Chanel Preston, and other delights

We'll, I'm back to considering giving blowjobs to some lucky guy(s). Sex with my wife is good, but she hasn't wanted to fuck me or make me suck it lately. I dunno, I probably won't actually go for it.

On the one hand, I know the idea of my being sexually submissive to another guy turns my wife on, but on the other hand, she draws a hard line at being with anyone but me - which I'm all in favor of! It's a fun fantasy to imagine her making me suck a guy's dick, or to bend over for a guy, and even more fun to imagine the guy I'm sucking and/or being fucked by is her boyfriend, also a submissive guy - but not quite as submissive as me. He's taller, more muscular - and of course, has a bigger dick than me. He dominates me. She dominates both of us. When he wants sex and my wife isn't available, he gets whatever he wants, whenever he wants, from me. That is a hot FANTASY. I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work in real life!

I was feeling ridiculously submissive when we were traveling recently, and I told her I had bought a chastity device. She says she wants to see it on me, and that scares me! And excites me, too, of course. I like the idea of it being on me from the beginning of a session until...I don't know, maybe until I make her cum and she's good and ready to make me cum in a humiliating way. But she hasn't brought it up again and neither have I. She does have me tie my balls and that's awesome.

While we were traveling, she make me suck the Vixskin Bandit (I asked her to make me suck it and she gleefully obliged). A couple of nights later, I was dominating her and I made her suck it while I was fucking her in the ass. She enjoyed those parts of the session. She did NOT enjoy having a large bullet in her pussy. In fact, she hated it.

She hated having a bullet in her pussy so much that she bit into Bandit! And damaged it pretty badly. I didn't throw it away, but I did get another one! The teeth marks just KILL it for me for oral. It's still OK for anal. I went to a hardware store and got an expanding bolt, like you'd use in a hollow wall, and I rigged it up so I can mount it on a dresser I have (I remove one drawer knob and mount it there). It's pretty awesome that way! I only wish I had a better way to have it mounted, so I could also fuck the bitch tube while I fuck Bandit. And while I'm wishing, I'd like to have another cock mounted in front to suck on while I slide back and forth on Bandit and in my bitch tube!

She also took a bite out of Johnny, but it's not nearly as bad. His bite marks faded. I actually did get another Johnny, too, though, and I sort of feel like I wasted the money.  Well, today's Johnny is more skin-like than the one from 2011 (or was that 2010??). I'm not sure if they're making them more skin-like, or whether Vixskin gets less skin-like over time. But anyway, it's pretty good now, especially Bandit.

Been watching a lot of porn lately. My newest interest is Chanel Preston. She's a great newish porn star. Deepthroats. LOVES anal. Swallows fairly often. Puts a lot into every scene. She's very attractive. IAFD says she has a 28 inch waist and 30 inch hips. Not possible. I would say closer to 38 or 39 inch hips. Fake tits, but not horrible. A very hot woman and a great porn star. How did I miss her for so long?

 I've finally decided what I want if I do end up hooking up with another guy. I want to get, and possibly give a blowjob. I'd like to dominate a guy. Or a number of guys. Tie them up. Beat them. Whips, canes, crops, paddles. Beat their balls. Put them in chastity. Make them fuck themselves with dildos. Make them suck me off. Encourage them to give me tribute!

Anyway. I'm all over the place. But things are awesome.