I used to be hot.
Twenty years ago, I was all sinewy and had good hair. I was masculine, as I am now, but somehow my masculinity was more attractive. I still have a great cock, which gets plenty of positive attention, so it would be ridiculous to complain.
But it would be awesome to experience big cocks in my throat and massive cum loads in my mouth (and stomach).
Sadly, I'm not what most guys looking online for a same sex blowjob are looking for. I give amazing head. I can be VERY submissive. But I'm an average guy, not hot like I used to be.
I don't get horny when I see myself in the mirror now. I think instead about what needs to change, and how many months of gym work and sensible eating it would take to make the changes. And then I silently sigh as I realize that even if I do all that, I would still have to do something about my hair (what's left of it) and then there's the whole body hair thing. Back in the day, I used Nair on my ass and back; no way would I do that now. My wife wouldn't like it!
Anyway, but I know there are still guys out there in the surrounding area who I could have a lot of fun with. Somewhere, maybe just a neighborhood or a town away, is an alpha male, young and tall with a big dick, who would love to get a blowjob from an older beta male, maybe while watching porn. Maybe he'd like to talk shit to me, boss me around, or otherwise torment me. I like to imagine him taking a long time to cum, and finally shooting a huge load into my mouth with no warning!
Part of me wants it just to stay a fantasy, a temporary (and now fading) fantasy, in the background between my wife and me.
And part of me wants to kneel at the Alpha's feet, and open my mouth to receive His superior Cock, and eventually, inevitably, His superior Sperm. To go home with a sore mouth and throat, and to put off washing the taste out of my mouth as long as possible.
I will keep looking. I may even post my own ad. Will I ever act on it?
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
You kiss MY ASS, I FUCK yours
That's the TL/DR version.
It's from the title of a Barefoot Princess clip. I've never seen it, but the gist of the clip is clear from the preview I saw, and it's a major turn-on. Several times, my wife and I have played that script. I kissed my wife's ass before she fucked me with a big strap-on cock, which was a HUGE turn-on. As it turns out, it's still a major turn-on when she kisses my ass and I fuck hers.
A few days ago, I told her at lunchtime that I was going to tie her up and fuck her in the ass that evening at 7 PM. I ordered her to present her ass with a butt plug in it (face down ass up, Tantus Ryder) at precisely that time. I put that plug, two smaller "warmup" plugs, and a bottle of lube on her bedside table. On the bed I put her stainless steel locking collar and locking wrist cuffs.
At 7 PM, I walked into the bedroom to find her in her place, by the bed with her plugged ass sticking up. I took the long crop, a short whip, and a small leather slapper from the closet. I rubbed the crop around on her ass, and gave it a few playful taps. I made sure her collar was nicely locked.
I sat on the bed and told her to kiss my feet. I let her do that for 2 minutes or so, and then I told her to rub my feet. That felt really good. After 5 minutes or so, I had her take off my clothes and then to kiss my balls and all over and under my cock. Then I let her suck my balls and cock a little before I stopped her and instead made her kiss my ass.
After a few minutes of her lips and tongue on my ass, I told her "bend over - I'm going to fuck you now!" She bent over the bed. I pulled the plug out, which seemed to hurt! (Next time, I'm going to make sure she knows to insert/remove the plug several times before leaving it in place).
Then I lubed up my cock, put more lube on her ass, and started sliding the head of my cock into her ass. It went in with no problems, so I put the head in all the way and pulled it out again. I waited just a few seconds and plunged it back in. This time I went a little deeper, and then, when she was obviously comfortable with it (which I also confirmed by asking her), I slid it in deeper, and started fucking her ass with short strokes.
I kept fucking, inching a little deeper until finally, my whole cock was balls-deep in her ass. I began fucking her harder, holding her head up with my hands on her collar, making her watch herself get buttfucked in the mirror. With my hands around her neck, I rammed her ass hard enough to slap my balls against her lower ass cheeks.
I laid on the bed and made her ride my cock with her ass in reverse cowgirl. Then I had her turn around and I rolled forward until I was fucking her ass in missionary. Again I choked her, this time using one hand on her neck and the other pinching first one nipple, then the other.
Finally, I put her over the edge of the bed in doggy again, and fucked her really hard, my balls slapping a hard, steady rhythm against her, punctuated with occasional slaps on her submissive ass. This led me to imagine myself in her place, with her slamming a bigger cock up my ass, my "little dick" in its "bitch tube". I imagined that she was thinking the same thing and remembered her saying "cum quick, little dick".
I asked her: "Do you wish I had a big dick now?!"
She started to say no, but then caught herself and said "You do have a big dick!"
I fucked even harder, but now feeling small and thinking my strokes were rather short! I came - hard - right after having that thought.
I held her down on the bed with my dick buried to the hilt in her asshole until I completely finished cumming and had all the pleasure I wanted, Then I slowly pulled out and got beside her on the edge of the bed. We kissed for quite a while, and hugged, and said a few sweet things to each other.
The next morning, I had her give me a blowjob, which was awesome! She was feeling sleepy and lazy, so I just had her move down so that her face was at my crotch level, then I put my dick in her mouth, placed on her her hands on my balls, and then I fucked her face for a few minutes until I came in her mouth. For a change, instead of running off the bathroom to spit, she spat into the bed sheet and went back to sleep, with her head still touching my dick!
The next morning (yesterday), I made her cum with oral, and then I fucked her in spoon. This morning, she gave me a blowjob in a 69 with her on top. I finger-fucked her ass while she sucked me. When she started pushing back, putting my index finger deeper into her ass, I felt her ass relax and open! All three of the times since I've assfucked her, she's been submissive and instantly agreeable to what I suggest. Which is awesome! She did suggest this morning that I kiss her ass, but I just pushed her head down and she went right to work on my cock with her mouth.
She has no idea, but the same thought has been in my head each time I've orgasmed since I assfucked her: the thought that my dick is small! For whatever reason, just thinking that my strokes are short and that my dick is embarrassingly small compared to a "real man's" cock - and of course, that she knows how small my dick is - sends me right over the edge in seconds. I like the thought that she is just quickly milking me to keep me passive, and that later, I won't object when she hooks up with her tall, muscular, confident big-dicked alpha male lover.
But regardless of how submissive my "orgasm thought" has been, being in the dominant position for the past several days has me feeling very sexy, strong and capable. I like it!
I actually looked several times on CL for submissive cocksuckers and bottoms, but before sending any messages to anyone, I went to the bedroom and fucked the fleshlight flight until I came. My fantasies have ranged from fucking ass (either someone I've beaten in a game, or that person's wife), to sucking (with Vixskin Johnny and/or the Dream Dick in my mouth when I came), to getting my ass fucked (just setting the Dream Dick, well-lubricated from being deepthroated, on my ass crack made me cum right away).
I have a feeling that tomorrow morning will involve my kissing her ass, with my "little dick" down between her feet. Maybe she'll fart in my face. She'll laugh if she farts, and I'll feel her ass shake on my face while I smell it, and she'll laugh when I cum on her feet. I'll lick the cum off and swallow it, and then I'll pretend to wipe the cum off her feet with a tissue.
Or maybe I'll get another blowjob. Either way, life is REALLY good!!!
It's from the title of a Barefoot Princess clip. I've never seen it, but the gist of the clip is clear from the preview I saw, and it's a major turn-on. Several times, my wife and I have played that script. I kissed my wife's ass before she fucked me with a big strap-on cock, which was a HUGE turn-on. As it turns out, it's still a major turn-on when she kisses my ass and I fuck hers.
A few days ago, I told her at lunchtime that I was going to tie her up and fuck her in the ass that evening at 7 PM. I ordered her to present her ass with a butt plug in it (face down ass up, Tantus Ryder) at precisely that time. I put that plug, two smaller "warmup" plugs, and a bottle of lube on her bedside table. On the bed I put her stainless steel locking collar and locking wrist cuffs.
At 7 PM, I walked into the bedroom to find her in her place, by the bed with her plugged ass sticking up. I took the long crop, a short whip, and a small leather slapper from the closet. I rubbed the crop around on her ass, and gave it a few playful taps. I made sure her collar was nicely locked.
I sat on the bed and told her to kiss my feet. I let her do that for 2 minutes or so, and then I told her to rub my feet. That felt really good. After 5 minutes or so, I had her take off my clothes and then to kiss my balls and all over and under my cock. Then I let her suck my balls and cock a little before I stopped her and instead made her kiss my ass.
After a few minutes of her lips and tongue on my ass, I told her "bend over - I'm going to fuck you now!" She bent over the bed. I pulled the plug out, which seemed to hurt! (Next time, I'm going to make sure she knows to insert/remove the plug several times before leaving it in place).
Then I lubed up my cock, put more lube on her ass, and started sliding the head of my cock into her ass. It went in with no problems, so I put the head in all the way and pulled it out again. I waited just a few seconds and plunged it back in. This time I went a little deeper, and then, when she was obviously comfortable with it (which I also confirmed by asking her), I slid it in deeper, and started fucking her ass with short strokes.
I kept fucking, inching a little deeper until finally, my whole cock was balls-deep in her ass. I began fucking her harder, holding her head up with my hands on her collar, making her watch herself get buttfucked in the mirror. With my hands around her neck, I rammed her ass hard enough to slap my balls against her lower ass cheeks.
I laid on the bed and made her ride my cock with her ass in reverse cowgirl. Then I had her turn around and I rolled forward until I was fucking her ass in missionary. Again I choked her, this time using one hand on her neck and the other pinching first one nipple, then the other.
Finally, I put her over the edge of the bed in doggy again, and fucked her really hard, my balls slapping a hard, steady rhythm against her, punctuated with occasional slaps on her submissive ass. This led me to imagine myself in her place, with her slamming a bigger cock up my ass, my "little dick" in its "bitch tube". I imagined that she was thinking the same thing and remembered her saying "cum quick, little dick".
I asked her: "Do you wish I had a big dick now?!"
She started to say no, but then caught herself and said "You do have a big dick!"
I fucked even harder, but now feeling small and thinking my strokes were rather short! I came - hard - right after having that thought.
I held her down on the bed with my dick buried to the hilt in her asshole until I completely finished cumming and had all the pleasure I wanted, Then I slowly pulled out and got beside her on the edge of the bed. We kissed for quite a while, and hugged, and said a few sweet things to each other.
The next morning, I had her give me a blowjob, which was awesome! She was feeling sleepy and lazy, so I just had her move down so that her face was at my crotch level, then I put my dick in her mouth, placed on her her hands on my balls, and then I fucked her face for a few minutes until I came in her mouth. For a change, instead of running off the bathroom to spit, she spat into the bed sheet and went back to sleep, with her head still touching my dick!
The next morning (yesterday), I made her cum with oral, and then I fucked her in spoon. This morning, she gave me a blowjob in a 69 with her on top. I finger-fucked her ass while she sucked me. When she started pushing back, putting my index finger deeper into her ass, I felt her ass relax and open! All three of the times since I've assfucked her, she's been submissive and instantly agreeable to what I suggest. Which is awesome! She did suggest this morning that I kiss her ass, but I just pushed her head down and she went right to work on my cock with her mouth.
She has no idea, but the same thought has been in my head each time I've orgasmed since I assfucked her: the thought that my dick is small! For whatever reason, just thinking that my strokes are short and that my dick is embarrassingly small compared to a "real man's" cock - and of course, that she knows how small my dick is - sends me right over the edge in seconds. I like the thought that she is just quickly milking me to keep me passive, and that later, I won't object when she hooks up with her tall, muscular, confident big-dicked alpha male lover.
But regardless of how submissive my "orgasm thought" has been, being in the dominant position for the past several days has me feeling very sexy, strong and capable. I like it!
I actually looked several times on CL for submissive cocksuckers and bottoms, but before sending any messages to anyone, I went to the bedroom and fucked the fleshlight flight until I came. My fantasies have ranged from fucking ass (either someone I've beaten in a game, or that person's wife), to sucking (with Vixskin Johnny and/or the Dream Dick in my mouth when I came), to getting my ass fucked (just setting the Dream Dick, well-lubricated from being deepthroated, on my ass crack made me cum right away).
I have a feeling that tomorrow morning will involve my kissing her ass, with my "little dick" down between her feet. Maybe she'll fart in my face. She'll laugh if she farts, and I'll feel her ass shake on my face while I smell it, and she'll laugh when I cum on her feet. I'll lick the cum off and swallow it, and then I'll pretend to wipe the cum off her feet with a tissue.
Or maybe I'll get another blowjob. Either way, life is REALLY good!!!
Saturday, September 6, 2014
My DICK, your ASS (or is that my FACE, your ASS?)
That's the dynamic between my wife and me for the past couple of weeks. Actually, that's the kink dynamic. The vanilla dynamic is still 1 or 2 blowjobs, one session of PIV sex, and one session where I lick her to as many orgasms as she wants (usually 3-5) each week.
With kink, it's usually just a session or two of me kissing, smelling, and then passionately licking (deep tongue fucking) her ass while I "fuck" her feet with my cock until I spew sperm and she laughs at me for cumming with my tongue up her ass. Also, most times when she gives me a blowjob, she sits on my face, grinding her clit against my nose and/or tongue. She usually sucks for a few minutes, then sits on my face, sitting back while stoking my cock instead of sucking it. I let her know when I'm about to cum and she leans forward and takes my cock in her mouth. I cum in her mouth and she keeps enjoying my tongue for a few seconds before running off to spit and brush her teeth.
If she needs to fart while I'm kissing her ass or she's sitting on my face, she lets it rip as hard as she can! She does this because she knows it turns me on - but also, I believe, because she finds it highly amusing, especially when I cum soon afterwards (which I usually do).
Every month or so, we have an evening session of kinky sex. If she's in charge, it usually begins with me rubbing her feet and her back. Then she beats my ass and back with a single tail whip (and sometimes a slapper and/or a crop) and then she makes me cum in a humiliating way, usually either making me suck a dildo (usually the Dream Dick), or fucking me with a strap-on (usually Vixskin Johnny). I'm always ready to be fucked when it's her turn to dominate. She gets 2-3 turns to my one turn.
When it's finally my turn, I have her wear something ridiculously skimpy. I put a collar on her neck and bind her hands. I make her suck my dick and/or fuck her face, and then I fuck her ass until I cum. Sometimes I spank her with something. Twice, I've "made her" swallow instead, but usually I fuck her ass. Hard. Recently I taught her how to get her ass ready before the session starts, which makes for a smoother session.
I feel AMAZING after dominating her.
And it's long overdue. I know I have to take the lead on this, just tell her to get her ass upstairs and make it ready to be FUCKED! I'm not sure why I haven't done this already this weekend. Maybe tomorrow night...
With kink, it's usually just a session or two of me kissing, smelling, and then passionately licking (deep tongue fucking) her ass while I "fuck" her feet with my cock until I spew sperm and she laughs at me for cumming with my tongue up her ass. Also, most times when she gives me a blowjob, she sits on my face, grinding her clit against my nose and/or tongue. She usually sucks for a few minutes, then sits on my face, sitting back while stoking my cock instead of sucking it. I let her know when I'm about to cum and she leans forward and takes my cock in her mouth. I cum in her mouth and she keeps enjoying my tongue for a few seconds before running off to spit and brush her teeth.
If she needs to fart while I'm kissing her ass or she's sitting on my face, she lets it rip as hard as she can! She does this because she knows it turns me on - but also, I believe, because she finds it highly amusing, especially when I cum soon afterwards (which I usually do).
Every month or so, we have an evening session of kinky sex. If she's in charge, it usually begins with me rubbing her feet and her back. Then she beats my ass and back with a single tail whip (and sometimes a slapper and/or a crop) and then she makes me cum in a humiliating way, usually either making me suck a dildo (usually the Dream Dick), or fucking me with a strap-on (usually Vixskin Johnny). I'm always ready to be fucked when it's her turn to dominate. She gets 2-3 turns to my one turn.
When it's finally my turn, I have her wear something ridiculously skimpy. I put a collar on her neck and bind her hands. I make her suck my dick and/or fuck her face, and then I fuck her ass until I cum. Sometimes I spank her with something. Twice, I've "made her" swallow instead, but usually I fuck her ass. Hard. Recently I taught her how to get her ass ready before the session starts, which makes for a smoother session.
I feel AMAZING after dominating her.
And it's long overdue. I know I have to take the lead on this, just tell her to get her ass upstairs and make it ready to be FUCKED! I'm not sure why I haven't done this already this weekend. Maybe tomorrow night...
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