Could not be in better hands

Ah, masturbation.

I started back pleasuring myself right after yesterday's post. I looked at some pics of my wife (including some "new old" pics I had forgotten about) and then I grabbed a "fresh" pair of her panties, lubed up the fleshlight, and came in a few minutes fucking the fleshlight while I sniffed her panties and fantasized about fucking her ass. Of course, my mind wandered to other things, like imagining my dick was small, kissing her ass and her farting in my face! But I kept bringing my mind back to fucking her ass. I came remembering how intense and submissive she was, face down on the bed with my cock balls-deep in her ass! The orgasm satisfied me deeply and I felt good about it for the rest of the day.

Now I'm thinking of doing something like that again, probably as soon as I finish writing this.

I guess I "cheated" again; I looked at CL just now, and got especially turned on by one guy's post. He lives not far from here, he has a big dick (and 3 pics of it) and he wants to receive blowjobs on his lunch break on a regular basis. There were a couple other similar posts. Also a number of couples looking for another guy, and some guys looking for bi couples.

Maybe it's good to fantasize? I'm confused this week. And now I'm not horny anymore after writing about my confusion!

... but I just went back and look at that guy's dick pics and I'm horny again! ... and now I just looked at some pics of my wife - and I'm VERY horny!

Well, there's just one thing to do at this point....

... and I did it. I lubed up the fleshlight again, and got a new "fresh" pair of my wife's panties and fucked the fleshlight thinking of fucking her ass. Well, mostly that. I also thought about her fucking me, and about getting fucked by a dominant guy in front of my wife, and then about being with a kinky couple and getting head from the guy while his wife pegs him! But I managed to bring it back to fucking my wife's ass. I fantasized her saying "Oh god! Please cum in my submissive bitch ASS!" And with that thought in my head, I came in the fleshlight, which really does feel a lot like fucking a tight ass. It was a good orgasm.

I do miss porn somewhat. I'd say 90% of my unsatisfied craving is for hot naked female ass, with the other 10% being for other female body parts (mainly tits, pussy, feet, armpits) and cock. And I did look at some cock pics, which did turn me on. Not to mention the pics of my wife I've been looking at all week long.

I don't really miss hardcore video porn. The thought of Annette Schwarz deepthroating a huge cock is a turn-on, as is the thought of Monica Santhiago's ass - but still pics would turn me on just as much, I think, as a 500 mb video. More than regular hardcore, or amateur porn, I'd like to see some good farting video.

I wish Queen Adyba were still making clips. That topic really deserves its own post. Her clips are somehow sexier than anyone else's, probably because SHE is sexier than anyone else. Anyway....