Well, it turns out I bought into a fallacy in my last couple of entries: hand size is NOT a reliable indication of penis size! Forgive me for believing it. I have big hands. Hehe.
After noticing several friends' hands were (even) bigger than mine, I started to feel a little inadequate (gulp), and so I looked up the correlation, just to be sure. I found that it's been studied and there's no real relation between hand and penis size, or foot and penis size, or nose and penis size.
There IS a correlation between index finger/ring finger ratio and penis size - if a person's ring finger is longer than their index finger, that indicates a high testosterone level at puberty (or something like that), and that is indicative (in men) of a big cock. I'm too lazy to post links to where I found this stuff, but search for yourself if you don't believe me. And yes, my ring finger is plenty longer than my index finger! But not ridiculously longer, which, as it turns out, is also a good thing: too high a ratio, and therefore too much testosterone, is correlated with nasty things like prostate cancer. So, I'm happy to be just a bit above average. As I've said before, all the feedback I've gotten on my male parts has been positive, and everything works great, so I'll just give thanks and move on.
No word from my "Sir", which I've decided is just fine. I wanted to remember what it was like to suck a guy's cock, and it was...just OK. I think I can be just as happy sucking dildos, even if they can't spew sperm into my mouth.
My wife gave me a "spermy kiss" after I came in her mouth again this morning, which was awesome. As usual, she was on top of my in a 69, her ass wiggling in my face, my tongue on her clit. I thought about her "making" me eat my cum, and imagined her doing the same to me with another man's cum! That thought, and even more so, her ass, sent me over the edge pretty quickly, and soon she kissed a HUGE load of cum into my mouth. She even looked me in the eye when she did it, which made it even better. I was pleased to find that my cum tastes great!
I ate it again this afternoon after a solo session with my Fleshlight Flight. I tied my balls, put my cock into the well-lubricated flight, cuffed my hands behind my back and came with the 8" "Noches Latinas Realistic Cock" in my mouth. It's always more work getting out of the cuffs than I think it will be! But I managed.
I haven't told my wife about my research, and my discovery that hand size isn't related to cock size. I'll tell her AFTER my second session dominating her, which is tentatively scheduled for tomorrow evening. I'm going to let her choose between swallowing my load, or letting me fuck her in the ass. Regardless, I'm going to have her wear something slutty, I'm going to tie her up, and I'm going to spank her pretty hard! She's made me wait 10 days, and that calls for some "educational" punishment. And then I'm going to cum looking her right in the eyes, either with my cock in her mouth or in her ass. I hope she'll opt for swallowing. If so, I'm still going to open up her ass and, I hope, insert a butt plug. I'm looking forward to this!
Other than downloading too much porn, that's about all there is to report. I've been busier than usual, and have been having less sex than usual. Back to a horny normal, I hope, starting with this morning's amazing head.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Thursday, January 23, 2014
I can almost t-t-taste it - I want more!
That's how I feel about my recent experience with my "Sir". I can smell his body, I can smell - and taste - his cum. And yeah, I do want more, although I have to admit to some mixed feelings.
I watched Kinsey tonight, a film I've been meaning to see for some time, and the scene after Kinsey hooks up with his assistant really resonated with me. He immediately tells his wife what happened, and she gets really upset about it, sees it as a betrayal.
Well, I'm not going to tell my wife what happened. She gave me the green light to have unemotional, unaffectionate oral sex with guys if I want to, as long as I DON'T tell her about it. I offered her the chance to have sex with women if she wants, but she said she doesn't want to have sex with anyone but me. Which is truly awesome, but now I'm left feeling a little like I've betrayed her...but not really. It was about as unemotional/unaffectionate as it could have been (apart from nervousness and arousal). We don't even know each other's names. Still, part of me feels weird about it.
And other parts of me (you can guess which parts!) are really turned on by it and want to do it again, as soon, and often, as possible. I'd even like to give head to other guy(s) - maybe. Call me shallow, but I'm really only interested if their cocks are bigger than mine! I might like to get head from a guy, too, a really submissive little bitch/slut who I can boss around, and who'll swallow without hesitation.
AND I want to have sex with my wife as soon (and often) as possible. She gave me another great blowjob this morning, which ended with a cum-filled kiss. I came in her mouth with her gorgeous ass in my face again. It just never gets old! She still didn't look me in the eyes, or tell me to swallow - but it was pretty damned amazing, all the same.
I'm looking forward to our next play session. Because I won the "dick size contest", I'll be in charge again next time. After some light bondage, humiliation, spanking, and face-fucking, I'm going to fuck her ass in missionary, and I hope to finish just like that, too. Let's see what ends up happening....
Right now, I'm just going to look at some porn and call it a night. One thing I've learned this week is that I REALLY love my wife, and being in bed with her is my favorite place to be. So, goodnight!
I watched Kinsey tonight, a film I've been meaning to see for some time, and the scene after Kinsey hooks up with his assistant really resonated with me. He immediately tells his wife what happened, and she gets really upset about it, sees it as a betrayal.
Well, I'm not going to tell my wife what happened. She gave me the green light to have unemotional, unaffectionate oral sex with guys if I want to, as long as I DON'T tell her about it. I offered her the chance to have sex with women if she wants, but she said she doesn't want to have sex with anyone but me. Which is truly awesome, but now I'm left feeling a little like I've betrayed her...but not really. It was about as unemotional/unaffectionate as it could have been (apart from nervousness and arousal). We don't even know each other's names. Still, part of me feels weird about it.
And other parts of me (you can guess which parts!) are really turned on by it and want to do it again, as soon, and often, as possible. I'd even like to give head to other guy(s) - maybe. Call me shallow, but I'm really only interested if their cocks are bigger than mine! I might like to get head from a guy, too, a really submissive little bitch/slut who I can boss around, and who'll swallow without hesitation.
AND I want to have sex with my wife as soon (and often) as possible. She gave me another great blowjob this morning, which ended with a cum-filled kiss. I came in her mouth with her gorgeous ass in my face again. It just never gets old! She still didn't look me in the eyes, or tell me to swallow - but it was pretty damned amazing, all the same.
I'm looking forward to our next play session. Because I won the "dick size contest", I'll be in charge again next time. After some light bondage, humiliation, spanking, and face-fucking, I'm going to fuck her ass in missionary, and I hope to finish just like that, too. Let's see what ends up happening....
Right now, I'm just going to look at some porn and call it a night. One thing I've learned this week is that I REALLY love my wife, and being in bed with her is my favorite place to be. So, goodnight!
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
I sucked a big one!
I finally did it - I sucked a real Man's COCK! And His Cock is bigger than mine!
Not a lot bigger - but bigger enough to make me feel really submissive.
I'll get back to that experience in a while...but first:
Things are still great with my wife and me. To pick up where I left off with the last entry, the New Year got off to a lousy start. First, I was sick. Then, she was sick. So for the first two weeks of 2014, we had sex only once. A week after I got sick, I was finally feeling better. I licked and fingered her to a series of lazy morning orgasms, and then she sucked me off in a 69 (her on top). She tied my balls and was pretty rough with my cock, jerking it around so roughly that it made my huge balls (just being honest!) bang against my muscular thighs until my balls were sore and I felt thoroughly dominated. I came in her mouth; it was pretty awesome. And then she got sick.
Ten days later, we finally hooked up again. She didn't feel like sucking me, or being licked, but she was OK with using her hands on me, which I enjoyed a lot after seemingly-endless days of self-induced masturbation sleeve orgasms (fortunately, I had a "fragrant" pair of her panties from before she fell ill; during these solo sessions, I smelled the panties and also sucked one or more of my many dildos, often with my balls tied and/or a dildo or butt plug up my ass). As she used her hands on me, I asked her to talk dirty to me. First, she had me tie my balls tightly with the elastic hair band. Then she started talking, and jerking my cock roughly, again slamming my balls around and making them hurt so good. She said she wanted to fuck me! I loved this, and told her to keep talking. She said she also wanted to see me suck a real man's cock. I asked her to tell me about him; she said he was one of her boyfriends! (This is fantasy - I believe and hope!) A big, black man with a HUGE cock! She wanted to see me suck his cock while she fucked me with a big strapon!
I liked it - but I didn't like that I liked it, if you know what I mean. She sat on my face and got even rougher with my cock. She kept talking about the black guy and my giving him a blowjob. She said she would force me to deepthroat him, and I would have to make him cum a huge load in my mouth - and swallow every drop, after which they would both make fun of me and laugh! She wiggled her cute ass on my face as I licked her clit. I loved the smell of her ass after so many days of just her panties! She said it had been much too long since she farted on me! I loved this much more than the forced bi fantasy, and it wasn't long before I came staring at her ass, and thinking about the many, many times she has farted in my face. When I came, she leaned forward, but didn't put her mouth on my cock. She pressed my cock against my stomach with one hand, and held my sore, tied balls in the other.
Afterwards, I didn't feel very good. Physically, I felt pretty awesome, with all the orgasmic endorphins coursing through my body, but psychologically, I was (I guess) a bit disturbed that she came back to the fantasy of my submitting to a big-dicked black guy, that I'd found it arousing, and mainly (I guess) that she had been so rough with my cock and balls, and seemingly only wanted to be mean to me. I was in a pretty rotten mood for the next 24 hours. I told her how I felt and, although she was pretty dismissive about it at first, I think she got it.
The next morning, all was well again. I can't remember exactly how it came up, but she said something about "her big cock". I said it was time to put an end to this nonsense once and for all! I told her that if she had a cock, mine would be bigger - and I could prove it. I showed her my hand, folding my fingers across my palm. I showed her that my cock was as long as the distance between the tip of my longest finger and the furthest point I could reach with it on my palm, and that my cock was as thick as the distance around my index, middle and ring fingers pushed as tightly together as they would go. She stubbornly insisted that her cock would be bigger and put her hand up to mine, "cheating" so that her fingers seemed to extend past mine. I saw what she was doing and offered to make a bet with her: we'd measure each other's hands, and whoever won would dominate the other person 3 times in a row! She balked a little, so I offered to only dominate her twice in a row if I won, but she could still dominate me three times if she won. She agreed!
She then gave me some great head while I fingered her ass and thought about fucking it hard. I came in her mouth and she lingered a long time before running off to the bathroom. She said she'd swallowed some of it! This made me ridiculously happy, which I shared with her. We talked about why I want so much to be swallowed and she understood - it's about the feeling of complete acceptance and feeling so desired by her. She repeated that she likes the taste of my cum and said she would swallow everything in the not-too-distant future! Even though it still hasn't happened, I've been on cloud 9 about it ever since.
The next morning (Sunday, day before yesterday), I offered to make her cum. She said she'd rather cum that evening. I asked for oral and she agreed. I asked if she'd swallow. She said maybe. I then asked if she remembered the time she'd kissed me after I came in her mouth, how she'd put the cum into my mouth, and I'd swallowed. She remembered and when I asked, she said she liked it and would do it again "if" she didn't feel like swallowing. Of course, after I came in her mouth, she kissed the cum into my mouth, and I swallowed. Afterwards, I asked if she'd enjoyed that and she said yes. I asked if she'd do it again and she said she would. I asked her next time to look me in the eyes when she kissed me and to "make" me swallow, and laugh about it! She laughed a little and said that would be fun!
Later that morning, she asked me to measure something for her. After measuring it, I decided to seize the moment. I asked her to show me her hands. She folded her hand over and I measured: 6.5 inches almost exactly. Uh oh, I thought. But then I remembered the trick we all used when we figured this out in grade school: the finger that reaches the furthest folded over isn't always the longest finger when the hand is straight. So I had her measure my hand, first reaching as far as I could down my palm with my longest-reaching finger, which is my ring finger. Then I straightened my hand and asked her to measure. As I knew she would, she measured not to the end of my ring finger (which would have been about 6.5 inches), but to the end of my middle finger, which extends another 0.25 inches beyond my ring finger when my hand is straight. I said, "Well?" She sighed and said it was well over 6.75 inches! The circumference was no contest, with her three fingers only about 4.25 inches around, and mine a much thicker 5+ inches! We agreed that I had won, and that I'd dominate her the first of the two times that evening. Yes!
So in the evening, I had her put on knee pads, and a ridiculously-skimpy maid costume, with an open bust, and a skirt that only covers about a third of her ass. It came with cute fabric wrist cuffs and a collar. When she came into the room (on her knees of course!), I laughed a long time at her, which she didn't like! I made her feel better by saying, truthfully, that she looked great and that I was going to give her an "upgrade" on the collar and cuffs. I took off the fabric cuffs and collar and replaced them with leather locking cuffs and collar. Then I had her kiss and massage my feet, before having her remove my sexy undies and suck my cock!
After she gave me such good head that I thought I was in some danger of cumming, I stopped her and had her lay on the bed on her back and show me how she touches herself (which she said she hardly ever does since we met; she said it had been months since the last time she'd done it). I watched, enjoying the show and actually learning a couple of things about pleasuring her that I hadn't thought of before. It's kind of amazing that in all our time together (over a decade), I'd never thought to do this before, but better late than never, right?! After a few minutes of this, I decided to take over. She kept trying to remove her collar, so to prevent that, I locked her wrist cuffs to the collar! She didn't like that! I loosened up the collar one notch and told her this was a valuable lesson in obedience! I made her thank me for the lesson!
Then I made her cum with my mouth and hands. As usual, it took a long time, maybe a little longer with her hands bound so uncomfortably. After giving her all the orgasms she wanted, I let her rest in bliss for a few minutes. Then I had her give me some more head before I started getting her ass ready for my cock. She is getting better at it; I was able to get the first finger in with no problem (but, of course, with lots of lube!), and the second finger wasn't too hard either. The small glass plug, however, took a long time. I had hoped to put the plug in and have her suck my cock with it up her ass, but finally I decided just to go ahead and fuck her instead. I did get some more head, though!
Then I lubed her and myself up thoroughly and slowly slid my hard cock up her ass. It's much easier now than even a few months ago and after just a couple of "false starts", I was (almost) all the way in with (almost) no pain. After a little more time and lube, I started fucking her, making sure she was experiencing all pleasure and no pain. She admitted she likes when I fuck her ass, and when I dominate her generally, which I loved to hear. She did keep trying to take off her collar, so each time, I gave her some (fairly) gentle swats with a riding crop, each one hard enough to elicit a sincere "ouch".
I fucked her ass for a few minutes in doggy, with her bent over the edge of the bed, then I had her stand up (but keep her face down on the bed) and I fucked her like that, having her push back and "suck my cock" with her ass! She moved her ass like a strip-club dancer, which was awesome. I decided I wanted to finish with her on her back, looking her in the eyes when I came.
That's when things went wrong. I had a hard time getting my cock in her ass with her on her back. I'm not sure why, but I started to lose my erection. I guess I was tired. Since I was sick, I've been unusually tired, I'd been fucking her ass energetically for quite a while by this point, and this position required a lot of strength. And we were both getting pretty frustrated. I even took off her cuffs and collar, but still no dice. And no wood! I know guys always say this, but this WAS actually the first time I'd ever had "technical difficulties" of this nature - and it SUCKED!
Finally, I gave up, washed my (sadly limp) cock thoroughly, and had her finish me with her hands and mouth. Even that wasn't easy. She was awesome about it though and kept going. Finally, I came in her mouth, but it wasn't exactly the masterful, dominant orgasm I'd been hoping for. I got my erection back, but found it hard to cum. She got tired of sucking and stroking, and so I touched myself. While I jerked off, she rubbed her tits in my face, and then her armpits! She noticed I really liked smelling her pits and she told me to "smell my armpits, bitch!" That sent me over the edge! I came in her mouth and as usual, she went in the bathroom and spat it out (at least she was quiet about it). She asked me if I felt better and I said I did. And it was the truth. I guess I might have expected to feel pretty rotten, but I felt pretty good.
And now to return to the original focus of this post!
In December, I revised my profile on a well-known BDSM social site, changing my profile from a switch to a Dom. I played around (online only, though we did talk about getting together) with a couple of subs, which was fun. But my favorite sub's wife has cancer, and apparently she's out of remission, so he doesn't have time to play.
I also feel submissive sometimes (duh), so I created a new profile: an orally-fixated sub looking for a dominant "Real Man" to suck off. And to my surprise, I got LOTS of attention, and a couple of serious inquiries. One night when I was feeling particularly submissive, I ran across the profile of a Dom in his mid-20's. He was online at that moment, so I started a conversation, which quickly led to talk of getting together. Having a little experience on this site now, I knew it probably wouldn't go anywhere, but I got off on the fantasy. He's several inches taller than me, and in the pics on his profile, he seemed to have pretty big hands. I got excited thinking about his Cock, imagining it to be huge, and I had more than a couple of orgasms imagining myself on my knees at his feet, and him fucking my face and cumming in my mouth!
To my surprise, he was available on weekdays at the same unlikely times I was. Working from home, I often have the house to myself on weekdays. We made plans to meet last week, but my wife was sick at home and I had to cancel. So, we made plans to meet this week. And this time, nothing got in the way. Yesterday morning, I sent him a message through the site that my wife was at work and he could come over! He replied that he could come over. Not quite believing it was actually happening, I gave him my address! Half an hour later, he was at the door! OMFG!
He looked just like the pics on his profile. I loved the way he towered over me, and he seemed satisfied with me. I let him in, and offered him something to drink. He said she didn't want anything. I asked if I could offer him "something else" - and he said I could strip! We went to the bedroom. I took off my pants and undies. I was embarrassed not to have a hard-on (too nervous!) but he just told me to kneel, which I did. He unzipped his pants, pulled down his undies and just like that, I was face to face with the biggest cock I've ever seen in person! I wouldn't say it's huge, but it's probably somewhere between 6.75 and 7 inches long, and about 1.75 inches in diameter. It's circumcised. The head is probably a little smaller than mine, giving it a taper which I know would be good for penetration.
I told Him how beautiful - and big - i found His Cock, and he told me to "Suck it, boy!" I started sucking it. I loved the thickness! It had been over 15 years since I'd sucked a real cock, but it didn't matter at all! I was soon balls-deep on him. I was surprised, and a little disappointed, that it doesn't go too far into my throat. In fact, I really had to push myself all the way down on it to get it in my throat at all. I guess it's the shape. But he liked what I was doing, and I liked doing it. He laid back on the bed and I kept sucking his cock. He had me suck his balls, which are surprisingly small, and then I sucked (and sucked and sucked and sucked) his cock, mixing it up, alternating between Spanish kisses, deepthroat, sucking his balls, fondling them, and stroking/sucking. All the things I ever did to get my friend off years ago, as well as all the things I like when my wife gives me a blowjob. He liked it, and mostly stayed rock hard, with his head on my pillow and his eyes closed.
Finally, he had me lick and suck his balls while he stroked himself off. After a few minutes, he started cumming! He put the head of his cock back into my mouth and I gently but firmly squeezed his cock and balls as he spurted and spurted, clearly in deep bliss. I held him in my mouth and hands for quite a long while, my mouth wonderfully full of his cum, which tasted good. Finally, his erection began to flag. I pulled off his cock and asked him if he wanted me to swallow. Yes! I asked if wanted to see it, and to watch me swallow. Yes, again. Just like a porn whore, I showed him my mouth full of his sperm, and then swallowed. He was clearly pleased. I was a bit overwhelmed.
He told me to jerk off for him, but I couldn't get hard! Very annoying! He said it was OK, that I didn't have to jerk off. I asked if he was satisfied, and he said he was VERY satisfied. I asked if that was the best blowjob he'd ever had, and after thinking about it, he said it was! I told him that made me very happy! I asked if he wanted to do it again. He said yes! I proposed meeting again in about a week, which he liked. He said next time, he'd like to give me a good spanking first, with the leather slapper I'd put on the bed this time in case he wanted it. I told him that would be great! I walked him to the door.
Alone, I checked myself out in the mirror. No trace of cum, but the front of my shirt (which I'd left on) was damp. I'd worked hard! I could still smell his body and taste his cum somewhat. I got a masturbation sleeve, Vixskin Bandit (which is pretty close to his size, if a little longer), and a pair of my wife's panties, and made myself cum on the bed where I'd just made him cum. The comforter smelled like him and Bandit filled up my mouth much as he had. And my wife's panties smelled great, as always. It didn't take me too long to cum in my "bitch tube". I ate that load, too, noticing that my cum was thinner than his, my load a little smaller (not surprising, considering I'd cum the night before, after the epic and somewhat frustrating session with my wife).
I felt weird about the whole thing. My first impulse was to message him right away and say it was great, but let's just make it a one-off. But instead, I decided to wait and see how I felt as the week went on.
This morning, I got a great blowjob from my wife, and came in her mouth with her on top in a 69, rubbing her ass in my face with her clit on my tongue. I thought about yesterday, and that I'd given my "Sir" this amazing pleasure my wife was now giving me. But it was her ass grinding in my face that really got me off. I hoped she would kiss the cum into my mouth, look me in the eyes, "make" me swallow and then laugh at me - but instead she went to the bathroom and spat out my cum. Oh well.
I'm not sure yet whether I'll give my Sir more blowjobs. Right now, I'm leaning towards Yes! The more I reflect on it, the more I'm turned on by it. I keep smelling his body, and feeling his thick cock in my hands and mouth. And feeling his cum in my mouth and stomach. It's obvious to me that I get off WAY more on my wife - but it's also obvious to me that I LOVE sucking cock, especially a nice big cock like Sir's. If I could do it again right now, I absolutely would!
Stay tuned....
Not a lot bigger - but bigger enough to make me feel really submissive.
I'll get back to that experience in a while...but first:
Things are still great with my wife and me. To pick up where I left off with the last entry, the New Year got off to a lousy start. First, I was sick. Then, she was sick. So for the first two weeks of 2014, we had sex only once. A week after I got sick, I was finally feeling better. I licked and fingered her to a series of lazy morning orgasms, and then she sucked me off in a 69 (her on top). She tied my balls and was pretty rough with my cock, jerking it around so roughly that it made my huge balls (just being honest!) bang against my muscular thighs until my balls were sore and I felt thoroughly dominated. I came in her mouth; it was pretty awesome. And then she got sick.
Ten days later, we finally hooked up again. She didn't feel like sucking me, or being licked, but she was OK with using her hands on me, which I enjoyed a lot after seemingly-endless days of self-induced masturbation sleeve orgasms (fortunately, I had a "fragrant" pair of her panties from before she fell ill; during these solo sessions, I smelled the panties and also sucked one or more of my many dildos, often with my balls tied and/or a dildo or butt plug up my ass). As she used her hands on me, I asked her to talk dirty to me. First, she had me tie my balls tightly with the elastic hair band. Then she started talking, and jerking my cock roughly, again slamming my balls around and making them hurt so good. She said she wanted to fuck me! I loved this, and told her to keep talking. She said she also wanted to see me suck a real man's cock. I asked her to tell me about him; she said he was one of her boyfriends! (This is fantasy - I believe and hope!) A big, black man with a HUGE cock! She wanted to see me suck his cock while she fucked me with a big strapon!
I liked it - but I didn't like that I liked it, if you know what I mean. She sat on my face and got even rougher with my cock. She kept talking about the black guy and my giving him a blowjob. She said she would force me to deepthroat him, and I would have to make him cum a huge load in my mouth - and swallow every drop, after which they would both make fun of me and laugh! She wiggled her cute ass on my face as I licked her clit. I loved the smell of her ass after so many days of just her panties! She said it had been much too long since she farted on me! I loved this much more than the forced bi fantasy, and it wasn't long before I came staring at her ass, and thinking about the many, many times she has farted in my face. When I came, she leaned forward, but didn't put her mouth on my cock. She pressed my cock against my stomach with one hand, and held my sore, tied balls in the other.
Afterwards, I didn't feel very good. Physically, I felt pretty awesome, with all the orgasmic endorphins coursing through my body, but psychologically, I was (I guess) a bit disturbed that she came back to the fantasy of my submitting to a big-dicked black guy, that I'd found it arousing, and mainly (I guess) that she had been so rough with my cock and balls, and seemingly only wanted to be mean to me. I was in a pretty rotten mood for the next 24 hours. I told her how I felt and, although she was pretty dismissive about it at first, I think she got it.
The next morning, all was well again. I can't remember exactly how it came up, but she said something about "her big cock". I said it was time to put an end to this nonsense once and for all! I told her that if she had a cock, mine would be bigger - and I could prove it. I showed her my hand, folding my fingers across my palm. I showed her that my cock was as long as the distance between the tip of my longest finger and the furthest point I could reach with it on my palm, and that my cock was as thick as the distance around my index, middle and ring fingers pushed as tightly together as they would go. She stubbornly insisted that her cock would be bigger and put her hand up to mine, "cheating" so that her fingers seemed to extend past mine. I saw what she was doing and offered to make a bet with her: we'd measure each other's hands, and whoever won would dominate the other person 3 times in a row! She balked a little, so I offered to only dominate her twice in a row if I won, but she could still dominate me three times if she won. She agreed!
She then gave me some great head while I fingered her ass and thought about fucking it hard. I came in her mouth and she lingered a long time before running off to the bathroom. She said she'd swallowed some of it! This made me ridiculously happy, which I shared with her. We talked about why I want so much to be swallowed and she understood - it's about the feeling of complete acceptance and feeling so desired by her. She repeated that she likes the taste of my cum and said she would swallow everything in the not-too-distant future! Even though it still hasn't happened, I've been on cloud 9 about it ever since.
The next morning (Sunday, day before yesterday), I offered to make her cum. She said she'd rather cum that evening. I asked for oral and she agreed. I asked if she'd swallow. She said maybe. I then asked if she remembered the time she'd kissed me after I came in her mouth, how she'd put the cum into my mouth, and I'd swallowed. She remembered and when I asked, she said she liked it and would do it again "if" she didn't feel like swallowing. Of course, after I came in her mouth, she kissed the cum into my mouth, and I swallowed. Afterwards, I asked if she'd enjoyed that and she said yes. I asked if she'd do it again and she said she would. I asked her next time to look me in the eyes when she kissed me and to "make" me swallow, and laugh about it! She laughed a little and said that would be fun!
Later that morning, she asked me to measure something for her. After measuring it, I decided to seize the moment. I asked her to show me her hands. She folded her hand over and I measured: 6.5 inches almost exactly. Uh oh, I thought. But then I remembered the trick we all used when we figured this out in grade school: the finger that reaches the furthest folded over isn't always the longest finger when the hand is straight. So I had her measure my hand, first reaching as far as I could down my palm with my longest-reaching finger, which is my ring finger. Then I straightened my hand and asked her to measure. As I knew she would, she measured not to the end of my ring finger (which would have been about 6.5 inches), but to the end of my middle finger, which extends another 0.25 inches beyond my ring finger when my hand is straight. I said, "Well?" She sighed and said it was well over 6.75 inches! The circumference was no contest, with her three fingers only about 4.25 inches around, and mine a much thicker 5+ inches! We agreed that I had won, and that I'd dominate her the first of the two times that evening. Yes!
So in the evening, I had her put on knee pads, and a ridiculously-skimpy maid costume, with an open bust, and a skirt that only covers about a third of her ass. It came with cute fabric wrist cuffs and a collar. When she came into the room (on her knees of course!), I laughed a long time at her, which she didn't like! I made her feel better by saying, truthfully, that she looked great and that I was going to give her an "upgrade" on the collar and cuffs. I took off the fabric cuffs and collar and replaced them with leather locking cuffs and collar. Then I had her kiss and massage my feet, before having her remove my sexy undies and suck my cock!
After she gave me such good head that I thought I was in some danger of cumming, I stopped her and had her lay on the bed on her back and show me how she touches herself (which she said she hardly ever does since we met; she said it had been months since the last time she'd done it). I watched, enjoying the show and actually learning a couple of things about pleasuring her that I hadn't thought of before. It's kind of amazing that in all our time together (over a decade), I'd never thought to do this before, but better late than never, right?! After a few minutes of this, I decided to take over. She kept trying to remove her collar, so to prevent that, I locked her wrist cuffs to the collar! She didn't like that! I loosened up the collar one notch and told her this was a valuable lesson in obedience! I made her thank me for the lesson!
Then I made her cum with my mouth and hands. As usual, it took a long time, maybe a little longer with her hands bound so uncomfortably. After giving her all the orgasms she wanted, I let her rest in bliss for a few minutes. Then I had her give me some more head before I started getting her ass ready for my cock. She is getting better at it; I was able to get the first finger in with no problem (but, of course, with lots of lube!), and the second finger wasn't too hard either. The small glass plug, however, took a long time. I had hoped to put the plug in and have her suck my cock with it up her ass, but finally I decided just to go ahead and fuck her instead. I did get some more head, though!
Then I lubed her and myself up thoroughly and slowly slid my hard cock up her ass. It's much easier now than even a few months ago and after just a couple of "false starts", I was (almost) all the way in with (almost) no pain. After a little more time and lube, I started fucking her, making sure she was experiencing all pleasure and no pain. She admitted she likes when I fuck her ass, and when I dominate her generally, which I loved to hear. She did keep trying to take off her collar, so each time, I gave her some (fairly) gentle swats with a riding crop, each one hard enough to elicit a sincere "ouch".
I fucked her ass for a few minutes in doggy, with her bent over the edge of the bed, then I had her stand up (but keep her face down on the bed) and I fucked her like that, having her push back and "suck my cock" with her ass! She moved her ass like a strip-club dancer, which was awesome. I decided I wanted to finish with her on her back, looking her in the eyes when I came.
That's when things went wrong. I had a hard time getting my cock in her ass with her on her back. I'm not sure why, but I started to lose my erection. I guess I was tired. Since I was sick, I've been unusually tired, I'd been fucking her ass energetically for quite a while by this point, and this position required a lot of strength. And we were both getting pretty frustrated. I even took off her cuffs and collar, but still no dice. And no wood! I know guys always say this, but this WAS actually the first time I'd ever had "technical difficulties" of this nature - and it SUCKED!
Finally, I gave up, washed my (sadly limp) cock thoroughly, and had her finish me with her hands and mouth. Even that wasn't easy. She was awesome about it though and kept going. Finally, I came in her mouth, but it wasn't exactly the masterful, dominant orgasm I'd been hoping for. I got my erection back, but found it hard to cum. She got tired of sucking and stroking, and so I touched myself. While I jerked off, she rubbed her tits in my face, and then her armpits! She noticed I really liked smelling her pits and she told me to "smell my armpits, bitch!" That sent me over the edge! I came in her mouth and as usual, she went in the bathroom and spat it out (at least she was quiet about it). She asked me if I felt better and I said I did. And it was the truth. I guess I might have expected to feel pretty rotten, but I felt pretty good.
And now to return to the original focus of this post!
In December, I revised my profile on a well-known BDSM social site, changing my profile from a switch to a Dom. I played around (online only, though we did talk about getting together) with a couple of subs, which was fun. But my favorite sub's wife has cancer, and apparently she's out of remission, so he doesn't have time to play.
I also feel submissive sometimes (duh), so I created a new profile: an orally-fixated sub looking for a dominant "Real Man" to suck off. And to my surprise, I got LOTS of attention, and a couple of serious inquiries. One night when I was feeling particularly submissive, I ran across the profile of a Dom in his mid-20's. He was online at that moment, so I started a conversation, which quickly led to talk of getting together. Having a little experience on this site now, I knew it probably wouldn't go anywhere, but I got off on the fantasy. He's several inches taller than me, and in the pics on his profile, he seemed to have pretty big hands. I got excited thinking about his Cock, imagining it to be huge, and I had more than a couple of orgasms imagining myself on my knees at his feet, and him fucking my face and cumming in my mouth!
To my surprise, he was available on weekdays at the same unlikely times I was. Working from home, I often have the house to myself on weekdays. We made plans to meet last week, but my wife was sick at home and I had to cancel. So, we made plans to meet this week. And this time, nothing got in the way. Yesterday morning, I sent him a message through the site that my wife was at work and he could come over! He replied that he could come over. Not quite believing it was actually happening, I gave him my address! Half an hour later, he was at the door! OMFG!
He looked just like the pics on his profile. I loved the way he towered over me, and he seemed satisfied with me. I let him in, and offered him something to drink. He said she didn't want anything. I asked if I could offer him "something else" - and he said I could strip! We went to the bedroom. I took off my pants and undies. I was embarrassed not to have a hard-on (too nervous!) but he just told me to kneel, which I did. He unzipped his pants, pulled down his undies and just like that, I was face to face with the biggest cock I've ever seen in person! I wouldn't say it's huge, but it's probably somewhere between 6.75 and 7 inches long, and about 1.75 inches in diameter. It's circumcised. The head is probably a little smaller than mine, giving it a taper which I know would be good for penetration.
I told Him how beautiful - and big - i found His Cock, and he told me to "Suck it, boy!" I started sucking it. I loved the thickness! It had been over 15 years since I'd sucked a real cock, but it didn't matter at all! I was soon balls-deep on him. I was surprised, and a little disappointed, that it doesn't go too far into my throat. In fact, I really had to push myself all the way down on it to get it in my throat at all. I guess it's the shape. But he liked what I was doing, and I liked doing it. He laid back on the bed and I kept sucking his cock. He had me suck his balls, which are surprisingly small, and then I sucked (and sucked and sucked and sucked) his cock, mixing it up, alternating between Spanish kisses, deepthroat, sucking his balls, fondling them, and stroking/sucking. All the things I ever did to get my friend off years ago, as well as all the things I like when my wife gives me a blowjob. He liked it, and mostly stayed rock hard, with his head on my pillow and his eyes closed.
Finally, he had me lick and suck his balls while he stroked himself off. After a few minutes, he started cumming! He put the head of his cock back into my mouth and I gently but firmly squeezed his cock and balls as he spurted and spurted, clearly in deep bliss. I held him in my mouth and hands for quite a long while, my mouth wonderfully full of his cum, which tasted good. Finally, his erection began to flag. I pulled off his cock and asked him if he wanted me to swallow. Yes! I asked if wanted to see it, and to watch me swallow. Yes, again. Just like a porn whore, I showed him my mouth full of his sperm, and then swallowed. He was clearly pleased. I was a bit overwhelmed.
He told me to jerk off for him, but I couldn't get hard! Very annoying! He said it was OK, that I didn't have to jerk off. I asked if he was satisfied, and he said he was VERY satisfied. I asked if that was the best blowjob he'd ever had, and after thinking about it, he said it was! I told him that made me very happy! I asked if he wanted to do it again. He said yes! I proposed meeting again in about a week, which he liked. He said next time, he'd like to give me a good spanking first, with the leather slapper I'd put on the bed this time in case he wanted it. I told him that would be great! I walked him to the door.
Alone, I checked myself out in the mirror. No trace of cum, but the front of my shirt (which I'd left on) was damp. I'd worked hard! I could still smell his body and taste his cum somewhat. I got a masturbation sleeve, Vixskin Bandit (which is pretty close to his size, if a little longer), and a pair of my wife's panties, and made myself cum on the bed where I'd just made him cum. The comforter smelled like him and Bandit filled up my mouth much as he had. And my wife's panties smelled great, as always. It didn't take me too long to cum in my "bitch tube". I ate that load, too, noticing that my cum was thinner than his, my load a little smaller (not surprising, considering I'd cum the night before, after the epic and somewhat frustrating session with my wife).
I felt weird about the whole thing. My first impulse was to message him right away and say it was great, but let's just make it a one-off. But instead, I decided to wait and see how I felt as the week went on.
This morning, I got a great blowjob from my wife, and came in her mouth with her on top in a 69, rubbing her ass in my face with her clit on my tongue. I thought about yesterday, and that I'd given my "Sir" this amazing pleasure my wife was now giving me. But it was her ass grinding in my face that really got me off. I hoped she would kiss the cum into my mouth, look me in the eyes, "make" me swallow and then laugh at me - but instead she went to the bathroom and spat out my cum. Oh well.
I'm not sure yet whether I'll give my Sir more blowjobs. Right now, I'm leaning towards Yes! The more I reflect on it, the more I'm turned on by it. I keep smelling his body, and feeling his thick cock in my hands and mouth. And feeling his cum in my mouth and stomach. It's obvious to me that I get off WAY more on my wife - but it's also obvious to me that I LOVE sucking cock, especially a nice big cock like Sir's. If I could do it again right now, I absolutely would!
Stay tuned....
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