Random dirty thoughts

Watched some porn today but didn't cum. I easily could have cum at least twice, but I'm holding off for a couple of days. Today was the second day of that couple of days.

The porn I watched was good. I watched scene 4 of Ass Masters 2. 3 hot girls, 2 well-hung guys and some nice dirty minds. Lots of ass licking, good head, good fucking...I won't spoil the ending for you!

I looked up the girls' profiles on IAFD and saw that one of the girls has done work for Strapon-Hell. So I watched her in that. She was amazing, beating the guy, clamping his nipples, abusing his balls a little, making him suck her dick, fucking him and beating him at the same time, making him do ATM. And she just looks so fucking good, tall and built and cruel. Nelly, aka Lucie at Strapon-Hell. She just turned 19 and just entered the business this year. But she has serious skills. And screen presence.

So with my sturdier-than-usual hard-on, I tried to take a few pics to post to my album at CSC. But it's harder than I thought! It's not hard getting a shot looking down. That you can do without taking your attention or your hand off your cock. But if you want to shoot from some other angle, you'll have to set up the shot, set the timer, keep your erection until the shutter clicks...and it's not easy to do. Respect to porn stars who do it for a living! It's not as easy as it looks.

Accepted a challenge and responded to a message, but otherwise kept myself silent at CSC today. It was a very quiet day. I kept taking my attention off of work to see what was happening. No shit talking. No cam chatting. Just a few guys checking in and checking out. I want to be "manhandled" by big dicked guys on there some more!!

Here's a fantasy: a dick size contest in real life, 5 guys or so, smallest guy has to suck off and/or be fucked by all the other guys. Maybe in bondage.

I've been thinking about various femdom scenarios. One idea is a femdom video star keeping a male slave in her house, in a jail cell when he's not working making videos. He has to bind himself to the bars (restraints and locks in place) before she'll open the cell door. Then she comes in and abuses/milks him to two or three orgasms. And THEN she puts him to work, filming clips where she's whipping him, facesitting/farting, ballbusting, pegging, forced-bi...of course she has other boyfriends and goes out with them.

I'm increasing turned on by forced bi. Another idea would be a contest between two slaves (could be anything, even a cock size contest). The winner would get abused by Mistress while the loser sucks him off (or gets fucked by him). Mistress would of course abuse the loser, too.

A similar idea would be the competition between two guys for a girl. Winner gets the girl. Loser has to watch and to clean up and swallow the winner's sperm from the girl's mouth/pussy/ass/feet/whatever. Another idea: instead of competing for a girl, they're competing for a shot at the other guy's wife. Or for both the wives together (one or both of them could dominate the loser).

Something most people don't realize about cum eating: when a woman eats a man's cum, her body adapts to be more accepting of his sperm from then on (for how long I have no idea). It makes it more likely for her to get pregnant by him. That's pretty powerful.

I love to have my cum eaten. And to eat a guy's cum. Even eating my own is OK, but it's so unbelievably hot to give another guy an orgasm and to feel the power of it so intimately. And there's nothing like the persistent taste of sperm to make me feel like a complete bitch! Which I love! I think I could swallow sperm with the dick in my throat now. My cocksucking and deepthroating skills have improved dramatically over the last few years. Having the variety of dildos to practice on is key. And of course, actually practicing. but probably half the time lately when I cum I've got a dick my mouth, often my throat, sometimes my ass. Life is good.

More tomorrow (probably). Maybe I'll talk about my gay life after high school. All with the same guy. Not sure if anyone actually reads this, but feedback is always welcome...