Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
On the other hand...
So, my last entry about porn?
Maybe I just wasn't horny enough when I wrote it. Now I'm horny and I see the positive side of porn. I should clarify: I'm horny in a submissive way.
Now, watching Kyra Black in Tamed Teens 3, I'm...moved. The difference is that the last time I watched it. I visualized myself in the guys' position. I didn't like the way that felt. Tonight, I'm visualizing what HER experience was like, having big dicks shoved down my throat and up my ass. I LOVE it! And in this state of mind, it really doesn't matter that the sex is mechanical and everybody's jaded about everything. If it was me getting buttfucked by one guy with the other guy's foot on my head, I would NOT be jaded about it.
It's been too long since my wife dominated me!
We had been "kinking" every two weeks or so. But I've been sick, she's been sick...
Now we're both well (how great that is!) and at least we're having sex again. Last night I fucked her ass in a spoon position. The previous 4 nights, I ate her ass and fucked her feet! That included some face bouncing, some ball-kicking and -crushing -- and about a dozen farts right in my nose and mouth! Also some dirty talk about cleaning and sucking her ass, about breathing and eating her farts and about her tying me up, whipping me, beating my balls "blue", and fucking me (she also reminded me that her dick (Vixskin Johnny) is bigger than mine!).
She's been having to start work early, so no morning sex. The late night stuff is fun, if a little dreamy and lazy.
Last weekend, I gave her head until she stopped me three times, fucked her in the spoon, missionary, doggie, cowgirl and reverse cowgirl positions and twice she made me cum in her mouth with her amazing mouth and hands. That was three amazing orgasms for me and maybe seven for her in about four hours on a wonderful leisurely Sunday morning into early afternoon.
But no kinky stuff so far this year. With her.
Solo is a different story.
By myself, I've cuffed my hands behind my back, worn a collar and cuffed my hands to that, bound my balls with parachute cord and also with a shackle; I've beaten my balls with a rubber night stick, with my hands and with various dildos and also crushed my balls beneath my body; I've sucked several different dildos and their balls; I've buttfucked myself with 4 different dildos (Vamp Elvis, Vixskin Johnny, Vixskin Maverick and Vixskin Outlaw) and I've eaten my own cum at least a dozen times.
Today, I locked my balls in a shackle, slapped them around a little, then sucked Johnny until I had enough saliva to lubricate my masturbation sleeve (Slipinside #1, my wife calls it my "slave tube"). Then I assfucked myself with Johnny while I sucked the Outlaw. I also sniffed her panties and her socks while I fucked the masturbation tube (and my ass and my mouth). It was good!
Not as good as having kinky sex with my beautiful, sexy wife... but orgasmic nonetheless!
Now I watch Kyra Black being treated the way I treated myself and I like it! This doesn't invalidate my criticisms of porn. I still like it better with the sound off because that way I can pretend whatever I want to about the actors. If I have to listen to their inane profanities and insincere moans and etc. it's harder to pretend that I'm Kyra and that these two well-hung, well-built guys OWN me, that they KNOW they own me and they get off on owning me; that I get off on being owned by them and they know this and are amused by it.
OK, now I'm going to suck my wife's gorgeous ass and fuck her goddess feet again! With a little luck, maybe we can have a serious kinky sex session soon!
Maybe I just wasn't horny enough when I wrote it. Now I'm horny and I see the positive side of porn. I should clarify: I'm horny in a submissive way.
Now, watching Kyra Black in Tamed Teens 3, I'm...moved. The difference is that the last time I watched it. I visualized myself in the guys' position. I didn't like the way that felt. Tonight, I'm visualizing what HER experience was like, having big dicks shoved down my throat and up my ass. I LOVE it! And in this state of mind, it really doesn't matter that the sex is mechanical and everybody's jaded about everything. If it was me getting buttfucked by one guy with the other guy's foot on my head, I would NOT be jaded about it.
It's been too long since my wife dominated me!
We had been "kinking" every two weeks or so. But I've been sick, she's been sick...
Now we're both well (how great that is!) and at least we're having sex again. Last night I fucked her ass in a spoon position. The previous 4 nights, I ate her ass and fucked her feet! That included some face bouncing, some ball-kicking and -crushing -- and about a dozen farts right in my nose and mouth! Also some dirty talk about cleaning and sucking her ass, about breathing and eating her farts and about her tying me up, whipping me, beating my balls "blue", and fucking me (she also reminded me that her dick (Vixskin Johnny) is bigger than mine!).
She's been having to start work early, so no morning sex. The late night stuff is fun, if a little dreamy and lazy.
Last weekend, I gave her head until she stopped me three times, fucked her in the spoon, missionary, doggie, cowgirl and reverse cowgirl positions and twice she made me cum in her mouth with her amazing mouth and hands. That was three amazing orgasms for me and maybe seven for her in about four hours on a wonderful leisurely Sunday morning into early afternoon.
But no kinky stuff so far this year. With her.
Solo is a different story.
By myself, I've cuffed my hands behind my back, worn a collar and cuffed my hands to that, bound my balls with parachute cord and also with a shackle; I've beaten my balls with a rubber night stick, with my hands and with various dildos and also crushed my balls beneath my body; I've sucked several different dildos and their balls; I've buttfucked myself with 4 different dildos (Vamp Elvis, Vixskin Johnny, Vixskin Maverick and Vixskin Outlaw) and I've eaten my own cum at least a dozen times.
Today, I locked my balls in a shackle, slapped them around a little, then sucked Johnny until I had enough saliva to lubricate my masturbation sleeve (Slipinside #1, my wife calls it my "slave tube"). Then I assfucked myself with Johnny while I sucked the Outlaw. I also sniffed her panties and her socks while I fucked the masturbation tube (and my ass and my mouth). It was good!
Not as good as having kinky sex with my beautiful, sexy wife... but orgasmic nonetheless!
Now I watch Kyra Black being treated the way I treated myself and I like it! This doesn't invalidate my criticisms of porn. I still like it better with the sound off because that way I can pretend whatever I want to about the actors. If I have to listen to their inane profanities and insincere moans and etc. it's harder to pretend that I'm Kyra and that these two well-hung, well-built guys OWN me, that they KNOW they own me and they get off on owning me; that I get off on being owned by them and they know this and are amused by it.
OK, now I'm going to suck my wife's gorgeous ass and fuck her goddess feet again! With a little luck, maybe we can have a serious kinky sex session soon!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
The Shortcummings of Porn
My reaction to porn films is as follows: After the first ten minutes, I want to go home and screw. After the first 20 minutes, I never want to screw again as long as I live.
~Erica Jong, Playboy Magazine, September 1975
Maybe I've watched too much porn lately, but I've really gotten kind of sick of it.
Don't get me wrong - I'm a HUGE fan of porn - but lately I've finally seen the truth of some arguments against it.
First, it separates sex from love. Not always, but mostly. I'm thinking mainly of stuff like double anal, gangbang - sex as spectacle, sex as sport. Again, don't get me wrong - I enjoy watching extremely attractive and sexually skilled performers have sex with each other. But after awhile, with most porn stars, you realize they're doing it for the money and they don't really enjoy it or feel any connection to the people they're doing it with. And that realization just makes me sad. Some porn stars do manage to make (almost) every scene passionate and memorable - Annette Schwarz, Rebeca Linares, Monica Mattos, Sandra Romain to name a few - but they manage to be sexy despite mainstream porn's efforts to reduce sex to a formula: attractive persons a + b (and maybe + c, d, e, etc) performing x+y+z (etc) sex acts = profit.
Second, it contributes to "Sex Attention Deficit Disorder" (SADD). This is when someone who is used to masturbating while watching porn finds it difficult to stay adequately focused when having sex with a real person. Either they cum too quick, or they can't stay hard, or maybe they just aren't "there". I haven't been too affected, but I have found that my mind wanders sometimes. Sometimes I think about stuff I've seen in porn while having sex with my wife. But I've heard this is a big problem for a lot of people today.
Third, it creates unrealistic expectations. Again, this is not a big deal for us. My wife and I are both pretty hot, if I may say so. We get off on looking at ourselves in the mirror when we fuck. She gives me deep throat head on a regular basis, she loves when I cum in her mouth and lets me fuck her ass almost as much as I want. I give her head for 45 minutes or more whenever I get the chance and I fuck her silly when she wants it. But if I was turned on by shaved pubes, bleach blonde hair or big fake boobs, she would not pass the test. I think a lot of guys today who've learned about sex and women mainly from porn, expect all women to be shaved, stacked and up for anything. And that creates a lot of disappointment. On the other hand, I've also read that women today are giving in to those expectations, that more women do anal, deep throat and swallow then ever before. So maybe it's not all bad!
Anyway - all of the above are NOT really arguments against porn. Instead, they suggest ways for porn to improve.
A handful of my specific wishes for porn:
~Erica Jong, Playboy Magazine, September 1975
Maybe I've watched too much porn lately, but I've really gotten kind of sick of it.
Don't get me wrong - I'm a HUGE fan of porn - but lately I've finally seen the truth of some arguments against it.
First, it separates sex from love. Not always, but mostly. I'm thinking mainly of stuff like double anal, gangbang - sex as spectacle, sex as sport. Again, don't get me wrong - I enjoy watching extremely attractive and sexually skilled performers have sex with each other. But after awhile, with most porn stars, you realize they're doing it for the money and they don't really enjoy it or feel any connection to the people they're doing it with. And that realization just makes me sad. Some porn stars do manage to make (almost) every scene passionate and memorable - Annette Schwarz, Rebeca Linares, Monica Mattos, Sandra Romain to name a few - but they manage to be sexy despite mainstream porn's efforts to reduce sex to a formula: attractive persons a + b (and maybe + c, d, e, etc) performing x+y+z (etc) sex acts = profit.
Second, it contributes to "Sex Attention Deficit Disorder" (SADD). This is when someone who is used to masturbating while watching porn finds it difficult to stay adequately focused when having sex with a real person. Either they cum too quick, or they can't stay hard, or maybe they just aren't "there". I haven't been too affected, but I have found that my mind wanders sometimes. Sometimes I think about stuff I've seen in porn while having sex with my wife. But I've heard this is a big problem for a lot of people today.
Third, it creates unrealistic expectations. Again, this is not a big deal for us. My wife and I are both pretty hot, if I may say so. We get off on looking at ourselves in the mirror when we fuck. She gives me deep throat head on a regular basis, she loves when I cum in her mouth and lets me fuck her ass almost as much as I want. I give her head for 45 minutes or more whenever I get the chance and I fuck her silly when she wants it. But if I was turned on by shaved pubes, bleach blonde hair or big fake boobs, she would not pass the test. I think a lot of guys today who've learned about sex and women mainly from porn, expect all women to be shaved, stacked and up for anything. And that creates a lot of disappointment. On the other hand, I've also read that women today are giving in to those expectations, that more women do anal, deep throat and swallow then ever before. So maybe it's not all bad!
Anyway - all of the above are NOT really arguments against porn. Instead, they suggest ways for porn to improve.
A handful of my specific wishes for porn:
- Women - lighten up on the potty mouth! I know it's borderline ridiculous to complain about language in porn films, but hearing someone go on and on in the foulest possible language - "oh yeah, that's it, fuck my tight little asshole...fuck yeah...fuck me...fuck me like the whore I am!" - especially when they obviously feel next to nothing - it's just a huge turn off.
- Guys - just STFU! Why do some male porn directors or actors feel the need to run their mouths during porn scenes? Usually they're saying creepy things, again without the slightest hint of affection or passion. Does ANYONE like this?
- Everyone - can you at least pretend that you feel some connection to the person you're sharing these intimate acts with? Maybe that would be easier without trying to make the Guinness book of sex records or whatever. If real sex is too boring for you, that's because YOU are boring, not because regular sex is boring. Done right, regular sex is probably the hottest thing in life.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Being well is the best thing ever
We've been sick for almost a month. Bronchitis. Pretty sure we picked it up at a New Year's party. We went to three; each party had at least a couple of sick people. Who kept wanting to talk to us. What sucks is that none of the parties was all that much fun. I would rather have been home having sex with my wife. And then I was sick for over two weeks. About when I got better, my wife got sick. Fortunately she's starting to feel better. But - almost no sex for about a month.
Naturally I've been whacking off like a bandit. For about two weeks. Two, three times a day. Early morning before work. Evening after work before she gets home (or before she stops working if she's working from home). Late night right before bed (for instance, right after this).
Today I went upstairs about 5, stripped, tied my balls with parachute cord and sucked some serious silicone DICK. Vixskin Johnny, which I can easily deep throat repeatedly and then Vixskin Outlaw, which I can throat all but about the last inch of.
Turns out I can take Johnny up my ass without any other warmup now. I used to have to start with something smaller, but today with plenty of lube I managed to get it in with minimal pain. Actually, it hurt (about 2.5 on a scale of 1 to 10) for a couple of seconds but it was fine after I pulled out and then it went in without pain 15 or so seconds later.
I realized today that the drawer of my dresser is just the right height. If I (gently) wedge Johnny's balls in the drawer, it's easy to fuck myself standing up. So I slid it in easily the second try and fucked myself silly for a few minutes. On the front end, I sucked on the Outlaw.
And then I switched. After a few minutes of Johnny, the Outlaw went in right away. Felt HUGE, though and I was grateful that the door kept the last 1.5 inches or so from going in. Still, even with "only" about 7.5 inches of 2 inch thick dick, I felt thoroughly manhandled!
After that, I moved to the bed and sucked both Johnny and the Outlaw while I fucked my "slave tube" (Slipinside #1). I put a medium sized vibrating bullet in my butt. It ended all too soon! I stopped sucking for a moment and just LOOKED at the two big dicks with my saliva all over them, the wet mark going all the way down to the balls (well, almost to the balls in the case of the Outlaw). I imagined I'd just made both of them cum (one in my ass and one in my mouth, with the cum swallowed of course).
My orgasm was huge, especially considering it was the second of the day. Anal orgasm, too. Powerful! I have a perverse urge to film it next time, me sucking on a big dick while impaling myself on another.
I can't wait to have sex with my wife again! She's said several times she feels the same.
Oh, well, I'm going to go see what my THIRD orgasm of the day is like!
Naturally I've been whacking off like a bandit. For about two weeks. Two, three times a day. Early morning before work. Evening after work before she gets home (or before she stops working if she's working from home). Late night right before bed (for instance, right after this).
Today I went upstairs about 5, stripped, tied my balls with parachute cord and sucked some serious silicone DICK. Vixskin Johnny, which I can easily deep throat repeatedly and then Vixskin Outlaw, which I can throat all but about the last inch of.
Turns out I can take Johnny up my ass without any other warmup now. I used to have to start with something smaller, but today with plenty of lube I managed to get it in with minimal pain. Actually, it hurt (about 2.5 on a scale of 1 to 10) for a couple of seconds but it was fine after I pulled out and then it went in without pain 15 or so seconds later.
I realized today that the drawer of my dresser is just the right height. If I (gently) wedge Johnny's balls in the drawer, it's easy to fuck myself standing up. So I slid it in easily the second try and fucked myself silly for a few minutes. On the front end, I sucked on the Outlaw.
And then I switched. After a few minutes of Johnny, the Outlaw went in right away. Felt HUGE, though and I was grateful that the door kept the last 1.5 inches or so from going in. Still, even with "only" about 7.5 inches of 2 inch thick dick, I felt thoroughly manhandled!
After that, I moved to the bed and sucked both Johnny and the Outlaw while I fucked my "slave tube" (Slipinside #1). I put a medium sized vibrating bullet in my butt. It ended all too soon! I stopped sucking for a moment and just LOOKED at the two big dicks with my saliva all over them, the wet mark going all the way down to the balls (well, almost to the balls in the case of the Outlaw). I imagined I'd just made both of them cum (one in my ass and one in my mouth, with the cum swallowed of course).
My orgasm was huge, especially considering it was the second of the day. Anal orgasm, too. Powerful! I have a perverse urge to film it next time, me sucking on a big dick while impaling myself on another.
I can't wait to have sex with my wife again! She's said several times she feels the same.
Oh, well, I'm going to go see what my THIRD orgasm of the day is like!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
How Deep Is Your Love
Sucking cock and swallowing sperm are transcendent experiences.
I haven't been intimate with another man in over 10 years, but I remember the primal, raw power of an orgasming cock held firmly inside my mouth, my tongue registering even the subtler pulses, each sensation transferring viscerally to my own penis and touching something deeper in my being. This feeling of knowing pretty precisely how much pleasure I've given (a lot!) on a physical level and feeling it on an emotional and spiritual level...
Part of it was what it said to me about myself. I just pleasured another man to completion with my hands and mouth. Which makes me gay, a cocksucker. Submissive to the other guy, inferior. And yet so turned on and satisfied by that. So...comfortable with being the beta serving the Alpha. Successfully pleasing the Alpha.
The first time I sucked my friend off (I was 16, he was 15), I was surprised - shocked - when his dick suddenly throbbed so hard and I found my mouth instantly FILLED with HIS cum. I guess I'd expected him to warn me. Because he didn't, I instantly knew that to him I was nothing more than the sucking mouth on the end of his orgasming dick. I knew how he would feel, how good it would have felt to stay in. After all, I had already sucked and stroked his dick, fondled his ass and balls, and nearly deep-throated him. From his side, why SHOULDN'T he cum in that bitch's mouth?
I was so shocked I spat it out into the first thing I could find, which was a "Big Gulp" cup from 7-11 that my friend (a country boy) had been spitting his Skoal into all evening. Looking down at the huge white blob in the dark brown tobacco juice, I immediately wondered what it would have been like to swallow it. But at the time I doubted I could have swallowed all of that.
But the next time, a couple of months later, I proved myself wrong on that. He came just as much the second time and I had no trouble swallowing it all. I found myself wishing I hadn't swallowed so quickly. I loved the way it tasted and the way it lingered, a reminder of my submission and pleasure-giving. A memorial to how much I pleased him. I swallowed all but two of the 100 or so times I sucked him off after that, once when he pulled away before he came and once just to see how it would feel/look for him to cum all over my face. Several times I held it in my mouth and walked over to a mirror to see myself with a mouthful of HIS cum. And to watch myself swallow it right before I came.
I love to swallow my own cum, although it's less fun because well, it's always right after I cum! And it doesn't keep (I tried)! I often masturbate while sucking on a realistic dildo. When I do, I always imagine "him" cumming in my mouth right before I cum. I often think about my friend cumming in my mouth and my swallowing.
There's something deep about swallowing a man's sperm. As if you're symbolically (almost sacramentally) accepting that person's very essence into the deepest part of you, and giving absolutely as much pleasure as the act of pleasuring allows.
And having had my cum swallowed a few times, I can say it feels the same from the other end - complete acceptance and desire to please. From either end, to me it's one of the most satisfying of all the sexual experiences.
That's why I'm always surprised when someone who's tried swallowing doesn't like it.
Unfortunately, most women don't like to swallow. I thought maybe I just had bad-tasting cum (although I LOVE the taste of my cum). I'm relieved to find it's true for most women for anyone's cum. Relieved but not pleased. A little discouraged, maybe...especially since my wife is one of the non-swallowers!
But if I want to SEE swallowing, it's super easy. Swallowing has become more common in porn to the point where it's unusual to find a porn star who NEVER swallows. Most experienced porn stars swallow in at least a few scenes.
But which porn stars swallow most?
IAFD is another reason for me to love teh intarwebs. Look up a porn star on IAFD, and it lists all her titles (excluding web-only). You can filter the results by various criteria, including which titles which include her swallowing.
That makes it possible to compute a star's IAFD Swallow Percentage (ISP?). I've done this with many of my favorite stars. Here are a few examples:
Having looked at ISPs for a couple of days now, I believe that the more a porn star swallows, the more sexually passionate she is. In other words, ISP correlates highly with sexual passion. Or put even more simply, chicks who swallow are the BEST!
Because swallowing is the best.
I haven't been intimate with another man in over 10 years, but I remember the primal, raw power of an orgasming cock held firmly inside my mouth, my tongue registering even the subtler pulses, each sensation transferring viscerally to my own penis and touching something deeper in my being. This feeling of knowing pretty precisely how much pleasure I've given (a lot!) on a physical level and feeling it on an emotional and spiritual level...
Part of it was what it said to me about myself. I just pleasured another man to completion with my hands and mouth. Which makes me gay, a cocksucker. Submissive to the other guy, inferior. And yet so turned on and satisfied by that. So...comfortable with being the beta serving the Alpha. Successfully pleasing the Alpha.
The first time I sucked my friend off (I was 16, he was 15), I was surprised - shocked - when his dick suddenly throbbed so hard and I found my mouth instantly FILLED with HIS cum. I guess I'd expected him to warn me. Because he didn't, I instantly knew that to him I was nothing more than the sucking mouth on the end of his orgasming dick. I knew how he would feel, how good it would have felt to stay in. After all, I had already sucked and stroked his dick, fondled his ass and balls, and nearly deep-throated him. From his side, why SHOULDN'T he cum in that bitch's mouth?
I was so shocked I spat it out into the first thing I could find, which was a "Big Gulp" cup from 7-11 that my friend (a country boy) had been spitting his Skoal into all evening. Looking down at the huge white blob in the dark brown tobacco juice, I immediately wondered what it would have been like to swallow it. But at the time I doubted I could have swallowed all of that.
But the next time, a couple of months later, I proved myself wrong on that. He came just as much the second time and I had no trouble swallowing it all. I found myself wishing I hadn't swallowed so quickly. I loved the way it tasted and the way it lingered, a reminder of my submission and pleasure-giving. A memorial to how much I pleased him. I swallowed all but two of the 100 or so times I sucked him off after that, once when he pulled away before he came and once just to see how it would feel/look for him to cum all over my face. Several times I held it in my mouth and walked over to a mirror to see myself with a mouthful of HIS cum. And to watch myself swallow it right before I came.
I love to swallow my own cum, although it's less fun because well, it's always right after I cum! And it doesn't keep (I tried)! I often masturbate while sucking on a realistic dildo. When I do, I always imagine "him" cumming in my mouth right before I cum. I often think about my friend cumming in my mouth and my swallowing.
There's something deep about swallowing a man's sperm. As if you're symbolically (almost sacramentally) accepting that person's very essence into the deepest part of you, and giving absolutely as much pleasure as the act of pleasuring allows.
And having had my cum swallowed a few times, I can say it feels the same from the other end - complete acceptance and desire to please. From either end, to me it's one of the most satisfying of all the sexual experiences.
That's why I'm always surprised when someone who's tried swallowing doesn't like it.
Unfortunately, most women don't like to swallow. I thought maybe I just had bad-tasting cum (although I LOVE the taste of my cum). I'm relieved to find it's true for most women for anyone's cum. Relieved but not pleased. A little discouraged, maybe...especially since my wife is one of the non-swallowers!
But if I want to SEE swallowing, it's super easy. Swallowing has become more common in porn to the point where it's unusual to find a porn star who NEVER swallows. Most experienced porn stars swallow in at least a few scenes.
But which porn stars swallow most?
IAFD is another reason for me to love teh intarwebs. Look up a porn star on IAFD, and it lists all her titles (excluding web-only). You can filter the results by various criteria, including which titles which include her swallowing.
That makes it possible to compute a star's IAFD Swallow Percentage (ISP?). I've done this with many of my favorite stars. Here are a few examples:
- Sandra Romain - according to IAFD, the Romanian beauty with the fabulous booty appears in 544 titles; she swallows in 62 of them, giving her an ISP of 11.3.
- Taylor St. Claire swallows in just one of her 414 titles. Her ISP is a pathetic 0.2 (about the only thing pathetic about this amazing woman. Of course I just bought that one title!)
- Annette Schwarz. Is she the perfect porn star? She's damned good. Swallows an amazing 64 times out of 237 titles for an ISP of 27.0, the highest I've seen so far.
- Katja Kassin. Another fine German export. Although her ISP is only 14.9, IAFD says she appears in 543 titles and swallows in 81 of them! That's the highest number of swallows I've seen so far and I felt Katja deserved an honorable mention for that!
Having looked at ISPs for a couple of days now, I believe that the more a porn star swallows, the more sexually passionate she is. In other words, ISP correlates highly with sexual passion. Or put even more simply, chicks who swallow are the BEST!
Because swallowing is the best.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Bigger?
After a second fucking with Johnny (also outstanding), I'm trying to decide what to try next.
My wife has ideas. Mainly that I should give her lots of head, fuck her frequently and, when she's not in the mood for any other kind of sex, that I should kiss her ass while fucking her feet until I cum. And then I should eat my own cum. That amuses her endlessly.
This morning she gave me a handjob/blowjob with lots of dirty talking, then she sat on my face and farted - hard. That made her laugh, which made her gorgeous ass bounce up and down on my face and as usual, it made me cum almost immediately. She took my cock back in her mouth to catch all the cum, then came and gave me a big kiss, deftly depositing all the cum into my mouth. She then said, "Swallow it, bitch." And being the good bitch that I am, I opened my mouth, showed her the huge load of cum and then swallowed. And she laughed again!
A lot of her dirty talk was about fucking me and/or making me suck her big dick. Johnny is the first dildo she's used on me which is bigger than mine and she is clearly very turned on by it. Both times she fucked me with it she reminded me repeatedly that her dick was bigger than mine. Of course that turns me on, too.
I think she and I are both ready for even more. I own several dildos larger than Johnny, so the question is, which one next?
The contenders are:
Now it's time to go to bed. With a little luck, my wife will "make" me kiss her ass again tomorrow morning. She's been very gassy lately! I'm the luckiest guy I know of!
My wife has ideas. Mainly that I should give her lots of head, fuck her frequently and, when she's not in the mood for any other kind of sex, that I should kiss her ass while fucking her feet until I cum. And then I should eat my own cum. That amuses her endlessly.
This morning she gave me a handjob/blowjob with lots of dirty talking, then she sat on my face and farted - hard. That made her laugh, which made her gorgeous ass bounce up and down on my face and as usual, it made me cum almost immediately. She took my cock back in her mouth to catch all the cum, then came and gave me a big kiss, deftly depositing all the cum into my mouth. She then said, "Swallow it, bitch." And being the good bitch that I am, I opened my mouth, showed her the huge load of cum and then swallowed. And she laughed again!
A lot of her dirty talk was about fucking me and/or making me suck her big dick. Johnny is the first dildo she's used on me which is bigger than mine and she is clearly very turned on by it. Both times she fucked me with it she reminded me repeatedly that her dick was bigger than mine. Of course that turns me on, too.
I think she and I are both ready for even more. I own several dildos larger than Johnny, so the question is, which one next?
The contenders are:
- Vixskin Maverick, which is the same length as Johnny and 1/4 inch thicker (in diameter). It's big, but I have fucked myself with it a couple of times and I think I can take getting fucked by it and that I'll enjoy it. Whether I'll enjoy it more than Johnny is an open question.
- Feeldoe More, which is about the same length and diameter as Johnny, but made of a harder silicone, so it doesn't bend as much. It feels like a bigger dick. Again, I've fucked myself with it and it felt good. This is a double-ended dildo with a part that goes inside the woman. She can either use a harness to secure it further or else hold it in place by squeezing her kegel muscles. When I first showed it to my wife, she said she was reluctant to try it (she doesn't like dildos inside her) but the last time I suggested it, she was more interested (I told her I'd read that some women can actually cum while fucking with it). So we'll see.
- Smooth Glider XL, which is about the same size as Johnny - but solid Pyrex glass. It's about as hard as hard gets and when I tried it in my ass, IT HURT. My wife loves to hurt me (!) and she liked this when I showed it to her. It is heavier than silicone dildos, so she's a little less than enthused about that. Frankly, I'm willing to wait for this guy. Right now it's too big!
- Vixskin Outlaw, which is fucking HUGE - 9 inches (insertable length) by over 2 inches in diameter. I just ordered this in caramel. I bought the chocolate version about 18 months ago. That's when I learned that my wife is turned off by black cock. She's extremely picky about men. I've learned that she only likes white guys (and finds maybe 2 out of 100 attractive). I guess I should be grateful that she's picky. I'm definitely grateful that she somehow finds ME attractive. Anyway, our Johnny is caramel and she loves the color (her skin roughly matches it). Again, I think this one will be for sometime in the future.
Now it's time to go to bed. With a little luck, my wife will "make" me kiss her ass again tomorrow morning. She's been very gassy lately! I'm the luckiest guy I know of!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Johnny on the Spot
My wife finally fucked me with the Vixskin Johnny. I should say, fucked me SILLY. Fucked me like a squealing bitch. Fucked me to the most intense orgasm of my entire life (so far).
It took long enough to get her to do it. We were both traveling for awhile, and we have both been working too much (blah blah blah) but finally one night last week the stars aligned the right way. I saw an hour-long window when neither of us was too tired or still had work to do.
I walked up behind her in the kitchen, nibbled her ear, kissed her neck and whispered in her ear: "Why don't we go upstairs?" She murmured approval. "Would you like to... FUCK me now?" To my surprise and delight, the answer was a big HELL YES.
I helped her into the SpareParts Joque harness (with Johnny already strapped on), she snugged up the straps and then put her hands on my shoulders and forced me to my knees. She slapped me in the face a few times with her big cock, then looked me in the eye, stuck the head of her dick on my lips and said "Suck". I started sucking.
She fucked my mouth with her hands on the back of my head. I held her ass cheeks and squeezed to encourage her to fuck my mouth and throat faster and deeper. Soon, tears were streaming down my cheeks from straining not to gag; her big dominant cock was well-lubricated. After several amazing minutes, she pushed my head off her dick and motioned towards the bed. I smeared some of my excess saliva on my ass and bent over the edge of the bed. At the last minute I remembered my "slave tube" (a Slipinside #1 masturbation sleeve). After lubricating that, I still had excess saliva, which I swallowed pretending it was my wife's cum load.
She moved up behind me, carefully put the tip of her dick in just the right part of my ass crack and started pushing it in like a pro. It hurt! But not too much and I didn't stop her. She slid it in balls deep and started fucking me slowly. Wow! This was deeper and more intense than anything I'd experienced before. My wife fucked me with that big cock so masterfully, it was as if she'd fucked with it dozens of times before.
I pushed back, syncing my rhythm to the rhythm of her sweet thrusts. That not only increased the intensity of the pleasurable sensations in my ass, but also moved my dick back and forth in the slave tube, which was pressed up tight between my body and the mattress.
After only a couple of minutes, I came - very hard - into the slave tube. I felt the orgasm in my ass as well as in my dick. My sphincter was actually pulsating in extremely pleasurable orgasmic spasms. I had experienced a milder version of the anal orgasm while using a toy on myself, but this was MUCH more. My wife kept fucking me gently with her dick all the way in me, just enough for me not to forget what (and who) was up my ass.
It was... greater than I'd even imagined it could be! I want to do it again. My wife confessed that she likes it, but it's hard work for her. Still, she says she loves fucking me and is eager to do it again. I am a very lucky man!
When she's ready, I think I'm going to ask for more Johnny!
It's kind of silly, but I have not one but THREE other toys for her to fuck me with when we're ready. First, a Vixskin Maverick, which is 1/4 thicker than Johnny. Next, a Feeldoe More, which is about the same size as Johnny, but firmer and it also has a part that goes inside my wife. Wouldn't it be amazing if SHE could also cum when she fucks me? Finally, I have a Smooth Glider XL glass dildo which was a bit extravagant and maybe just too big for me to enjoy. I tried it solo and found it was not nearly as pleasurable as Johnny. Again, it's about the same size (at least the head is; the body is 3/8 of an inch smaller), but it's so hard that it pokes where Johnny bends. Also, the smoothness seems to result in less sensation. I also tried the other two. The Feeldoe was just OK. A little more pliable than the glass dildo, but smooth and much less realistic than the Vixskin cocks. Solo, I enjoyed the Maverick more than I enjoyed Johnny solo, so Maverick is next in line for takeoff.
That is, after Johnny's had his way with me at least once more. Probably twice!
It took long enough to get her to do it. We were both traveling for awhile, and we have both been working too much (blah blah blah) but finally one night last week the stars aligned the right way. I saw an hour-long window when neither of us was too tired or still had work to do.
I walked up behind her in the kitchen, nibbled her ear, kissed her neck and whispered in her ear: "Why don't we go upstairs?" She murmured approval. "Would you like to... FUCK me now?" To my surprise and delight, the answer was a big HELL YES.
I helped her into the SpareParts Joque harness (with Johnny already strapped on), she snugged up the straps and then put her hands on my shoulders and forced me to my knees. She slapped me in the face a few times with her big cock, then looked me in the eye, stuck the head of her dick on my lips and said "Suck". I started sucking.
She fucked my mouth with her hands on the back of my head. I held her ass cheeks and squeezed to encourage her to fuck my mouth and throat faster and deeper. Soon, tears were streaming down my cheeks from straining not to gag; her big dominant cock was well-lubricated. After several amazing minutes, she pushed my head off her dick and motioned towards the bed. I smeared some of my excess saliva on my ass and bent over the edge of the bed. At the last minute I remembered my "slave tube" (a Slipinside #1 masturbation sleeve). After lubricating that, I still had excess saliva, which I swallowed pretending it was my wife's cum load.
She moved up behind me, carefully put the tip of her dick in just the right part of my ass crack and started pushing it in like a pro. It hurt! But not too much and I didn't stop her. She slid it in balls deep and started fucking me slowly. Wow! This was deeper and more intense than anything I'd experienced before. My wife fucked me with that big cock so masterfully, it was as if she'd fucked with it dozens of times before.
I pushed back, syncing my rhythm to the rhythm of her sweet thrusts. That not only increased the intensity of the pleasurable sensations in my ass, but also moved my dick back and forth in the slave tube, which was pressed up tight between my body and the mattress.
After only a couple of minutes, I came - very hard - into the slave tube. I felt the orgasm in my ass as well as in my dick. My sphincter was actually pulsating in extremely pleasurable orgasmic spasms. I had experienced a milder version of the anal orgasm while using a toy on myself, but this was MUCH more. My wife kept fucking me gently with her dick all the way in me, just enough for me not to forget what (and who) was up my ass.
It was... greater than I'd even imagined it could be! I want to do it again. My wife confessed that she likes it, but it's hard work for her. Still, she says she loves fucking me and is eager to do it again. I am a very lucky man!
When she's ready, I think I'm going to ask for more Johnny!
It's kind of silly, but I have not one but THREE other toys for her to fuck me with when we're ready. First, a Vixskin Maverick, which is 1/4 thicker than Johnny. Next, a Feeldoe More, which is about the same size as Johnny, but firmer and it also has a part that goes inside my wife. Wouldn't it be amazing if SHE could also cum when she fucks me? Finally, I have a Smooth Glider XL glass dildo which was a bit extravagant and maybe just too big for me to enjoy. I tried it solo and found it was not nearly as pleasurable as Johnny. Again, it's about the same size (at least the head is; the body is 3/8 of an inch smaller), but it's so hard that it pokes where Johnny bends. Also, the smoothness seems to result in less sensation. I also tried the other two. The Feeldoe was just OK. A little more pliable than the glass dildo, but smooth and much less realistic than the Vixskin cocks. Solo, I enjoyed the Maverick more than I enjoyed Johnny solo, so Maverick is next in line for takeoff.
That is, after Johnny's had his way with me at least once more. Probably twice!
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