I Love to Suck It!

For the last couple of weeks, I've been kind of obsessed with sucking cock! I don't think I've had more than a couple of orgasms without having a "dick" in my mouth (usually all the way into my throat).

Unfortunately, the "dicks" I've been sucking have all been made of plastic.

I'm ready to try the real thing again and my Goddess is now OK with it. She said recently that if a guy wants me to suck his dick and I want to suck it, she doesn't have a problem with me sucking his dick. Which is great news!! She doesn't want to see it--in fact, she doesn't even want to know about it. She doesn't want me to kiss him, or for there to be any anal sex. But she's OK with my sucking a guy's cock, which I hope sets the stage for my first real-life encounter in several years.

Ever see the movie Heathers? There's a scene where two big guys hold a smaller, wimpy guy down and make him say "I like to suck big dicks"! Nobody has to hold me down and make me say it. I FUCKING LOVE TO SUCK BIG DICKS! And medium-sized ones, too. I've never tried a small one, but that would probably be OK, too.

When I was 6, just about to turn 7, an older boy moved into the neighborhood. He was 9, much bigger than me and a natural leader. From day one, he decided what games we were going to play and he always had the final say on the rules, whether we were playing army, throwing water balloons at cars--or sucking each others' dicks!

He liked to stand in front of me while I kneeled on the floor of the shed behind his house, or in the back room of our detached garage. He'd hold the back of my head with both hands and pull my mouth down onto his thick cock until I gagged. He didn't actually know what "sucking" a dick meant, so he had me actually suck his dick the same way I'd suck a lollipop! He did it to me some, too, and it felt really good. But mostly it was my mouth and his big dick.

That went on for a couple of years. He learned how cocksucking was actually supposed to be done and taught me how to bob my head up and down his thick shaft. But when he hit puberty, he got interested in girls and didn't want me to suck his dick anymore.

I kept thinking about giving head, but I, too, began to think more about girls, especially their asses! Boys became less interesting. I wanted to be naked with probably 10 of the 15 or so girls in my class--but only 2 of the boys interested me. And one was pretty effeminate, so I was only interested in him until he opened his mouth or started moving.

The other boy was my best friend. He was almost a year younger than me, but he was bold and rude, always farting in people's faces, always taking things from people and stuffing them down his pants before giving them back. As I hit puberty and started masturbating, many of my fantasies were about kissing his ass.

And then, one day on the bus home from school, he told a complete bullshit story about catching a venereal disease from one the girls in the class. I blurted out, "Is it contagious?" He said, "Yeah--from my DICK to your MOUTH!" Of course, those were fighting words, so I had to pretend to be mad and to fight him a little. But really, I was turned on by his brashness and I began to think about sucking his dick while I jacked off. In my fantasy, I was on my knees and he forced my head up and down, up and down, up and down, making me gag over and over until cumming in my mouth with no warning.

We slept over at each others' houses a couple times a year. Now, I started trying to see him naked. My best chances were when he was asleep--but he wouldn't take off his jeans! Still, I put my face up behind his ass to sniff it (just smelled like denim to my dismay) and I carefully felt his crotch (but again, through jeans I couldn't feel much.

Then one warm summer night when I was 16 and he was 15, he slept over and helped me with my part-time job. I was doing a nighttime paper route out in the country in the middle of the night. One of the first stops was a convenience store. Usually i bought a soda and a candy bar after giving them their daily stack of newspapers--but tonight I bought a softcore porn mag, Playboy's Girls of Summer.

We drove around for the next couple of hours, with me folding and tossing papers, and him getting hornier and hornier looking at naked women. We talked about sex a lot, I remember. He said a girl in our class had given him a blowjob and had "let the cum trickle down her throat"! Later, he admitted that he made it up and had never had a blowjob before, but I believed him and just thinking about it made my mouth water.

We got home at 4 AM and went back to bed. Only neither one of us was sleepy. He stripped down to his tighty whities and got in bed under a thin cotton cover. I lay on the floor naked in my sleeping bag. We looked at the magazine by the bedside light and I kept watching him fondle his cock under the sheet. I saw that he noticed. He seemed amused! He took off his undies and put them under his pillow, "For luck", he said.

Then we turned out the lights and went to sleep. Sort of. I waited a few minutes before peeking up over the edge of the bed: he was turned away from me, with only his lower legs covered--his naked ass was pointed right at me! I moved closer as quietly as I could until my face was right behind his ass. It was perfectly hairless and rounded like a girl's. I smelled it (clean sweat; the smell turned me on) and kissed it a little. He pretended to be asleep. After a few minutes, he rolled over and I retreated.

When I was brave enough to look again, he was on his back with his rock-hard cock pulsing right in front of me! I couldn't believe it. His cock was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen! It was about the same size as mine, maybe a little longer and a little thinner, with a sharp upward curve. He was dripping so much pre-cum that a thin stream extended from the head down to his stomach, where a little pool of pre-cum was filling up his navel. I couldn't help myself; I HAD to touch his dick!

It was warm and very soft to the touch. I felt his balls and then found myself drawn to put my mouth on him. I kissed the head of his cock and savored the sweet taste of his pre-cum, then I took the head of his cock in my mouth. I loved the way his cock reacted to my touch with strong spasms! I paused to suck his balls and before I could get back to the head, he rolled away!

I was bummed, and too horny not to try. I whispered in his ear: "Roll over and I'll suck it". No response. "Roll over and I'll suck your dick". Nothing. "PLEASE let me suck your goddamn big dick!!" At that, he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye and said "Whaaaaat?" I was embarrassed and tried to play it off like I was just checking to see if he was awake too. I thought maybe he'd somehow slept through all of that. I couldn't bring myself to ask again, so I slinked back into my sleeping bag and started jacking off.

I felt his hand on my shoulder. He said, "I'll suck yours if you'll suck mine." I said OK and asked him who went first. He said "YOU do" with a big smile and sat on the edge of the bed with his legs spread wide and laid back. I immediately realized that he would have been willing to go first if I'd asked him to! But I was too turned on looking at his hard dick to dwell on that.

I kneeled between his feet and, as if I were watching someone else do it, I lifted his cock and put my mouth on it. I sucked just the head, then an inch or so more, then another inch and another, until finally I had almost all of his cock in my mouth. It felt so good in my mouth! I loved the way the curve made it a challenge to take his full length. I managed to get it all in after a couple of minutes of barely-suppressed gagging. Then I sucked up and down, up and down, in a steady rhythm, using my hands on his balls and his shaft, teasing his ass with a fingertip... I sped up and sucked just the first couple of inches while I held his shaft in a firm grip and stroked.

Suddenly he tensed up and said "Oh! Oh God!" and instantly my mouth was full of warm, sticky cum! I had never imagined there could be so much. My mouth overflowed and the pungent smell and taste were overwhelming. I had never been so horny in my entire life and only rarely since then have I been so turned-on. I'd never had a mouthful of cum before and without thinking, I spat it into a cup that was handy. He said, "What do I do with the rest of it?" I was in a daze; I couldn't believe there could somehow be MORE. I told him just to wipe it on the sheet.

He wouldn't suck my dick! He said, "I can't...I just can't". But I didn't care that much. I went in the bathroom and jacked off into the sink. A few minutes later, still tasting his cum and feeling it coat my entire mouth, I jacked off again. A few minutes later, I came a third time.

I sucked his dick a few more times while were in high school, then we lost touch for a few years. Then I moved back to my hometown and ran into him again--and ended up on my knees at his feet again. And again. And again. In all, I must have given him over a hundred blowjobs. I always swallowed after the first time, except for a couple of times when he wanted to cum all over my face!

And then I got married, and he got married--and we didn't want to "cheat" on our wives. So I started buying dildos. I have one that's very much like his cock, and several in larger sizes.

I've watched a lot of porn and my favorite female porn stars are the deepthroat artists: Linda Lovelace, Little Oral Annie, Brittany Stryker, Bobbi Bliss, Heather Harmon (from ideepthroat.com), Annette Schwarz and Cathy Heaven. I can do almost anything they can do. Annette and Cathy can deepthroat bigger cocks than me, but I'm still practicing!

I think I give better head than any of them! I definitely give better head than any of my girlfriends, or even my Goddess.

And now, I hope, I'm going to get to put all that practice into action. I can hardly wait!!! :)