On the other hand...

So, my last entry about porn?

Maybe I just wasn't horny enough when I wrote it. Now I'm horny and I see the positive side of porn. I should clarify: I'm horny in a submissive way.

Now, watching Kyra Black in Tamed Teens 3, I'm...moved. The difference is that the last time I watched it. I visualized myself in the guys' position. I didn't like the way that felt. Tonight, I'm visualizing what HER experience was like, having big dicks shoved down my throat and up my ass. I LOVE it! And in this state of mind, it really doesn't matter that the sex is mechanical and everybody's jaded about everything. If it was me getting buttfucked by one guy with the other guy's foot on my head, I would NOT be jaded about it.

It's been too long since my wife dominated me!

We had been "kinking" every two weeks or so. But I've been sick, she's been sick...

Now we're both well (how great that is!) and at least we're having sex again. Last night I fucked her ass in a spoon position. The previous 4 nights, I ate her ass and fucked her feet! That included some face bouncing, some ball-kicking and -crushing -- and about a dozen farts right in my nose and mouth! Also some dirty talk about cleaning and sucking her ass, about breathing and eating her farts and about her tying me up, whipping me, beating my balls "blue", and fucking me (she also reminded me that her dick (Vixskin Johnny) is bigger than mine!).

She's been having to start work early, so no morning sex. The late night stuff is fun, if a little dreamy and lazy.

Last weekend, I gave her head until she stopped me three times, fucked her in the spoon, missionary, doggie, cowgirl and reverse cowgirl positions and twice she made me cum in her mouth with her amazing mouth and hands. That was three amazing orgasms for me and maybe seven for her in about four hours on a wonderful leisurely Sunday morning into early afternoon.

But no kinky stuff so far this year. With her.

Solo is a different story.

By myself, I've cuffed my hands behind my back, worn a collar and cuffed my hands to that, bound my balls with parachute cord and also with a shackle; I've beaten my balls with a rubber night stick, with my hands and with various dildos and also crushed my balls beneath my body; I've sucked several different dildos and their balls; I've buttfucked myself with 4 different dildos (Vamp Elvis, Vixskin Johnny, Vixskin Maverick and Vixskin Outlaw) and I've eaten my own cum at least a dozen times.

Today, I locked my balls in a shackle, slapped them around a little, then sucked Johnny until I had enough saliva to lubricate my masturbation sleeve (Slipinside #1, my wife calls it my "slave tube"). Then I assfucked myself with Johnny while I sucked the Outlaw. I also sniffed her panties and her socks while I fucked the masturbation tube (and my ass and my mouth). It was good!

Not as good as having kinky sex with my beautiful, sexy wife... but orgasmic nonetheless!

Now I watch Kyra Black being treated the way I treated myself and I like it! This doesn't invalidate my criticisms of porn. I still like it better with the sound off because that way I can pretend whatever I want to about the actors. If I have to listen to their inane profanities and insincere moans and etc. it's harder to pretend that I'm Kyra and that these two well-hung, well-built guys OWN me, that they KNOW they own me and they get off on owning me; that I get off on being owned by them and they know this and are amused by it.

OK, now I'm going to suck my wife's gorgeous ass and fuck her goddess feet again! With a little luck, maybe we can have a serious kinky sex session soon!