I Love to Suck It!

For the last couple of weeks, I've been kind of obsessed with sucking cock! I don't think I've had more than a couple of orgasms without having a "dick" in my mouth (usually all the way into my throat).

Unfortunately, the "dicks" I've been sucking have all been made of plastic.

I'm ready to try the real thing again and my Goddess is now OK with it. She said recently that if a guy wants me to suck his dick and I want to suck it, she doesn't have a problem with me sucking his dick. Which is great news!! She doesn't want to see it--in fact, she doesn't even want to know about it. She doesn't want me to kiss him, or for there to be any anal sex. But she's OK with my sucking a guy's cock, which I hope sets the stage for my first real-life encounter in several years.

Ever see the movie Heathers? There's a scene where two big guys hold a smaller, wimpy guy down and make him say "I like to suck big dicks"! Nobody has to hold me down and make me say it. I FUCKING LOVE TO SUCK BIG DICKS! And medium-sized ones, too. I've never tried a small one, but that would probably be OK, too.

When I was 6, just about to turn 7, an older boy moved into the neighborhood. He was 9, much bigger than me and a natural leader. From day one, he decided what games we were going to play and he always had the final say on the rules, whether we were playing army, throwing water balloons at cars--or sucking each others' dicks!

He liked to stand in front of me while I kneeled on the floor of the shed behind his house, or in the back room of our detached garage. He'd hold the back of my head with both hands and pull my mouth down onto his thick cock until I gagged. He didn't actually know what "sucking" a dick meant, so he had me actually suck his dick the same way I'd suck a lollipop! He did it to me some, too, and it felt really good. But mostly it was my mouth and his big dick.

That went on for a couple of years. He learned how cocksucking was actually supposed to be done and taught me how to bob my head up and down his thick shaft. But when he hit puberty, he got interested in girls and didn't want me to suck his dick anymore.

I kept thinking about giving head, but I, too, began to think more about girls, especially their asses! Boys became less interesting. I wanted to be naked with probably 10 of the 15 or so girls in my class--but only 2 of the boys interested me. And one was pretty effeminate, so I was only interested in him until he opened his mouth or started moving.

The other boy was my best friend. He was almost a year younger than me, but he was bold and rude, always farting in people's faces, always taking things from people and stuffing them down his pants before giving them back. As I hit puberty and started masturbating, many of my fantasies were about kissing his ass.

And then, one day on the bus home from school, he told a complete bullshit story about catching a venereal disease from one the girls in the class. I blurted out, "Is it contagious?" He said, "Yeah--from my DICK to your MOUTH!" Of course, those were fighting words, so I had to pretend to be mad and to fight him a little. But really, I was turned on by his brashness and I began to think about sucking his dick while I jacked off. In my fantasy, I was on my knees and he forced my head up and down, up and down, up and down, making me gag over and over until cumming in my mouth with no warning.

We slept over at each others' houses a couple times a year. Now, I started trying to see him naked. My best chances were when he was asleep--but he wouldn't take off his jeans! Still, I put my face up behind his ass to sniff it (just smelled like denim to my dismay) and I carefully felt his crotch (but again, through jeans I couldn't feel much.

Then one warm summer night when I was 16 and he was 15, he slept over and helped me with my part-time job. I was doing a nighttime paper route out in the country in the middle of the night. One of the first stops was a convenience store. Usually i bought a soda and a candy bar after giving them their daily stack of newspapers--but tonight I bought a softcore porn mag, Playboy's Girls of Summer.

We drove around for the next couple of hours, with me folding and tossing papers, and him getting hornier and hornier looking at naked women. We talked about sex a lot, I remember. He said a girl in our class had given him a blowjob and had "let the cum trickle down her throat"! Later, he admitted that he made it up and had never had a blowjob before, but I believed him and just thinking about it made my mouth water.

We got home at 4 AM and went back to bed. Only neither one of us was sleepy. He stripped down to his tighty whities and got in bed under a thin cotton cover. I lay on the floor naked in my sleeping bag. We looked at the magazine by the bedside light and I kept watching him fondle his cock under the sheet. I saw that he noticed. He seemed amused! He took off his undies and put them under his pillow, "For luck", he said.

Then we turned out the lights and went to sleep. Sort of. I waited a few minutes before peeking up over the edge of the bed: he was turned away from me, with only his lower legs covered--his naked ass was pointed right at me! I moved closer as quietly as I could until my face was right behind his ass. It was perfectly hairless and rounded like a girl's. I smelled it (clean sweat; the smell turned me on) and kissed it a little. He pretended to be asleep. After a few minutes, he rolled over and I retreated.

When I was brave enough to look again, he was on his back with his rock-hard cock pulsing right in front of me! I couldn't believe it. His cock was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen! It was about the same size as mine, maybe a little longer and a little thinner, with a sharp upward curve. He was dripping so much pre-cum that a thin stream extended from the head down to his stomach, where a little pool of pre-cum was filling up his navel. I couldn't help myself; I HAD to touch his dick!

It was warm and very soft to the touch. I felt his balls and then found myself drawn to put my mouth on him. I kissed the head of his cock and savored the sweet taste of his pre-cum, then I took the head of his cock in my mouth. I loved the way his cock reacted to my touch with strong spasms! I paused to suck his balls and before I could get back to the head, he rolled away!

I was bummed, and too horny not to try. I whispered in his ear: "Roll over and I'll suck it". No response. "Roll over and I'll suck your dick". Nothing. "PLEASE let me suck your goddamn big dick!!" At that, he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye and said "Whaaaaat?" I was embarrassed and tried to play it off like I was just checking to see if he was awake too. I thought maybe he'd somehow slept through all of that. I couldn't bring myself to ask again, so I slinked back into my sleeping bag and started jacking off.

I felt his hand on my shoulder. He said, "I'll suck yours if you'll suck mine." I said OK and asked him who went first. He said "YOU do" with a big smile and sat on the edge of the bed with his legs spread wide and laid back. I immediately realized that he would have been willing to go first if I'd asked him to! But I was too turned on looking at his hard dick to dwell on that.

I kneeled between his feet and, as if I were watching someone else do it, I lifted his cock and put my mouth on it. I sucked just the head, then an inch or so more, then another inch and another, until finally I had almost all of his cock in my mouth. It felt so good in my mouth! I loved the way the curve made it a challenge to take his full length. I managed to get it all in after a couple of minutes of barely-suppressed gagging. Then I sucked up and down, up and down, in a steady rhythm, using my hands on his balls and his shaft, teasing his ass with a fingertip... I sped up and sucked just the first couple of inches while I held his shaft in a firm grip and stroked.

Suddenly he tensed up and said "Oh! Oh God!" and instantly my mouth was full of warm, sticky cum! I had never imagined there could be so much. My mouth overflowed and the pungent smell and taste were overwhelming. I had never been so horny in my entire life and only rarely since then have I been so turned-on. I'd never had a mouthful of cum before and without thinking, I spat it into a cup that was handy. He said, "What do I do with the rest of it?" I was in a daze; I couldn't believe there could somehow be MORE. I told him just to wipe it on the sheet.

He wouldn't suck my dick! He said, "I can't...I just can't". But I didn't care that much. I went in the bathroom and jacked off into the sink. A few minutes later, still tasting his cum and feeling it coat my entire mouth, I jacked off again. A few minutes later, I came a third time.

I sucked his dick a few more times while were in high school, then we lost touch for a few years. Then I moved back to my hometown and ran into him again--and ended up on my knees at his feet again. And again. And again. In all, I must have given him over a hundred blowjobs. I always swallowed after the first time, except for a couple of times when he wanted to cum all over my face!

And then I got married, and he got married--and we didn't want to "cheat" on our wives. So I started buying dildos. I have one that's very much like his cock, and several in larger sizes.

I've watched a lot of porn and my favorite female porn stars are the deepthroat artists: Linda Lovelace, Little Oral Annie, Brittany Stryker, Bobbi Bliss, Heather Harmon (from ideepthroat.com), Annette Schwarz and Cathy Heaven. I can do almost anything they can do. Annette and Cathy can deepthroat bigger cocks than me, but I'm still practicing!

I think I give better head than any of them! I definitely give better head than any of my girlfriends, or even my Goddess.

And now, I hope, I'm going to get to put all that practice into action. I can hardly wait!!! :)

New toys and old favorite turn-ons

So I've been having a lot of great sex, both with my goddess and solo. I've been licking a lot of ass and smelling a few farts! I'm so turned on by my goddess's ass that I've also been fantasizing about it when I'm masturbating.

We have sex of one kind or another every two or three days; if we don't have sex together, I masturbate every day, sometimes twice. I also usually masturbate later in the day if we have sex in the morning. And it's mostly about my face and her ASS!!!

She likes for me to lick her to orgasm about once a week. I make her cum as many times as she wants, which is usually 4 or 5, usually including one or two with vaginal contractions. I keep going until she tells me to stop--and then I keep going for one more O. I've never felt her have an anal orgasm (now that I think about it, I want to talk to her about this).

She doesn't like having fingers or toys inserted into her while I'm giving her head and she only cums from getting head, almost always on her back. She has to have her legs together, which is unique among the women I've known (and more than a little inconvenient!). She likes for me to run my hands all over her body, especially her breasts, stomach and inner thighs. She also likes it when I put a couple of fingers in her mouth to suck on.

After she cums, she likes to lie on her back, with me on her side sucking her breast. After several minutes of this, she usually rolls me onto my back and sucks me off. She knows I like for her to sit on my face and she invariably does this after a couple of minutes of sucking me from the side. She's a skilled cocksucker. She can deepthroat me, which feels incredible! She's the only person I've been with who could do this. It took her several months to master it--and I'm VERY glad she did!

So she sucks me in a 69 with her on top, her pussy in my mouth, her mouth on my cock, her hands on my lower shaft and/or balls (she loves to 'abuse' my balls a little!), and my nose right under her asshole. After some time, she sits back and rubs her ass all over my face. Sometimes she 'face bounces' me.

Sometimes she farts! The first time she farted in my face like this, it was an accident and she was mortified--until I told her how much I loved it, and then she was a little confused at first. She reluctantly agreed to try it again and when she farted in my face on purpose for the first time a couple of weeks later, she quite enjoyed it!! She did NOT want to kiss me afterwards!!! Now, anytime she needs to fart while we're having sex, she just goes ahead and FARTS, right in my nose or mouth and as hard as she can. Sometimes, her farts are huge; they are ALWAYS a huge turn-on for me.

Invariably if she farts, or usually if she's bouncing her ass up and down on my face, it doesn't take me very long at all to cum. I give her a subtle warning--I moan a little louder and tense up--and she puts her mouth on my cock if it's not already there and I cum in her mouth. She knows to be still and hold my cock tightly in her mouth and hands until I completely finish cumming, which usually takes about 30 seconds.

Then she gets up, goes to the bathroom, spits out my cum and brushes her teeth! Which is a disappointment, but none of my previous girlfriends liked to swallow either. She says it's not the taste of my cum, which she says she kinda likes. She says she doesn't want the testosterone in my sperm to make her manly! Whatever! It's absurd and I've told her that, but after so many years it's just something I accept.

Lately, I think about my face in her ass when I'm masturbating--at least when I win my game! First of all, to 'earn' her ass for my masturbation fantasy, I have to finish my to-do list for work and home. Then, I play a video game and I have a goal. If I reach my target score, I'll go upstairs, rummage a pair of her panties from her hamper, and hump my masturbation sleeve while I smell her ass and fantasize about her farting in my face and talking shit to me and laughing afterwards!

But--if I don't win my game, I have so suck a cock while I hump the 'slave tube' as my wife likes to call it! I deepthroat, over and over and over, trying to take it all the way to the balls and back up in a steady rhythm. My favorite cock to suck right now is the Noches Latinas 8" Realistic Cock, which I just bought a couple of weeks ago from Eden Fantasys. It's very realistic--and fucking HUGE! I'll write about it in a separate post.

I also have a 'minimum target' in my game and if I don't reach that, I have to also have a cock or plug in my ass! Lately my favorite cock for anal is the Vixskin Mustang, which I think I bought from SheVibe.com. My favorite plug right now is the Cobalt Bubble Plug, which is a glass toy by Doc Johnson, 1 5/8 inches thick at the widest. I think I bought it from SheVibe or Eden. It's great by itself or as a warm up for bigger and badder things. If I'm not feeling ambitious, I have a silver bullet on a cord that I like for anal vibe stimulation.

Right now, the 'pegging queue', meaning anal dildos my wife has yet to peg me with, is pretty long! So far, she's pegged me with the Cyber Cock (with a condom, of course), the Vamp Elvis, the Vixen Leo and Vixskin Johnny (as well as a 5.5" rubber dildo that came with her first harness). She has yet to peg me with Vixskin Goodfella or Vixskin Mustang. Both of those are smaller than Johnny (or ME, for that matter!), so I'm confident they'll be pretty easy. But also in the queue are the Vixskin Buck, Tantus Max O2, The Captain (big, hard silicone dildo from Good Vibrations) and the mighty (big) Vixskin Outlaw. I'm not sure if we'll ever get as far as the Outlaw! The Captain is the one that probably scares me the most, because it doesn't SEEM that big at first glance, and it doesn't weigh as much as Johnny. BUT--it's really firm silicone and it's 7.5"  by almost 2" thick, with very little flexibility. It has the potential to hurt--A LOT!

I'm always looking for the next great thing in dildos, both in dual-density silicone for pegging and in skin-like UR3 or Cyberskin for oral. Right now, my two top prospects are the Vixskin Bandit and the Jeff Stryker UR3. My dream product that doesn't exist yet is a dual-density silicone dildo just under 2" thick, about 7-8 inches long, very realistic, with a nice upward curve and with complete balls like the Vixskin Goodfella or the Vamp Elvis. At the very top of my wishlist, btw, is the gorgeous Jaguar harness from Aslan Leather for my goddess--but I think I should talk to my goddess about what she wants before I order. I've been building up points at Eden Fantasys and I hope to have enough to get whatever I want in just a few weeks!

Anyway, I'm living the dream right now. We haven't done pegging or any bdsm lately, but I'm not really complaining!

The Joy of High Quality Pro Sex

Cleaning up my hard drive, watching various videos. Just watched some Cathy Heaven and some Holly Michaels. Now that Annette Schwarz seems to be retired (sadness), my vote for best active giver of head goes to Cathy Heaven. She's not as nasty as Annette, which is not necessarily a bad thing. But I LOVE Annette and would love to see her doing something new that she loves.

Cathy Heaven has no apparent gag reflex. I don't think she deepthroated Shane Diesel (!), but she has deepthroated everybody else I've seen her with. She swallows most of the time, too. I liked her real hair color (brown) and her real boobs better, but it's pr0n so what did I expect? And she just keeps sucking cock better and better. She seems to love it and I love that she loves it.

Holly Michaels is hot. Tall, curvy, pretty, bitchy, young. Has good oral skills and swallowed sometimes early on (she just started last year). But now she seems to be going through the motions a lot. She seems like someone who'd do more than porn. She's done some good femdom stuff, strapons, facesitting/smothering, even forced bi. I'd give A LOT to see her farting on someone!

I have no idea who else is hot in pr0n right now. These two are probably my favorites. Time for bed and perchance to cum thinking some very impure thoughts.