Big hands, I know you're the one

My wife asked me to dominate her tonight, to tie her up and fuck her in the ass. Yes, she was prompted, but she did ask - and I gave it to her oh so well.

I had her put on a sexy outfit, a wetlook piece with an open-cup bra and an open crotch. She looked AMAZING in it. I soon took it off of her and tied her up, naked, using leather wrist and ankle cuffs. I put a bondage belt on her waist and locked her wrist cuffs to that. I clipped her ankles together with a caribiner and tied a strap around her knees, making her highly immobile. I put a blindfold on her. I bent her over the bed with her ass sticking out. I spanked her a little. I got some lube. I lubed her ass and put my index finger in. She's getting more relaxed, so it was pretty easy. Then I put a smallish glass butt plug in, which took some patience (and multiple attempts). Once that felt good, I fucked her (in the pussy) with the plug up her ass. She didn't like that much! I asked her if she wanted me to keep fucking her "down there" or whether she wanted me to fuck her ass - she asked me to fuck her in the ass!

I started to put my cock up her ass, after making her beg me to do it. I had an unusually hard time getting my cock in her ass, probably because of the bondage. Finally, I had it all the way inside her. I asked her if she could feel it. Yes. What do you feel? Your cock... in my ass.

I was having a ridiculous amount of fun.

I couldn't help thinking back to hanging out with another couple, friends of ours, earlier today. We've known them for a long time, but today was the first time I noticed how BIG his hands are. We were drinking at a table made of planks and I was sitting beside him; I saw that if I rested the heel of my hand on the edge of the table, my longest finger extended to just short of where the first plank ended. I paid attention, and couldn't help noticing that when he put the heel of his hand on the edge of the table and extended his fingers, they reached MUCH farther than mine had done, almost an inch past where the first plank ended. I realized the span from the heel of his hand to the tip of his longest finger was as long as the distance from the tip of my thumb to the tip of my pinkie, if I spread my hand as wide as it will go. When I got home, I measured that: 8.25 inches. His fingers are also much thicker than mine.

His cock must be HUGE.

I'm figuring about 7.25 inches to about 7.75 inches - say 7.5 inches for fun. That's based on the length of my cock relative to the span of my hand from heel to longest finger tip. I'm not sure if that's universally true, but it's fun to think so. Similarly, my index, middle and ring fingers together are about as thick as my cock is. If that's true for him, his cock would be somewhere in the 1.75 - 2 inches thick range.

My best guess is that his cock is about the same size as Vixskin Johnny, MUCH bigger than mine.

I couldn't help looking at his hands, and I think he noticed. I felt funny, similar to how I felt before giving my first blowjob. I would LOVE to see his cock, and I think I'd find myself unable to resist giving it/him as much pleasure as he would allow me to give - and I'd hope he'd want A LOT.

So after that experience earlier today, I kept thinking about our friend's cock, and how nice he always is to my wife, and how he sent us a Christmas card, and how he went out of his way to show up at craft shows where my wife was selling things, and how he's bought some of her stuff, especially since he frequently mentions how tight money is for him. It drives me crazy to imagine them together! The worst part is how horny I get thinking about it!!

I kept thinking about these things after we went home. I was still thinking about it when my wife offered herself to me, and after I put my cock in her ass. I fucked her well, long and hard, enjoying her ass, especially when she squeezed her ass together, squeezing my dick in a most delightful way.

I told her I wished my cock was bigger. She grunted something that sounded like the way she says yes. i asked her if she wished my cock was bigger. She said yes! I asked her to say it; she said "I wish your cock was big!" She quickly corrected herself: "I mean I wish it was biggER!" She's always talked a good game about my having a big cock, but my 6.5" X 1.625" is just above average, at best. Lately, it has seemed downright small to me. And with my cock in her ass, I felt a flush of embarrassment and humiliation wash over me as I realized she does NOT think I have a big cock and she wishes I did! My cock suddenly felt very SMALL in her ass!

I immediately remembered back to a recent play session, when we were playing with Vixskin Johnny. I said I wished my cock was as big as Johnny. She said something reassuring. I started to say that if I met a guy with a dick that big, I'd be very turned on by his big cock, but it came out funny, something to the effect of "if any guy ever had a dick that big"... to which she gave a funny look and said what do you mean IF! Leading me to believe she's experienced a cock that big before. And now, with my cock in her ass, I started imagining her with our friend. And his 8" long, thick dick.

I imagined that we were all having sex together. I thought it was only right for the guy with the bigger dick to be in charge, and for the guy with the small dick to submit to and serve him. I imagined sucking his dick, and I imagined getting fucked by his dick. i remembered a couple of times earlier this year when I imagined (?) that I could smell/taste cum in my wife's pussy. Now, I imagined it was his cum, and that he was fucking my wife right in front of me. In my imagination, he was fucking her better than I ever could.

This all sounds so familiar... because it's similar to things I've been telling my sissy bitch slut. I feel like I'm digressing a lot in this post, but to digress once more, I've been dominating a guy online. I met him on a popular bdsm social site. I've been feeling more dominant lately, and feeling more satisfied about dominating my wife than I feel after she dominates me (although I do still enjoy both). After realizing this, I changed my profile on that site. I had listed myself as a switch previously, but now I'm listed as a dominant. After I made the change, I got lots of contacts. The slut's was the best one. he's a bit bratty, but he does get into my fantasies. He says he wants to suck my cock, he wants me to spank him, tie him up, torture his balls, keep him in chastity - and he wants me to seduce his wife and reduce him to our submissive cuckold slave.

The most that's going to happen in real life would be for me to beat the crap out of him, and for him to give me head to completion, and swallow, of course. But I don't want anything to happen that would make me feel like I was cheating on my wife. So I've been dominating him online. I tell him things to do and say (he always has to pee sitting down, among other things), and he is supposed to check in each day and tell me about his humiliating and submissive thoughts. I have asked him to imagine me fucking his wife better than he does.

And now, as I fucked my wife in the ass, already close to a submissively-focused orgasm from her telling me she wishes my dick was big, I got even hornier imagining myself submitting/being dominated by our friend and his big dick. I imagined he was fucking my ass in front of my wife and she was cheering him on, sharing jokes and high-fives with him as he pounded me. I felt a funny feeling in my ass, in my cock (which now seemed to be reacting like a clit!) and in my nipples (my tits?!), as I imagined our friend squeezing them from behind as he fucked me with his long, thick hard cock. I opened my mouth into a big O and hoped the blindfold I'd put on my wife kept her from seeing it!

At least I was fucking her well! I asked her if she liked the way I was fucking her, and she said yes, seeming genuine. I asked her who fucked better, her or me - and she immediately said I did! Again, she sounded 100% real. Yea! A littler earlier, I'd told her to ask me to cum in her ass. Now she said it without being prompted. So I made her tell me to take as long as liked, that her ass was mine. I had her squeeze my cock with her ass. I got close, now feeling dominant, and slowed down my pace as I danced on the edge of orgasm. Finally, with my cock balls-deep in her ass, and with her squeezing my cock with her ass, I came. It was a powerful orgasm and seemed pretty large, especially considering I also came this morning around 8, which was about 12 hours before this. She said she could feel me cumming in her ass, which made me feel great. I was pleased that all I was thinking about at the moment I came was my dominant cock (which felt plenty big) and her submissive ass.

She said she enjoyed the session and I'd finally reached the point of all pleasure and no pain with fucking her ass. Cool. The small glass plug worked really well. I'm looking forward to dominating her again, and, to a lesser extent, to being dominated by her. That's what's coming next, unless we do some game. That's how she likes for us to decide who dominates whom. She also likes it when I just give myself to her to dominate.

I think I prefer just offering myself to her, and her offering herself to me. I need to be careful with these fantasies! We've made it clear we don't want other people involved. I just hope she hasn't cheated on me. She's really good at hiding things, and I certainly feel it's not out of the question. What I really hate about it is how much the fantasy turns me on! Especially the idea of being dominated by a big-dicked, confident, dominant guy who's fucking my wife. I don't even like to type the words I just typed, but doing so made me very horny. Part of me wants to blurt out questions like "Would you like to be with a guy with a big cock?" and to show her what a big cock would feel like by using a larger dildo like Johnny on her. But I think that's just asking for trouble.

I'm VERY glad that she likes giving me blowjobs, likes making me cum in her mouth, likes for me to fuck her, vaginally and sometimes anally, and that she likes both being dominated by me as well as dominating me. I've had almost all of the best orgasms of my life with her and I hope that's true for her with me, too.

We've been having so much good sex lately, it's hard to even remember exactly what we've been doing. This morning, she tied my balls tightly with an elastic hair tie, sat on my face, rubbing her clit on my tongue with my nose up her ass, and stroked my cock inside my Slipinside masturbation sleeve. She talked some smack to me, saying that I'm her bitch no matter what else I say, and said she was going to wear boots and kick me. She offered to fuck me in our (then) upcoming play session! I told her I was looking forward to fucking her instead! I came staring at her ass and thinking about fucking it.

The night before, I'd licked her to several orgasms after giving her one orgasm with a vibrator on her g-spot (or at least in the vicinity). She didn't cum very hard when I used my hands and mouth, no pulsing or spasms in her vagina. Does she fake orgasms? It's hard to tell and pretty much pointless. She says she's sexually satisfied and I believe her. She says my cock is the biggest she's seen and the biggest she's been fucked with. And I want to believe her!

Day before yesterday morning, she gave me a blowjob while I fucked her ass with my index finger. She wanted to sit on my face, but I stopped her and just let her keep sucking with a finger in her ass until I had a huge orgasm in her mouth. She ran off to the bathroom and spat. Oh well. We talked about the joy of swallowing again tonight and she says she's going to do it. Life is good!

If I remember correctly, I kissed her ass and fucked her feet to orgasm the night before that. I think I masturbated before that. It all gets pretty fuzzy before that, which is part of why I'm writing it all down. I'm looking forward to what comes next - and I just hope I can keep myself from convincing my wife that what she needs is a bigger cock!

Because what we need is each other, just the way we are. Sweet, isn't it? Which is not to say I wouldn't like to see our friend's COCK. Because I would.