No porn, no problem!

In fact, I think I'm better off without it. For the most part, anyway.

Today, I broke my "porn fast" and downloaded some pics from ATK, almost all of "hairy" women, that is to say, women who haven't shaved off all their natural body hair. Maybe it's because I've only been with women who don't shave "down there", but whatever the reason, I find "hairy" women A LOT more arousing than hairless women.

But still, the pictures barely turned me on at all!

And I realized the huge amount of time I've wasted... I found it took over 2 hours to look at this week's ATK "hairy hotties" (something like 60 6-pic galleries, of which I downloaded maybe 100 pics. And in the end, while the women are attractive, I found the pics garish, and somehow a little sad. Maybe I'll find them more arousing some other time?

But that seems unlikely, as I've been almost 2 days without an orgasm now! Yesterday morning, my wife woke me with a blowjob, which ended up with her on top of me in a 69. I came fingering her ass while I thought about fucking her ass. Awesome!

Yesterday afternoon, I masturbated with the fleshlight and my wife's panties again. Before going to the bedroom, I looked at CL and got aroused more by posts of guys looking for another guy to dominate them than I did by posts from guys looking for head, or looking to cuckold. Maybe my plan to become more dominant is working? Well... maybe it's not working that well, because while I sniffed my wife's fragrant panties, I kept thinking of being fucked by my wife - and also by another guy while she watched - as well as about my wife whipping me, kicking me, and farting in my face! But as before, what sent me over the edge was remembering my wife saying "Please cum in my submissive bitch ass!" That, and the smell of her panties, made it easy to believe I really was fucking her ass. I fucked the fleshlight hard for just a few seconds and then exploded! I probably didn't cum all that much, having cum in my wife's mouth only a few hours before, but the orgasm lasted a long time.

This morning, my wife had to get up early for a meeting. This evening, we went out for dinner and a movie. By the time we got home (about two hours ago), she was falling asleep.

I think I want to try some kinky porn video, so I'm going to take a quick (I hope) look at what's new and then call it a night.

... after spending what seemed only a few minutes - in reality 45 minutes(!) - looking at kinky porn and not getting aroused, I've decided to continue my porn-free experiment. I did find a couple of fart clips that look vaguely interesting, so I've started downloading them. But I think I'll stick to the real thing, and use my free time for more interesting pursuits.