wanted me to dominate them. In retrospect, I realize several boys also sent submissive signals, but I either didn't care because I didn't like them, or I didn't realize at the time they were trying to let me know they wanted to submit to me, or they wanted me to dominate them. All I wanted was to put my cock into as many hot girls as possible. Most of the girls I went for said yes, and it was all about me having my way with them. I always made them cum first with my hands and mouth if they'd let me, and then I fucked them silly.

My high school girlfriend, on the other hand, liked being sassy and dominant, which just didn't ring true anymore, in a world where I was fucking hot girls dominantly all the time. When I hooked up with my girlfriend after I went off to college, I was always dominant, telling her what I wanted, and getting it. She even learned to swallow! I always licked and fingered her until she came, and then got a blowjob, and/or fucked her. Usually both, first a blowjob, and then sex. But she was a two hour drive away, and I didn't even have a car.

On any given weekend, I had the choice between staying in town or going home to see my girlfriend. Going home meant getting a ride, which always took hours of phone calls, and wasn't always possible. Once home, I'd have to endure my parents, and would have to borrow my dad's car... It was a lot of work, although I could be sure of having sex with my girlfriend. If I stayed in town, I had almost as good a chance of hooking up with someone new, and it was as easy as walking or riding the bus to town. It was a no-brainer. 

To me, it was all about the sex. Sex was always pleasurable, and I always got the impression that the women I hooked up with enjoyed it, too. Several women told me that sex with me was better than whatever they'd had before. It made me feel powerful, competently masculine, and dominant. The feeling was intoxicating!

And then I got attached to a woman who ended up cheating on me, and the feeling just evaporated. The bottom dropped out of my confidence, and I drifted for a few years, which is a long time to drift in your 20s. I kissed a few girls, and had sex with a "kissin' cousin" (distant), but didn't fully get my masculine confidence back for almost 4 years.

I had a great relationship then with an older woman, and I was completely dominant in that relationship. She made sure I understood that was what she wanted, and then let me have my way with her. She taught me how to do anal sex correctly, and about the mature version of passion.

I was so in love with her that I dropped everything  - school, job, friends - and moved across the country to be with her. Unfortunately, she wanted to have kids, very soon, and I wasn't ready. I didn't have a proper career yet, and there were just too many adventures I wanted to have before settling down.

This was non-negotiable for both of us, so we split up, and I moved back across the country and for a short time, back to my parents house. I ran into my high school friend (with benefits) and this time, I didn't have to do more than drop a hint before he dropped his pants for a blowjob. He was now very dominant with me, and I really got into submitting to him.

I tried to hook up with several local girls, but the selection was terribly limited. For years, my only sex was giving blowjobs to my friend. We might go a couple of months without hooking up, and then hook up every night for a couple of weeks. I just jerked off afterwards, but I got powerfully horny and had an orgasm, so it was good enough, I figured. I didn't understand at the time why I had so little energy for anything but sex.

After a couple of years of this, he decided he wanted to fuck my ass. When he first suggested it, I was overwhelmed, but I quickly realized this might be my chance to "flip the script" with him, and be the dominant one. I had always fingered and tongued his ass, and I knew he enjoyed it. My last girlfriend had taught me all about anal. I tried to get my friend to let me fuck him instead! At first he considered it, then fought back. He stopped letting me finger his ass when I blew him! The thing was, I was so turned on by him that in the end, I let him win, just like back in school. I finally "surrendered" my ass to him and he fucked me good. After he fucked me, I felt different, like I'd crossed some frontier of submission, and could never be dominant again.

I was getting sex fairly often, so I didn't really care that I was always submissive, or that I wasn't getting with any women - or so I thought.

A couple of years later, I did finally get with a woman again. I realized how much more satisfied I was, not only being with a woman instead of with a guy, but also being dominant in the bedroom. Within a few months, I met the woman who is now my wife and started a long-distance relationship with her. When I started having sex with my wife, I discovered how great it felt to be in love - and also how great it felt to be dominant, and to have someone submit to me. I stopped hooking up with my friend. It felt good to be the one with control!

After we got married, I led her into dominating me, because I wanted to experience being dominated again. I also discovered that she likes to dominate, and that made me want it more. It occurs to me now that it was around the time of the financial crisis that I started buying dildos, and encouraging her to do things like slapping my face, and bossing me around, and farting in my face, and fucking me with strap-ons. Could this be because of how much I blamed myself for how badly my business suffered? I never thought much about it before, but I believe the hit I took during the Great Recession made me want to punish myself, which made me want to teach my wife to dominate me, and eventually even made me start fantasizing about her cuckolding me, and putting me in chastity.

It's probably no coincidence either that I started feeling more dominant at the same time my business finally rebounded to beyond what it was before the meltdown. But I've also realized I feel better after I cum when I'm being dominant, or thinking dominant thoughts. The more I realize how many submissives are out there, and all the different ways I can dominate, the better I feel.
 

In addition to dominating my wife, and our (now-shared) fantasy of dominating another couple, I know I can dominate guys online, and that cuckold couples want me, even as a novice Bull. It will be very interesting to see where my reawakened confidence and dominance lead me!

My dick, your wife - one of the many places this could lead.

It's good to be the King

My favorite thing in the world is dominating my wife.

My favorite thing used to be getting dominated by her, but in the last year or so, I've gotten off more from being in charge.

I totally owned her did a couple of nights ago.

I told her to get her ass ready to be fucked, and then to put on something skimpy and slutty. I watched some TV show about motorcycles, and sipped my pint of craft beer while I waited. About halfway through the show (and my beer), she came in wearing her sexy outfit with her butt plug in place. I had her kneel on the floor and massage my feet while I watched the rest of the show.

We went to the bedroom. I had her continue the massage, and then had her kiss my feet, and thank me for letting her kiss them. Then I had her massage my legs, and my back. Then I rolled over and had her suck my balls through my sexy undies. I let her do that for a long time. I had her take off her panties and start touching herself.

I had her keep touching herself after taking off my undies. I had her kiss my ass all over with her lips and tongue, then I had her suck my balls some more. She could only get one at a time in her mouth, though she did keep trying to get both. She jilled herself off to a pretty good orgasm with (one of) my balls in her mouth! Then I "let her" suck my dick, after I had her beg me to suck it. I didn't let her use her hands, and I kept moving my cock around (without using my hands), making her work to get it in her mouth.

She came again with my dick pulsing in her mouth. I let her keep sucking a little longer. She stopped and asked me if she could remove the butt plug. I smacked her left ass cheek for speaking without permission! I smacked her right ass cheek for stopping the blowjob without permission. I told her she had just earned a spanking. I had her kneel with her face down on the bed, looking away. I had several implements of pain handy. I swished each through the air, and asked if she wanted her spanking with that one. She said no to the thin-tipped riding crop, to both the rattan cane and the acrylic one, and also to both whips (3' and 5' single tails).

From Kim's KinKy Korner

That left only the leather slapper. I showed it to her, and had her kiss it. I had her thank me for spanking her, and asked if she understood why. She said it was because she had spoken without being spoken to first, and for stopping the blowjob. She agreed I deserved a blowjob without any interruptions, and that she knew I knew she had the butt plug in, and that I was in charge of her. She said she'd do better - and then again asked if she could take out the plug!


I said no, and spanked her a little harder than she likes, 5 times, making her count each one. Then I took out the butt plug! I sent her to the bathroom with it to put in the sink, and when she returned, I told her she needed to learn a lesson in obedience. I put a leather locking collar around her neck, leather cuffs on her wrists, and locked the cuffs to the collar with a short chain.

I asked her when a slave speaks. She said, "When spoken to, Master?" I told her that was correct. I asked her if she would speak without being told to speak again. She said she would not. I asked her who decides what happens when I'm dominating her. She said I did. Correct again! I told her I wanted to make sure she remembered the lesson. I paused, then said, "What do you say?"  She hesitated, then said, "No, master!" I grabbed the 3' whip and gave her a medium lash halfway up her back! She muffled a scream!

"Incorrect!", I said. When I teach you a lesson, and make sure you remember it, that's a gift from me to you. What do you say when someone gives you a gift?

"Thank you, Master!"

Correct. I had her lay facedown on the bed, across my knee, and I gave her ten more swats on the ass, about the same painful intensity as before, making her count and thank me for each one. She was on the verge of tears by the end!

After confirming she was having fun, I had her kiss my cock and balls all over and under, then had her stand with her face down on the bed, and with her ass sticking up at me. I asked her if she'd like to swallow my cum. She said yes! I said I was going to fuck her ass instead - how did she like that?

She liked it! I told her I was going to fuck her pussy first.

I put the tip of my cock against her, and had her push herself back onto me. It only took a few seconds until I was in her balls-deep. I grabbed her hips and started fucking her hard. I asked if she'd like me to cum like this. She said YES!

I told her I was going to cum in her ass instead. I pulled my cock out and put it against her ass. Again I had her back up onto it. It hurt her a little, so I put more lube on my cock, and on her ass, and waited 30 seconds before trying again. This time, it went in slowly and surely. As soon as I was in a couple of inches, I started fucking her, holding her hips and pulling her back onto me until I was all the way in. She was making some really cool "Oh!" noises. I fucked her hard and fast for a few seconds, then slow and sensuous for a few seconds. The rhythm was the same, relentless. I pulled out and told her to get up on the bed.

I asked if she wanted me to put my cock back in her ass. She said yes, please! I asked if she thought she deserved my cock, and she said she thought she did. I told her I didn't think so, and asked her to explain why I'd given her a spanking and put the restraints on her. She said it was because she was a bad slave. I gave her sore ass a light smack. I asked her if she was stupid. She said she was not! I asked if she remembered her lesson, and the exact reasons she had been spanked and restrained. She apologized for acting stupid, then correctly said the reason for her punishment was to teach her to speak only when spoken to, and to do exactly what I tell her to do, without questioning or hesitation, until I tell her to stop. She was looking me in the eye, without my telling her to. I slapped her face, first with my left hand, then harder with my right. She looked down. She apologized again.

I had her roll over onto her back and pull her legs back to her shoulders. I put my cock against her ass and pushed it into her. She bit her lip. I told her to look at me. She looked at me, her face full of joy and admiration. I put the head of my cock into her ass, then another inch, then another...finally I was all the way in. My face was right above hers. I licked her left cheek. I kissed her lips, then bit her upper lip lightly. I increased my steady fucking rhythm. I knew I was just about to cum. I asked if she wanted me to cum in her ass and she said "YES, MASTER!"

Then I asked, "What if I want you to swallow?" She said she'd swallow! I asked her, "What if I want to fuck another woman, another man's wife?" I could tell she didn't like the idea AT ALL, but she said yes - I deserved any woman I wanted!

I said "Good Girl". I was suddenly right on the edge of cumming and I didn't feel like holding back. It had been about 48 hours since I'd last cum, and I spurted and spurted and spurted. It felt amazing! On a pleasure scale of 1-10, this was at least an 8. I asked her if she could feel it, and she said she could. I told her to touch herself and she did. I stayed in her a long time, more than a minute, then I rolled onto my back and put my face right next to hers.

She was smiling. Me, too!

Size matters - I wish I didn't mind

Yes - it's yet another post on penis size!

After years of obsessing over the size of my cock, and feeling it was too small to really excite and please my wife, I thought I'd finally gotten over it, and accepted that my cock is a good size, and that it does please her a lot. And why shouldn't I accept that? My wife has always said positive things about my cock, and so have all the women I was with before her. By even the most conservative measurement, it's above every "average" size I've seen.

But...

My wife barely reacts anymore when I put my cock in her. She barely responds when I'm fucking her, except when I pound her as hard as I possibly can. She's never had a strong orgasm with my cock inside her. I slip out of her in some positions. When I showed her larger dildos, she reacted with obvious excitement and arousal to some of them, specifically, the Cyberskin Dream Dick, the Vixskin Johnny, and most recently the Noches Latinas 8" Realistic Cock.

Noches Latinas 6" (top) and 8" Realistic Cocks

The picture above shows the difference between a cock my size and the size that turns my wife on. She's not excited at all by the Noches Latinas 6", which is almost exactly the same "insertable length" and thickness as my cock - but just holding the Noches Latinas 8" (1.25 inches longer, and almost 1 inch farther around) in her hand puts a silly grin on her face and makes her pussy "salivate". Vixskin Johnny and the Dream Dick have a similar effect on her.

But so what, right? She likes having sex with me, and wants to have sex only with me, she lets me do whatever I want, and I make her cum hard with my fingers and tongue on a regular basis. She says I'm the only person who's ever made her cum - besides herself, of course - and she even says I make her cum much harder than she's ever made herself cum. Writing this, I again at least want to believe that I've got it made, that I'm giving her all the pleasure she deserves, or at least as much as is humanly possible. What else could I possibly want?

Well, I'd like to make her cum hard with my cock inside her! That would make me feel like a real stud bull, which is how I'd like to see myself.

I had started feeling like a major stud bull a few weeks back, after starting a very exciting email conversation with a cuckold couple. Both the small-dicked "cuck" husband and the very attractive Hot Wife seemed impressed by me, and were as excited as I was about me fucking her with my big cock until I came deep inside. Although I doubted we'd ever actually get together, it was a fun fantasy to imagine fucking her with his blessing, giving her amazing pleasure with my big cock, and enjoying tremendous pleasure myself, both physical pleasure and also the dominant thrill of being recognized as sexually superior.

I traded emails with both of them, and the conversation with the Hot Wife got more and more steamy!

I had many, many satisfying orgasms thinking about this!

And then, a couple of weeks ago, I sent her a couple of pictures of myself, one of my body in casual clothes, and another of my erect cock. And then - the conversation basically died. I kept writing for a while, until it became clear from her short replies, and then her total lack of reply, that she just wasn't into me anymore. Sadness. I'm still not sure whether she was turned off by my body, or my cock, or both - or whether she simply met another prospective bull she liked better. Or something else.

Whatever, I channeled my frustration into greater sexual intensity with my wife. I suddenly wanted her more, maybe because she was again the only one in the picture. The sex was better than ever, and I felt pretty good about myself (and my cock) again.

And then I saw this: What is the ideal Penis Size for Women? It's a 5 minute podcast from the excellent sex bloggers Carlin Ross and Betty Dodson, and in it they discuss how penis size relates to female orgasm. I've watched it three times so far. The first time through, the message I got out of it is that female orgasm requires clitoral stimulation, and can be made more intense by vaginal penetration, whether that's with a penis, a dildo, or even just a finger. When it comes to enhancing a clitoral orgasm with vaginal penetration, they both agree that size doesn't matter.

But the second time, I paid more attention to what they said about vaginal orgasm, which is when a woman cums only from being fucked, without having her clit stimulated. They both said that vaginal orgasms aren't any better than clitoral ones, and that if they had to choose, they'd both choose clitoral orgasms - but they also seemed pretty excited discussing vaginal orgasms!

The thing is, they agreed that for a woman to have a purely vaginal orgasm requires 20-30 minutes of "nice, slow, sensuous fucking" - with a thick 8 inch penis! They both said that while such cocks are rare, they've both experienced sex with a guy that big. When I watched the video for the third time, I noticed more how wistful they seemed remembering that experience. Their body language largely (no pun intended) contradicted what they said about it.

In the real world, at least according to the statistics I've seen, 8" cocks are extremely rare. Something like 1 in a thousand guys actually has a dick that big. Even adjusting for the fact that guys almost always exaggerate their size, and assuming that 8" really means 7", that's still somewhere between one guy in 20 and one guy in a hundred. And yet - anyone who watches porn knows that there are many guys that big out there. And that's what women (at least my wife) seem to really want, what seems to make them melt, makes them react the way average size guys like myself can only wish women reacted to our cocks.

Yes, I realize, as Betty Dodson and Carlin Ross explain in the video, that there's a lot more than penis size involved in pleasing a woman, and that it's pretty low on the list of what women look for in a man. I also realize that having a cock that big would be rather limiting, because a woman would be sore for days after being fucked by such a monster cock. I've got to imagine anal sex would be rare, if not out of the question. I'm sure most the penis would go unstimulated during oral - forget about being deepthroated!

But still, I do wish my cock made my wife swoon the way a truly big cock does. Hell, it makes me swoon a little when I see a cock that big in pics or videos, or when I imagine seeing one in the flesh. I think if I were with a guy whose cock was that big, I'd do whatever he said! Most of all, I wish I could make my wife cum just by fucking her for 20-30 minutes the way a truly well-hung man could do it. When I imagine being together with such a man and my wife, I think I'd want him to fuck her. Just the idea of him makes me feel so submissive, I think I'd encourage such a man to fuck her, and that I'd encourage her to let him fuck her (more likely, I think she'd feel drawn to him). It just seems right, like she would deserve the pleasure of being fucked by him, and that a MAN like that would deserve to have any woman he wanted, my wife included.

Anything, you want, Sir - anything!

I wish I could be such a man. Maybe I'm totally wrong, maybe I could be such a man. Maybe I am. I enjoy seeing myself as a Bull, and I feel GREAT after I cum fantasizing about being the bigger-dicked Bull for a great cuckold couple. But if it really does take a 7-8" cock to give a woman that experience, I'm never going to be a true Bull. Which would suck, because I don't feel nearly as good - about sex, about myself, about life in general - when I don't believe I can be the strong dominant, well-hung man I want to be. I'm still not sure it really takes a cock bigger than mine to be that guy, but I'm open to the possibility that it could be true. Right now, unfortunately, it feels true.

Well, anyway, I have to work with what I've got - which includes a nice above-average cock, talented fingers and tongue, a great imagination, an adventurous wife - and a cabinet full of toys. I'm going to keep encouraging her to try the Noches Latinas 8" cock until she tries it, and I hope after she tries it, she'll let me use it on her. I could even see myself getting this harness or something like it, so that I could fuck her with it.

What worries me about this is that she'll like it too much, that she'll decide to take me up on my standing offer of letting her try (gulp) the real thing. If she decides she wants it, I'll find her a guy with a truly big cock. I know the thought excites her. I worry that she won't be able to feel my average cock anymore after trying a big one. But I'm too curious to see how she'll react to a really big cock not to follow through, if it turns out that's where she wants to go.

What I want to give her...

I really want to please her completely, and I'll do whatever it takes, even if it leaves me out in the cold. (Sigh).

Don't know what I want, but I know how to get it

I have two guys wanting to give me blowjobs this week. Which will I choose? Or will I choose neither?

I met them on my favorite BDSM site. I made two profiles there. One is a dominant guy who wants to get his dick sucked. The other is a submissive guy who wants to give a guy a blowjob. They are both me! I mean, I have both desires. I put a lot of time and attention into the dominant profile, and just dashed off the submissive one. I think that's because I'm more turned on by being dominant, and would be more likely to actually follow through on a connection there.

I had exactly one hookup from that site, about a year ago. I was the Oral Submissive. It was very exciting to fantasize about before it happened, but my dick just didn't stay hard while it was going on - I just wasn't that turned on, and neither was he. I don't blame him for that. He was a nice-looking, nice-smelling, nice-tasting guy in his 20s. A couple of inches taller than me, and many pounds heavier, but not really fat, just big.

He had a dominant profile on the site (with a cock pic that looked huge) and had responded when I contacted him, offering to suck his cock submissively. He played the dominant part perfectly. He came in, told me to lead him to the bedroom (which I did), pulled down his pants, pushed me to my knees and put his dick in my mouth. I sucked a real cock for the first time in about 14 years.

He was rock hard, and seemed to like the blowjob. His cock felt thick in my mouth, but not as long as I'd expected. I deepthroated him easily, and found I couldn't get anywhere close to gagging on him unless I pushed my head down on him beyond just reaching his balls/stomach with my lips. He had about 3/4" of fat pad, maybe more. When I pushed myself all the way down, the tip of his cock barely went into my throat, maybe 1/2". When I suck on our smallest dildo, GoodFella, it actually goes farther into my throat, so I'm guessing his cock - bone pressed (more on that later) - was something like 5" or 5.25" long. At the time, I was in a fairly deep submissive state, and I believed his cock was much longer, because that's what I wanted to believe. It was thick, though.

He wasn't in very good shape. I got the impression he didn't exercise much. After about 10 minutes, he seemed tired and his cock started getting soft. He ended up jacking off until he was about to cum, and then I took him in my mouth and held him there for something like 60 seconds, until he completely finished cumming. Then just like in a porn movie, I showed him the huge load of cum in my mouth (it tasted good!), and swallowed it enthusiastically while looking him in the eye.

He wanted me to jack off for him, but I just wasn't aroused. My cock was limp and tiny. I hated that!

He left and I immediately fucked the Fleshlight and sucked a dildo (probably the Dream Dick) until I came. The smell of him (mainly his cologne) was on my arms, and his I got off on that. A drop of his cum had fallen onto the comforter, and it had a surprisingly strong smell. I breathed in those scents, and sucked a big dildo, and finally came. After I came, I wondered why I had done this. I felt a little guilty, despite having a green light from my wife to do exactly this.

Mainly, it bothered me that it hadn't turned me on that much. On a 1-10 scale of arousal, I was at about a 3, about the same as I get when I watch a porn movie I don't much like. Why was I so NOT turned on? Maybe because I'm not submissive? But I do get off on submitting to my wife, even if I don't feel that great about it afterwards.

So maybe it was because I don't like guys that much, or just didn't like this guy. I don't like that many guys. Maybe 1 in 100 truly turn me on, and it's been years since I felt submissively attracted to a guy. For me to consider submitting to a guy, he has to be an unusual combination of masculine/dominant in personality, and somewhat feminine (or at least androgynous) in face and body. And have a nice cock.

So why am I thinking of hooking up with a guy (or guys) again? Well, maybe it's different if I'm in the dominant role. One of the guys who wants to suck my dick is in his mid 20s, 7" shorter than me, thin, cute, very submissive, and says he has a little dick (4.5"). He's eager to suck me off and swallow, and have me dominate him verbally and abuse his cock & balls a little - ASAP. In his communications, he grovels (which is both amusing and arousing). I know I'd control him completely. The other guy is a little older, taller than me and in better shape. He's a regular guy, working and also in school. Just wants to suck a dick, and maybe find someone to suck off on a regular basis.

I'm leaning towards the older, cooler guy. Mainly because he seems like someone I could be friends with, and do other stuff with besides blowjobs. But the other guy would be more playful and fun. And he's already given me his address and says he'll blow me there anytime I want in the next 3 days. Says he will swallow. Hehe!

It's boring as hell, even to me, but I'm feeling bad about my cock again. I found I was camera shy when I took a cock selfie a few days ago. I didn't stay hard long enough to get a shot of my fully-erect cock with a ruler next to it. I plan to try again tomorrow. After almost 2 weeks of being together almost all day and night, my wife and I will both leave the house for work tomorrow. But I just have one meeting first thing in the morning, and she'll be at the office all day at least 3-4 days this week. I can spare an hour to try and get a good measured shot of my cock.

I just learned about the difference between the "bone-pressed" and "non-bone-pressed" cock measurement techniques. I haven't actually measured my cock that much until recently, and when I measured it before, it was always bone-pressed, which means pushing the ruler into the body until it rests down on (or at least close to) the pubic bone, as opposed to just measuring from the base of the cock to the tip without pressing in at all. The difference between the two measurements is the "fat pad" that everyone has some of. I have more than I used to!

Measuring bone-pressed, sometimes I get 6.25", if I'm mostly aroused, or 6.5" if I'm completely aroused. I know I measured it even a little longer than that (6.75"?), years ago. In those days, I was fit and firm, and the difference between bone-pressed and non-bone-pressed would have been maybe 1/4". But today, I can now say my fat pad is about 3/4" thick, maybe a whole inch. I measured my non-bone pressed length at 5.5" with maximum arousal. If I'm just mostly aroused, it's 5.25". Yikes. That sounds like a small penis to me!

Having sex with my wife this morning, I again experienced small dick feelings and fantasies. I wanted to try another position to see if she could cum with my cock inside her, and the position I wanted to try was reverse cowgirl, with her lying flat on top of me. I knew I could easily stimulate her with my hands in that position.

Just one problem: my cock wouldn't stay in her. It didn't go that deep in regular reverse cowgirl, and when she leaned back, it came right out, which made me feel tiny. She laughed about it! I said something about this is why I wish my cock was bigger, and she said it was OK, she just wanted me to cum. I had already made her cum with my fingers and tongue, several times, in her usual position: on her back with her legs together. I told her I wanted her to cum with my cock inside her, that I got off more on that than I did on actually cumming myself.

She liked that, and said she'd try. I could tell she was humoring me, that she had had enough sex already and wanted to get up and do other things. She just wanted me to basically masturbate with my cock inside her, which frankly, is what's usually happening when we do penetration. Lately, I've become interested in making it a more shared experience - I REALLY get off on the idea of her cumming with my cock in her pussy (!) - and this morning was the second session in a row where we tried to make it happen. Last time, she said she came, but it wasn't much of an orgasm.

One of the many things I'm thankful for is that no woman has ever said that to me.

This time, my brilliant idea of a perfect position was a total FAIL. I think for that position to work, I would need an 8" cock, or my wife and I would both need to have a lot less padding. Instead, she rolled over onto her side and I put my cock in her again. This worked better, but my cock still felt small. I think I had 2-3 inches actually inside her. It's so frustrating that I can easily reach her cervix with my finger (she likes just one finger, two she finds uncomfortable), but I can only just barely reach it with my fucking cock (no pun intended!), and only with me on top and her legs spread wide. This was never a problem with previous partners! Not that I can remember, anyway.

She only cums with her legs tightly together, so I encouraged her to touch herself while I slowly fucked her, and to squeeze my cock tight. She seemed to like it, but not really that much. When she squeezed my cock, it felt good, but I also wasn't even as deep inside her as I had been.

The Noches Latinas 8" Realistic Cock. This is what "big" means.

I started feeling submissive. I told her I wanted to see her put a really big dildo inside herself. I reached in the cabinet beside the bed and pulled out the very realistic, and very BIG, Noches Latinas 8" cock. It's actually 7.75" long, and just under 6" around; according to this site, it's bigger than somewhere between 99.3% and 99.9% of actual penises. Being a dildo, there's no such thing as "bone-pressed", and it's always "erect". It always looks just as big as it actually is. Huge.

I almost managed to keep my cock in her pussy as I stretched to pull the massive cock out of the cabinet. I put it in her hand, and asked her what she thought of it. She smiled and said "Mmmmm!". She stroked it lovingly. I asked her if she would like to feel that all the way inside her. "Yes! But - not today." Feeling very subby, I asked her if she'd put it in her soon. To please me, I said. She promised to put it in her very soon. I'm excited by the thought, but also I kind of wish I hadn't suggested it!

She asked if I wanted to see a real cock that big inside her. I was a little shocked by the question! I said, "In fantasy? Yes." She had stopped touching herself and my cock had slipped out and gone partially soft while we were talking. Watching the way she looked at the huge dildo, and the way she touched it, knowing she was imagining another man fucking her with his bigger dick, and feeling her ass on my now tiny-seeming cock made me fully hard again.

She guided me back in and started pushing her hips back into me, matching my thrusts. I went somewhat deeper inside her, but I knew the big dildo would go MUCH deeper. I knew it would go all the way into her, that she would have to stretch to take it all. I believed my cock felt very small to her. I imagined her cumming hard with that big dildo all the way inside her, and immediately, involuntarily imagined her cumming while an actual man with a big dick fucked her. I couldn't hold back. I came, and came, and came!

It felt good to cum inside my wife, but as usual when I'm thinking something submissive, I didn't feel good about myself after I finished cumming. I stayed in her a long time, and we kissed afterwards. We talked a little, and she said she didn't understand why I felt my cock was small. I pulled out the Noches Latinas 6", which is an identical, but smaller, version of the huge dildo she'd fondled while I fucked her. The 6" is almost exactly the same size I am (bone-pressed!): 6.5" long, 5.25" around. I put the two dildos side by side, and asked which she'd like to have inside her. Without hesitation, she grabbed the bigger one! I asked if she NOW knew why I thought my cock was small. She got it then ("Oh!"), but said it was a silly thing to obsess over. She said she was completely satisfied with my cock, and that she loved it, and that she didn't feel like she was missing out on anything.

I said, "But you do want to try that big cock, don't you? You're curious to know how it feels, and you know it could feel better than my cock feels, don't you?" Why did I ask these questions?! Call it my inner bitch, or my desire to please her, or whatever. I knew it was self-sabotage, and it made me (mentally) horny to do that to myself. She answered yes to both questions, again without hesitation!

I felt pretty rotten most of today. I went on the BDSM site while she chatted on the phone with a couple of her friends for a long time. I looked at a number of submissive guys' profiles, hoping one would send me a message. Instead, two of them did!

But I think I'll probably have mixed feelings if I go through with it with either of them, and I may not even be turned on enough to get off. I'm going to try to hook up with my wife every morning this week, and I hope I'll just be too drained to even consider "making" a submissive guy suck my cock.

It's a subject for another post, but it occurs to me that this is a good illustration of the way we actually work, versus the way we all think we work. We all think we decide what we want to do consciously, and then act on it. I learned years ago in a college class (psychology) that what actually happens is that we do what we want to do, and then, our conscious mind makes up a "story" to fit what we just did. This is what leads, sometimes, to that strange sensation of feeling like you're watching yourself do something. Have you ever had that sensation?

I've experienced it many times, and it's most often been connected to sex. That's pretty much how I felt as I "sold" my wife on fucking herself with an 8" dildo. I'm cool with watching myself do what I'm going to do this week. I'll blog all about it, including whatever narrative my conscious mind spins.

Stay tuned!

Good Lust

This clip is amazing; it shows a cuckold fantasy situation that turns me on a lot: Cuckoldress Cameron Dee in Real Men Don't Eat Cum.

The hottest thing about the clip is a Hot Wife giving a Bull a great blowjob to completion, in front of her cuck in chastity. It's mostly shot from the Bull's perspective. He cums in her mouth. She transfers the Bull's load to the cuck's mouth, and the cuck obediently swallows. The Hot Wife and Bull leave the room together. The cuck is left alone, in chastity. In the video, there's no cut between the cumshot and the swallow. It's real. And very hot.

It'd be just as hot (maybe hotter) if the Hot Wife sucked the Bull to completion and swallowed, with or without the cuck present (or even in the scene at all), but I'm very turned on by her dominance over him and his humble submission. When my cum ends up in someone's stomach, I love it. Then it's not wasted, right? I'm smiling as I think about it.

Also worth smiling about: the great sex my wife and I have been having.

I was hoping to cum inside my wife the day after she dominated me, but she gave me an excellent blowjob instead. First she was between my legs on her hands and knees, worshiping my cock in a very hot way, then she moved around so that I could finger her ass (even hotter!), then she sat on me in a 69, sucking and stroking me, at the same time fondling my balls, while she fucked my tongue with her wet pussy and hard clit until I came in her mouth. She lingered several minutes, enjoying my oral attention. This raised my hopes that she might swallow, but after I finished cumming, she got off me and went off to spit in the bathroom. Oh, well!

Kinda similar to what I saw when I came!

I was hoping she might cum. I always love to make her cum, but I had made her cum several times the night before, and she usually only wants to cum once or twice a week. Also, in the entire time we've known each other, she's only cum 2 or 3 times in any position other than on her back with her legs together. Of the women I've been with, she's the most difficult to bring to orgasm. Once she gets there the first time, it's not that hard to make her cum at least a couple (usually several) more times, but getting her to the first one can take a long time, up to 45 minutes. I actually love that she takes a long time, because going down on her is one of my favorite things in life!

I think when we first started having sex, a couple of times she wanted to cum the very next morning after cumming the night before, but it's been a long time since that happened. I could tell that she was close to cumming in this session, which was very pleasing to me.

Her sex drive's been a little higher lately. I think that's partly due to my sex drive being higher lately, and partly due to our recently-improved workout regimen. We've worked out hard, together, 3 times a week for the past month. It's been a VERY good thing for both of us in all kinds of ways. It's definitely been good for our sex life.

I pleasured myself that afternoon, by fucking the Fleshlight Flight and remembering the morning, as well as fantasizing I was fucking her in missionary position, hard, just the way she likes it. And of course, cumming deep inside her. In my fantasy, she came when I came, with my cock balls-deep inside her, my tip just touching her cervix. The Flight is awesome for this, as my cock just reaches the far end of it, if I hold the Flight and push my cock in all the way.

I didn't hook up with my wife that night, or the next day, or the day after that, or the morning after that! It's an unusually long time for us not to hook up. I didn't want to pleasure myself either. I wanted to wait until I could have sex with her again. I know it's nothing for a lot of guys to go 3 days without cumming, but for me it's borderline epic.

Yesterday evening, we were both at home together, free from work with no social engagements. As soon as we were both free, we practically ran to the bedroom and tore our clothes off. But she was cold, and we were both a little tired, so we laid in bed together and somewhat lazily kissed and fondled/caressed each other all over, and then all under, as we waited for the cup of coffee we'd just shared to kick in.

I told her I wanted her to try inserting a dildo again, but this time one smaller than my cock. She said she would try it if I wanted her to. I had warmed up 3 dildos - Vixkin GoodFella, Vixskin Mustang, and Vamp Elvis (Softskin). None of them actually match the advertised stats, by the way, but they are all amazing. Elvis is 6.25" long and 5" around. GoodFella is 5.5" long and 4.5" around; Mustang is 6.75" long and 4.5" around. GoodFella and Mustang are actually from the same mold; the difference is that GoodFella has balls.

That's GoodFella she's playing with!

I told her the next time she pegged me, I wanted her to use a cock my size or smaller. I thought she might object, but she like the idea of my having the bigger dick! I asked her which of the 3 she liked better. She noticed that GoodFella and Mustang were pretty much the same. She said she liked either one of them, but not Elvis, because of the lack of realism (it's jet black, and lacking the veins and other details that make GoodFella and Mustang look and feel like real dicks). I told her I love to feel "her balls" when she fucks me, so we decided next time she pegs me, it will be with GoodFella.

I told her to touch herself, and make herself cum. She's only done this once in front of me, and it was amazing. She prefers for me to make her cum, but she did this for me. I watched the way she touched herself, the gentle teasing and up/down strokes, followed by faster, harder, circular strokes...followed by a surprisingly quick orgasm. I was talking dirty to her the whole time, first about the most recent kinky session, then about her sucking my cock and my cumming in her mouth. Right after I told her to think about me cumming in her mouth, she came, and it was a pretty good orgasm!

I sucked her nipples and ran a hand lovingly around her body until she was ready for more orgasmic-oriented stimulation. I told her I wanted to see her take a dildo inside herself, and fuck herself with it while she touched herself. She liked it. I lubricated my fingers generously and further lubricated her wet sex, then I also lubricated GoodFella, rubbed it all over her pussy, then put the tip against her opening and put her hand on the base of the small dildo.

She took a few minutes to get it inside her, most of which she spent relaxing herself so she could enjoy it (she gets tense when dildos are involved). Finally, she put the first inch of GoodFella into herself, then a bit more, then a bit more, until it was all in her. It turned me on - and at the same time made me a little jealous - to see her enjoying another "cock" all the way inside her! I told her to move it in and out of her just the way she liked, and touch herself with her other hand. She found it a little awkward at first, but soon she was working it in a nice sexy rhythm, and clearly liking it.

She didn't cum, though. As I mentioned before, she only cums with her legs together, and she found when she closed her legs on GoodFella, it was uncomfortable. She pulled the dildo most of the way out, pushed her legs together, and kept touching herself...until after a few minutes she had a rather mild orgasm. She said she liked it, but she liked having my cock inside her much better, because nothing feels as good as real skin, and also because my cock is both longer and thicker. She took GoodFella out. I lubed up Mustang thoroughly, rubbed it up, down and all around her pussy, and the put the tip right at the opening.

Once she had it in her a couple of inches, I started moving it, making sure to stimulate her top wall, aiming for the G-spot. I told her to touch herself. She wanted me to touch her. I got my other hand very wet, and put it on her clit, touching her with the same gentle up/down, then firmer round and round (with lots of variations) that she'd used on herself. I leaned down and licked her a little, too. She closed her legs tight and I could barely move Mustang. She didn't mind. In a few minutes, she had her best orgasm of the evening so far.

After taking Mustang out, and then cooling down again for a few minutes, she said she wanted me to cum. I told her I wanted to cum inside her - but only after SHE came with me inside her. She was skeptical, but game. I spread her legs wide and put the tip of my cock on her pussy's opening. She quickly accepted me inside her. I started fucking her slowly and gently, working until I was all the way in. I took care to touch her top wall, especially on the "out" part of the stroke.

I asked her which of the cocks she liked better, and she said, with a moan of pleasure: "Yours!" She said my cock felt bigger, and MUCH better than the silicone cocks. That made me feel really good, and I started moving myself faster and harder inside her, letting my hands go where they wanted to on her body, pulling her hair a little, tweaking her nipples, and choking her a little.
 

She was touching herself the whole time, but not with much purpose, so I told her to concentrate on pleasuring herself. She quickly got fairly close to orgasm - but after several more minutes, I recognized that, as usual, she couldn't cum with her legs apart. So I moved my legs outside hers, allowing her to put her legs together, and resumed fucking her. In this position, I can't go very deep, and I also have to use a lot more energy compared to when her legs are open. She worked herself for a few minutes, and came with my cock inside her! It wasn't a very intense orgasm, but she enjoyed it, and we both agreed we would do this again, and that we'd get better at it.
 
I had to change positions to get off. After spreading her legs and hitting it that way again for a few minutes, I flipped her over and we did "face down / ass up"! Always a favorite, and I was extra turned on today. Mostly I just stared at her shapely ass, which she was moving in VERY nice ways, but I did also fantasize I was inside a Hot Wife whose approving submissive husband had a much smaller dick than mine. I imagined her telling me that my cock was way bigger, and felt much better, than her cuck husband's little penis, and then I remembered that I'd had her say exactly that a week or so ago - I could actually hear her voice (inside my head) say that she liked my cock much better than her husband's, and that she wanted me to "cum deep inside me with your big, awesome cock!"

Hell, yeah - flat doggie!

We had dropped into flat doggie by this point, She was squeezing my cock with her kegel muscles and her ass cheeks. She felt tight, and I felt huge. I exploded inside her in a VERY satisfying orgasm, on a pleasure scale of 1 to 10, about a 9. I kept squirting for some time, and pulsing deep inside her for a while after that. I kept pushing myself in a little deeper, a little deeper, a little deeper...until I started to soften. Then I stayed in until the orgasm completely finished, which was probably between one and two minutes.

We kissed on the lips with a satiated passion and when we pulled our lips apart she said, "I love you!"

I felt an unexpected flood of warm satisfaction, right into my heart."I love YOU!", I said, and then we kissed for a couple of minutes.

We lay there next to each other with our bodies touching for 15 minutes or so, savoring the delicious post-orgasm afterglow, then got up and had a wonderful evening of dinner, drinks, talking and finally a movie.

That was last night. This morning, she gave another awesome blowjob with 69, that ended with her making me cum in her mouth. Another 9 out of 10 orgasm. I could not be happier!