So Buck came in the mail today! He was beautiful right out of the box. Maybe my favorite part of my first impression was that he looks a lot like my own cock. He doesn't even look bigger at first glance. But I realized quickly that he was very thick at the base - 6.375! - and overall I measured an average girth of 5.813 and a delicious head of 5.75", bigger than Johnny or the Dream Dick. 6.5 inches long, as advertised.
I put my mouth on it about 30 seconds after opening the package! It's the most lifelike Vixskin I've seen yet. Darker skin tone than the Caramel Johnny. Great veins, a shape that it seems like MUST have been from a man's real cock. I had to open wide to get the head in, but going down the shaft, it didn't seem that big (although I could feel the head the whole time - what a great blowjob I could give this guy!!). And then I got close to the bottom, and that big head went into my throat and I started to gag and had to pull up! But I was able to throat fuck myself with it pretty successfully after that. I want to get pegged with him!
I sucked Johnny and the Dream Dick in turn after "satisfying" Buck. Johnny seemed unrealistic and smaller (but still good), the Dream Dick seemed bigger and a little more challenging (but I felt the head less). And then back to Buck, because if I'd just sucked him off, I now wanted to gently suck out every last drop!
My stats at Cock Size Contest (CSC) are now 19 wins, 36 losses and 2 ties. One of the guys I tied with calls himself dinky (bulgeless). Dude, wtf! You may think of yourself as dinky and bulgeless, but my dick is plenty big, thank you very much.
I'm making too many comments and being too much of a submissive bitch there, I think. I think I'll just respond and not make too many comments the next couple of days and see what happens.
I realized today that not only do some guys overstate their size, but some guys seem to deliberately understate their size, I guess so they'll lose more. But almost all the guys with dicks smaller than mine are complete bitches, more submissive even than me. I find them a turn off. I hope I'm not so much of a turn off, but I'm afraid I may be. Like I say, I'm going to STFU for a couple days and see what happens.
I noticed I was less aroused today at CSC. Just to make sure my equipment was still working right, I watched some straight porn (Aletta Angel giving good head to two guys with nice dicks (one I'd guess about 6 inches long by 5 inches around and nicely curved upwards, the other guy's dick was straight and maybe 6.75 inches by 5.75 or so). She could deepthroat the smaller guy and actually seemed to like sucking his dick more than the bigger guy. And the smaller guy got to fuck her gorgeous ass and finally come up inside there. The big guy came in her mouth and she drooled it back out. She kept sucking them both. She didn't seem to want it to end. My dick was hard as a rocket.
So I guess I'm not that gay, or maybe I just didn't get bitched around enough today. I'm a 2 (mainly into girls, but more than incidentally into guys) on the Kinsey Scale and when I'm horny enough for cock, I'm a 3 (bisexual). I'm sure if I really were surrounded by gay or bi guys with big dicks, I'd fall on my knees in half a second and try to suck all of them off, deepthroating, face-fucking, even some ass-licking for truly hot guys. I'd want to swallow all the cum. I would hope to be facefucked, dickslapped, bossed around, taunted - all of the above and whatever else the dominant big dick guys want.
The horniest thing that happened today was making a "bet" with a guy who I knew I'd lose to, that the loser had to give the winner a blowjob (imaginary of course) in front of a well-hung (allegedly) dude who liked the idea. I started to go on cam chat but chickened out. I think I need some kind of mask and then I'll do it. One thing for sure: I'm going to the gym faithfully from now on!
My appetite has decreased and I have a "funny feeling" in my stomach. It's kind of like being in love - but I know it's actually LUST!
I remember feeling this way when I first sucked a dick to completion at age 16. (I'll have to write a full entry about my gay experiences). But the only guy I ever made cum was a good friend of mine, maybe my best friend. He was spending the night at my house, had helped me with my paper route (85 mile rural night car route), and after we got home in the predawn, I got him horny by showing him Playboy's Girls of Summer. He took off his undies under the covers. "For luck", he joked, putting his undies under his pillow. A few minutes after the lights went out, I peeked over the edge of the bed and saw his naked ass (he was only 15 and his ass was hairless and irresistibly shapely. I kissed his rounded and muscular ass cheeks, smelled his crack (smelled like clean sweat), kissed his crack - and then he rolled over towards me and I retreated. I waited, then peeked again. This time, I saw his dick. Surprisingly maybe, I hadn't expected that. I had just wanted to kiss his ass, but there was his dick and I got that funny feeling in my stomach even more than I'd had it already. His cock was similar in overall size to mine, probably about the same length, a little thinner and definitely smaller at the head. Nicely curved! It was pulsing and dripping with precum. After kissing it, licking it, tasting the precum, taking hie shaft in my hand, then sucking the first couple of inches a little, he rolled away and I figured he didn't want me to make him cum (which by now I'd decided I REALLY wanted to do). In a whisper (my parents were three rooms away), I literally begged him to let me suck his dick. I asked 3 times - "roll over and I'll suck it" - "roll over and I'll suck your dick" - "PLEASE let me suck your goddamm big dick!" He finally rolled over and looked at me and said "Whaaaat?" with a very amused look on his face. I again chickened out, whispered something like never mind and slid back into my sleeping bag on the floor, naked and with the hardest hard-on I've ever had (before or since).
I was just about to start jacking off when I realized he was standing over me, naked. He said "I'll suck yours if you'll suck mine". I paused, immediately decided and said "OK". Maybe what I did next was a blunder. I said "who goes first?" If I had it to do over, I would say "YOU go first", sit down on the edge of the bed and present my dick to be sucked. But instead I asked him to decide and he gave me that amused look again, said "you go first", sat down on the bed and then laid back. So, as if watching someone else do it (I couldn't quite believe it, it was just too good to be true), I lifted his gorgeous dick to my lips and soon was deepthroating for the first time. I did everything. Fondled his balls, fingered his ass, licked his ass, sucked his balls, sucked his dick with great passion and rhythm while stroking/fondling/fingering him...he said, "Oh, god" - and then spewed a HUGE load of warm, salty sperm into my mouth! Which again, somehow, I hadn't been expecting. I found the trash and spit most of the load into the cup he'd been using for spitting his tobacco juice into (yep, he's a redneck). He said "what do I do with the rest of it?" I found it hard to believe there could be more cum. I told him to wipe it on the sheet. The taste of his cum stayed in my mouth all day. And it made me horny, all day.
Well, he wouldn't suck my dick and in fact never sucked me off in all the years we hooked up. I think if I'd made him go first, he'd have enjoyed it and maybe we'd have traded bjs instead of just me sucking him off. But maybe it would have been such a huge turnoff for him he'd never have hooked up with me again. Anyway, I came three times in the next 30 minutes or so by my own hand. I had that funny feeling in my stomach for several days. And I ate less. The same thing happened when he stayed over later that fall. Seduction. Suckoff (this time, and every time after, I swallowed). The funny feeling. The reduced appetite.
Over the years I sucked him off about 100 times and he fucked my ass about half a dozen times. Years later he said "you definitely get the best blowjob award." I'm still proud of that!
I'd like to see how I do with one or more really well-hung guys. I wonder if I could deepthroat them as well as I do Buck, Johnny and the Dream Dick. You know what's weird: it actually makes my nipples hard to think about it!
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Biggus Dickus
So I've continued my porn exploration, even though the free "pornucopia" is over for now. Apparently, I've reviewed my full quota of films for this year, but it was fun while it lasted and it won't be long before another year starts!
My wife and I are having good sex regularly again, mostly of the vanilla variety, but with a little kink here and there. And I'm still masturbating (of course!). I try to cum at least once, usually twice a day. The last week or so, it's been more like 3-4 times a day. I will explain before the end of this post.
I'm still looking at too much porn (my collection is embarrassingly large and constantly growing) and discovering unknown stars, etc.
My new obsession started last week when I decided to take a measuring tape and measure all my dildos. I'm still not 100% sure why I decided to do this. I guess I still haven't found the perfect size dildo in silicone. The Dream Dick, which I now know to be 6 7/8 inches long by 1 7/8 inches wide (5.8 inches in girth), is the perfect dick for me to suck. It's not overwhelming, but deepthroating it repeatedly turns me into a watery-eyed drool monster. And I feel like I'm being dominated by a guy with a really big dick! That usually makes me cum right away. My favorite masturbation lately is to suck on the dream dick while fucking my ass with either Vixskin Johnny or the Cobalt butt plug. Usually with my balls tied and my dick in the "slave tube". Doesn't take me long to cum that way!
But - the Dream Dick is Cyberskin and Cyberskin is not forever. It's about 2 years old now and probably won't last another 2 years. Which is a shame. If I don't find a replacement, I'll probably just buy another one when the time comes. But I'd rather find a replacement in Vixskin or some other lifelike silicone. Anyway, so I did the measurements, which took me a couple of days (I do have to work, y'know) and in the end I made a spreadsheet with all the dildos I own and all the ones on my wishlist. One thing I learned in my measuring, is that almost all of them are a different size than what was advertised. The general trend is that they are a little longer and a little less girthy than advertised.
Anyway, through this process, I realized the Vixskin Buck is my next logical purchase. It's a little shorter (1/4 inch) but also a little girthier (1/8 inch) than the Dream Dick. And it's in the mail and should get here tomorrow! When I bought the Vixskin Maverick, I spent some time trying to decide between it and Buck and chose Maverick because he's longer. But he's not that realistic. Nice big head, but a smooth, veinless shaft and a strange bump just below the head which I guess is supposed to be like a folded foreskin but is just hard and kinda weird instead. And I got it in Vanilla, which is way lighter than my wife's gorgeous olive skin, so she doesn't like it, which means that even if it was otherwise perfect, I still wouldn't get pegged by it. So I got Buck in Caramel. I'll post a review once I've test driven it (or maybe that should be 'after I've been test driven by Buck'!).
Now I'm about to get to the good part. :)
So in the middle of all this measuring, I decided to measure my own equipment. And I used the same careful, scientific, accurate method: I measured the length as the shortest distance from the root to the tip (which is on top) without pushing in my skin at all; then I measured the girth by measuring carefully at four points (base, mid, top, head) and averaging them together. Then I measured again to make sure, and entered my data into the spreadsheet. I discovered I was a little bigger than the Vamp Softskin Elvis, but way smaller than the Vixskin Johnny (which my wife had told me earlier this year before ramming it down my throat and up my ass for the first time!).
So...I started to wonder how I compared with other guys. Based on the best sources I could find online, I figured I was average, or a little above average. And then I think I was actually searching for fiction about a cock size contest, idly thinking about writing some myself if I didn't find any, when I stumbled into cocksizecontest.com. And that has made for a VERY interesting week!
After inputting my carefully-measured figures as instructed, and uploading a photo of the head of my semi-hard dick, I soon received a "challenge" from one of the site's members - and I LOST, big time! And I got challenged again. And lost again! Ouch! After a few more of these, most of which I lost just as badly, I began to believe I had a little dick and that most of the members of the site were much better hung than me. Many of them had pictures uploaded to verify the size they claimed. At first, I just kind of got red in the face with embarrassment, but then one of the guys that beat me taunted me, telling me to suck hie superior cock, and I got VERY, VERY, horny.
I've been taunted like that several more times and I even updated my profile to encourage it. I told one guy I'd do whatever he asked me to do and he had me email a pic of his huge hard cock to one of my ex-girlfriends (the kinkiest, sluttiest one naturally). As "ordered" by my big-dicked "master", I gave her his email address and asked her to tell him what she thought of it. She cc'd me and said that his dick was much bigger than mine, "obviously"! Haven't heard much from either of them since then! For all I know, they might be hooking up. I came about 5 times in a row from that.
Mostly guys just want me to publicly post that they are more of a man than me, and to make worshipful comments on the pics of their huge cocks. Which is A LOT of fun for them and me!
I've come to realize that hardly anyone was honest about their dick size and that even the verification pics can be faked. Easily. I probably am at least average or above. But I'm happy to be the "little dick" in a sea of Huge Manhood. I love being bossed around, dominated, humiliated by these guys! I've only been dominated by one guy before and his dick was a little smaller than mine. Even though this is essentially fantasy, in a way it's better than the real thing was. These are real guys, it's easy to believe their cocks are huge and I don't know what they are going to do to me. Which is a HUGE turn-on.
I've gotten so hard thinking about it that I'm going back there now. More later!
My wife and I are having good sex regularly again, mostly of the vanilla variety, but with a little kink here and there. And I'm still masturbating (of course!). I try to cum at least once, usually twice a day. The last week or so, it's been more like 3-4 times a day. I will explain before the end of this post.
I'm still looking at too much porn (my collection is embarrassingly large and constantly growing) and discovering unknown stars, etc.
My new obsession started last week when I decided to take a measuring tape and measure all my dildos. I'm still not 100% sure why I decided to do this. I guess I still haven't found the perfect size dildo in silicone. The Dream Dick, which I now know to be 6 7/8 inches long by 1 7/8 inches wide (5.8 inches in girth), is the perfect dick for me to suck. It's not overwhelming, but deepthroating it repeatedly turns me into a watery-eyed drool monster. And I feel like I'm being dominated by a guy with a really big dick! That usually makes me cum right away. My favorite masturbation lately is to suck on the dream dick while fucking my ass with either Vixskin Johnny or the Cobalt butt plug. Usually with my balls tied and my dick in the "slave tube". Doesn't take me long to cum that way!
But - the Dream Dick is Cyberskin and Cyberskin is not forever. It's about 2 years old now and probably won't last another 2 years. Which is a shame. If I don't find a replacement, I'll probably just buy another one when the time comes. But I'd rather find a replacement in Vixskin or some other lifelike silicone. Anyway, so I did the measurements, which took me a couple of days (I do have to work, y'know) and in the end I made a spreadsheet with all the dildos I own and all the ones on my wishlist. One thing I learned in my measuring, is that almost all of them are a different size than what was advertised. The general trend is that they are a little longer and a little less girthy than advertised.
Anyway, through this process, I realized the Vixskin Buck is my next logical purchase. It's a little shorter (1/4 inch) but also a little girthier (1/8 inch) than the Dream Dick. And it's in the mail and should get here tomorrow! When I bought the Vixskin Maverick, I spent some time trying to decide between it and Buck and chose Maverick because he's longer. But he's not that realistic. Nice big head, but a smooth, veinless shaft and a strange bump just below the head which I guess is supposed to be like a folded foreskin but is just hard and kinda weird instead. And I got it in Vanilla, which is way lighter than my wife's gorgeous olive skin, so she doesn't like it, which means that even if it was otherwise perfect, I still wouldn't get pegged by it. So I got Buck in Caramel. I'll post a review once I've test driven it (or maybe that should be 'after I've been test driven by Buck'!).
Now I'm about to get to the good part. :)
So in the middle of all this measuring, I decided to measure my own equipment. And I used the same careful, scientific, accurate method: I measured the length as the shortest distance from the root to the tip (which is on top) without pushing in my skin at all; then I measured the girth by measuring carefully at four points (base, mid, top, head) and averaging them together. Then I measured again to make sure, and entered my data into the spreadsheet. I discovered I was a little bigger than the Vamp Softskin Elvis, but way smaller than the Vixskin Johnny (which my wife had told me earlier this year before ramming it down my throat and up my ass for the first time!).
So...I started to wonder how I compared with other guys. Based on the best sources I could find online, I figured I was average, or a little above average. And then I think I was actually searching for fiction about a cock size contest, idly thinking about writing some myself if I didn't find any, when I stumbled into cocksizecontest.com. And that has made for a VERY interesting week!
After inputting my carefully-measured figures as instructed, and uploading a photo of the head of my semi-hard dick, I soon received a "challenge" from one of the site's members - and I LOST, big time! And I got challenged again. And lost again! Ouch! After a few more of these, most of which I lost just as badly, I began to believe I had a little dick and that most of the members of the site were much better hung than me. Many of them had pictures uploaded to verify the size they claimed. At first, I just kind of got red in the face with embarrassment, but then one of the guys that beat me taunted me, telling me to suck hie superior cock, and I got VERY, VERY, horny.
I've been taunted like that several more times and I even updated my profile to encourage it. I told one guy I'd do whatever he asked me to do and he had me email a pic of his huge hard cock to one of my ex-girlfriends (the kinkiest, sluttiest one naturally). As "ordered" by my big-dicked "master", I gave her his email address and asked her to tell him what she thought of it. She cc'd me and said that his dick was much bigger than mine, "obviously"! Haven't heard much from either of them since then! For all I know, they might be hooking up. I came about 5 times in a row from that.
Mostly guys just want me to publicly post that they are more of a man than me, and to make worshipful comments on the pics of their huge cocks. Which is A LOT of fun for them and me!
I've come to realize that hardly anyone was honest about their dick size and that even the verification pics can be faked. Easily. I probably am at least average or above. But I'm happy to be the "little dick" in a sea of Huge Manhood. I love being bossed around, dominated, humiliated by these guys! I've only been dominated by one guy before and his dick was a little smaller than mine. Even though this is essentially fantasy, in a way it's better than the real thing was. These are real guys, it's easy to believe their cocks are huge and I don't know what they are going to do to me. Which is a HUGE turn-on.
I've gotten so hard thinking about it that I'm going back there now. More later!
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