Distractions...I hate 'em

How hard is to get a picture of my own hard dick? Harder than I remembered! I did it once, about 6 years ago. Shouldn't have deleted the pic! I noticed then that having to shift my attention from sex to photography was de-arousing. I'd never noticed it before, but at the time, I realized that had to stay focused on sex - and sex only - to maintain my erection.

This guy looks way better than me! Bigger dick, too. From Nude Man Blog

I'd never noticed about focus before because I never want to shift my focus away from sex, especially when I'm having it, and I almost never have to shift my attention to anything other than sex. Even if I'm by myself, what happens is I get horny, I start touching myself, and then I keep touching myself until I cum. Then I enjoy the pleasure and "afterglow" of orgasm as long as I can, sometimes 10 minutes or more. Only then do I stop thinking about sex. So my cock gets hard, and stays hard the whole time.

But when I'm trying to take a cock selfie, I have to think about sex long enough to get hard, and then somehow stay hard long enough to get the camera, frame the shot, and capture it. None of the camera stuff is arousing. I managed to get a good pic 6 years ago with my old camera. But it took a while! I think I used a timer finally. I'll have to try that, tomorrow if I get a chance.

That's about the size of my cock. My body's not as good, and I've got hair and no tattoos. Again from Naked Man Blog.

My wife and I have had some great sex the last couple of days! Yesterday morning, we started Christmas with some GREAT vanilla sex. Well, there was some kinky talk, but everything we actually did fits the definition of vanilla. I kissed her, I touched her all over, and then all under, and then she started stroking my cock. I talked dirty to her for awhile, about her hooking up with a guy whose dick is bigger than mine. That didn't turn her on, until she suggested, and I agreed, that instead of her, it should be ME sucking the guy's big dick. She said she'd like that, or for him to fuck me. She liked the idea of him fucking me while I fucked her, or him fucking me while I gave her head, or me giving him head while she gave me head - all of that got her very wet. She said the next time she dominates me, she's going to fuck me. And make me suck a big dick. And whip me. She was very horny now, so I went down on her for about half an hour, until she made me stop. For the next 10 minutes, I lay beside her, sucking her right nipple and softly running my hands around her body, touching all the spots she likes to be touched after cumming, in the ways I know she likes me to touch them.

Then she wanted to suck my cock. I wanted to be inside her, but I will never turn down head! I let her suck it for maybe 5 minutes. It was great. As always, my cock looked huge between her lips, and she couldn't get more than about 4 or 5 inches of me into her mouth. She started stroking my cock with one hand moving up and down my shaft along with her mouth, and the other hand cupping my balls. I took her hand off my cock and put it on my balls, so she could take one in each hand. That felt really good. I started to just let her suck me off, but I wanted to be inside her, so I pulled her off me and led her onto her back.

As I teased her wet pussy with the head of my very hard cock, I looked into her eyes and asked her if it turned her on to imagine me doing this to another guy's wife. She admitted the fantasy turned her on! She asked me if I meant the 6'3" guy with the 4" dick. I said Yes. I asked her how she felt about me fucking that guy's wife like I was about to fuck her. She said it was hot, that she liked that I had enough sex drive for two women. She asked if the husband would suck my cock, or if I'd fuck him. She said that really turned her on! And from how wet her pussy had gotten, and the way her hands kept moving back and forth between her nipples and her sex, I knew she meant it. I asked if she'd like it if the guy was in chastity when he submitted to my superior cock. She said that would be even hotter!

I agreed it was hot, but I told her that what the guy, and his wife, really wanted was for me to fuck his wife, preferably in front of him. I asked her to pretend that this was the first time, that she was the Hot Wife. She liked it! I put the had of my hard cock at her entrance, and pushed myself inside her. It was clear that she felt me, and liked what she was feeling. I eased myself in deeper and deeper. When I was all the way inside her, I told her to squeeze my big cock. I started in a slow rhythm, and kept up the dirty talk. I asked her if I was bigger than her husband. She said YES! I asked if my bigger cock felt better than his little dick, and she said "Oh my god, yes!" I asked her if she wanted me to fuck her hard with my big dick. She said Yes!

I spread her legs as wide as she was comfortable with, and managed to go in even a little deeper. She has clearly been working on her kegels lately! She felt really tight, which made me feel HUGE. Thick, anyway. I still couldn't reach the "bottom" of her pussy. But it felt great, having all of my cock inside her wet, tight pussy. staring into her eyes and imagining I was staring into the Hot Wife's eyes for the first time. I started going faster, and mixing in harder, rougher thrusts. She responded favorably! I kept that up for awhile. Her legs got tired. She needed to stop and change positions. She brought her legs together, and I straddled her, but I couldn't get as far into her in that position, so we tried legs on shoulders. That was better, but not as good as full-spread missionary, so we went back to that.

I told her to wrap her legs around my waist, and I asked her if she wanted me to fuck her harder. Yes! As I kept fucking her, and she kept squeezing my cock from inside, I felt like I was deeper inside her than I've been in a long time. Years. I imagined how a gorgeous Hottie who had only had a 4" dick inside her for 15 years would react to this. Watching my wife's intense, but somewhat muted, bliss made it easy to imagine the Hot Wife going crazy from this!

I took one hand and roamed urgently around my wife's body, imagining it was the Hot Wife's stomach chest and throat I was stimulating. I closed my eyes, and saw the Hot Wife's beautiful face, and I pushed myself even deeper into my wife - and to my amazement, I felt her cervix with the tip of my cock! I couldn't quite believe it, so I did it again! Wow. I slowed down, eyes still closed, still seeing the Hot Wife's face, and I concentrated on angling myself just right so that I could keep reaching the far end of my wife's wonderful pussy. I tried to press up into her top wall as much as possible as I pulled back, and then to do the same on the way back in. I was going really slow now. I realized I was on the very edge of cumming. I thrust back in very slowly, and started cumming when I was all the way in. I came, and came, and came.

I stayed inside for 30 seconds or so. I would have stayed in longer, but my wife's legs were sore! That was the best start to Christmas. Ever.

In the evening, I was very aroused again. She gave me a long, slow, lazy blowjob. I was a little concerned she might fall asleep with my cock in her mouth (wouldn't be the first time!), but she stayed awake long enough to get the job done. I kept thinking about the morning, and about the gorgeous Hottie, and about my wife dominating me later this weekend. When I came, it was really satisfying! I hoped she might swallow, but instead she bumbled off sleepily to spit and brush. Oh well.

This morning, I'd hoped we'd have time to hook up again, but she needed to sleep. She woke up with about 15 minutes to spare before her first work meeting (she worked from home all week) and when I kissed her and started caressing her shoulders, she said she was too sore for sex, but I could kiss her ass if I wanted to. I wanted to! She rolled away, and I put my cock between her feet and kissed her ass all over, and then went between her lovely cheeks. I almost expected her to fart, given the huge meals we had on Christmas, but instead I kept fucking her feet and thinking about her shaking her ass, about her farting right in my face, about her wearing a strap-on, about her thoughtfully choosing a dildo and making me suck it while she watched, about her wearing her favorite (fake) leather "dominatrix" skirt and open-cup bra as she did those things, about her whipping me, and finally about her fucking me. I could actually feel her big "cock" (Vixskin Johnny) in my mouth and ass!

With my face up in her ass, licking and sucking, I came back to thinking about her shaking her ass in my face, sitting on my face and "dancing" and bouncing. She got my balls between her feet, and the head of my cock rubbed against the sole of her foot as I thrust. I remembered yesterday's sex and blowjob and I went right over the edge as soon as I remembered cumming all the way inside my wife, while seeing the beautiful face of the Hot Wife in my mind. I made a mess on my wife's feet, which I wiped off with a tissue.

This evening, we had a good workout with weights, and she was too tired to even think about sex.

Maybe she's going to dominate me this weekend. It's "her turn", and I think it'll be fun. I'll definitely be more rebellious than usual!

Since my wife had to work today, I did some work, too. I ended up having to deal with an annoying situation. Ugh. I miss the days when almost no one had to work between Christmas and New Year's. Anyway, that's boring.

I tried several times to get a good cock selfie today. I got hard every time my mind wandered to a certain Hot Wife and stayed there for more than a few seconds.. I keep running off to the bedroom with hard cock, camera and ruler in hand. I would turn on the camera, put the ruler on my cock (maybe a metal ruler isn't the best idea - it's cold) focus the camera on my cock, and...every time I got to that point, I was already starting to shrink. My cock is Very Nice when it's at its best. I still find looking at my hard cock arousing. But when it's anything less than rock solid, which it fortunately never is when I'm having sex (I guess I should knock on wood, no pun intended), it seems small and unimpressive to me. If I had the house to myself, I could have watched porn in the bedroom or something, but I didn't feel comfortable doing that with my wife just down the hall in her office.

Well, tomorrow is another day, full of promise and wonder.

I'd be happy with this. Nice and hard. Not me, but fairly close. 

Truth is sexier than fiction (Bull in a china shop, part 2)

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Bull in a china shop

Since last week, I've felt like Mr Tall, Dark and Hung-some in the pic above. It's a good way to feel! If the picture were accurate, my wife (far left) would have smaller tits and be half a head shorter than the blonde Hottie, and the cuck would be half a head taller than me, and he'd be just as happy as the rest of us. And my dick's cut.

My cock actually looks, feels, and seems bigger to me than it did 2 weeks ago. It's like a switch has been flipped inside my libido. Being dominant turns me on, and it turns my wife on, too. That's almost always true for us, but I'm usually also turned on by being submissive. Not now. It will be interesting when my wife dominates me this week or this weekend! It's her turn, and I'm looking forward to it. I think I'll be a difficult, controlling sub if she doesn't find a way to stop me! Maybe I'll flip the script, and dominate her instead...and then also dominate her again when it's "my turn" in our next session.

This morning, while my wife gave me oral, I imagined what it would be like to be deepthroated repeatedly and to have my cum swallowed. If I've ever been deepthroated, it was by my wife several years ago, and it was brief. I've had my cum swallowed only a handful of times in my whole life. My wife has swallowed twice, but she didn't enjoy it. She gives good head, and likes letting me cum in her mouth every time, and lets me stay there until I've completely finished orgasming (or at least for 30-60 seconds), but I love the idea of getting better head (my beautiful cock and I deserve it!), and especially the idea of being throated repeatedly by someone who gets off on it, and then having my cum swallowed by someone who loves to swallow (I eat a diet that's supposed to make my cum taste good. It tastes good to me, and my wife says it tastes good to her). The idea of a hot wife throating my cock and then swallowing my cum is really hot. It's hot if her little-dicked husband isn't there, and it's at least as hot if he is there.

What turns me on even more is the thought of pleasing her. I can give her good head, but I imagine her husband does that for her as much as she wants. I definitely want to explore her body. I know I'll get her very aroused with my hands and mouth all over her body. I'm sure I'll get aroused, too. I'm already rock hard just at the thought of it! I don't think I'd want to french kiss her, though. I think the only person I should kiss like that should be my wife. Maybe the cuckold couple feels the same. 

I absolutely must put my big cock inside her tight, hungry pussy and fuck her like the stud bull I am! The way such a beautiful, sexy woman deserves to be fucked. A good, deep, hard, intense sexual connection, lasting as long as she wants, or if it's just too hot for me to last that long, as many times as she wants. I'd love to have her multiple times in the space of a couple of days, or even more over a few days. I want to wear her out, and make us both blissed out and sore! 

I feel a primal desire to make her cum, and to cum inside her, hard and deep, as many times as possible. It's beautiful that the cuckold, and his wife, and  my wife will all want this to happen. We'll all get off on it, and be closer to our life partners because of it. 

This morning, I asked my wife to look me in the eye and tell me how she felt about sucking my cock. With her big, dark eyes full of sincere lust, and my cock looking huge between her full lips, she said she loves sucking my big cock! I closed my eyes and imagined a tall, built, gorgeous blonde Hot Wife was sucking me with even more enthusiasm and was even more turned on (when my wife turned around into a 69, she was seriously wet!). I imagined the Hot Wife deepthroating me repeatedly, and that it was taking some effort for her, but she wanted to do it so much that she was able to do it with style. I imagined that when I came, she would swallow with great pleasure, without any discussion, because it turned her on to swallow. 

I imagined that I'd already spent a good bit of time with her and her husband outside the bedroom, and that we liked each other a lot, with everybody so turned on we could hardly stand it, until finally, I took the hot wife off to bed. And it was even better than we'd imagined it would be!

I came in my wife's mouth and she kept her mouth on my cock until I completely finished cumming. I kept licking her clit the whole time, enjoying everything about everything. She broke the spell by getting off me and running off to spit and immediately brush her teeth. Well, at least her ass looked cute as it jiggled out of the room! 

I closed my eyes and imagined I'd just cum inside the Hot Wife. Again. She was beside me in the bed, still catching her breath in post-orgasmic bliss. Our bodies were pressed together. Moving apart was unimaginable. We looked at each other, and immediately felt the need to please each other again. I thought about the several times I'd cum inside my wife in the past few days, and imagined how I would feel if I'd cum inside the gorgeous tall, blonde Hottie all those times. Thinking about it prolonged the blissful, orgasmic afterglow. I hated having to open my eyes and get on with the realities of a workday. 

All day, the memory of the morning shined on me like the tropical sun, bathing me in the warmth of perfect fulfillment, combined with the anticipation of exploring the gorgeous, wonderful Hottie further, for now in fantasy and communication, and maybe someday soon, in a more real way. 

My Big Cock

Hi steve! That's Me on the left, you on the right!

After diving into the waters of SPH (small penis humiliation) and SPT (small penis teasing - that one's more fun!), I've realized that my dick isn't really small, and that it's fun to have a big dick!

I guess this makes it seem like I have some kind of multiple personality thing, but it's more like Whitman's line about containing multitudes. I have a slightly-above-average dick. It can play the role of a little dick, or a big dick. Whatever my wife and I are in the mood for.

I think if I were single, I'd be into cuckolding and other MFm kink. It's strange, but I'm not turned on by the thought of being the submissive guy with a couple. That's strange because I'm more submissive than dominant with women, and I was almost completely submissive in my one sexual relationship with a guy.

With a couple, I'd want to be the Stud Bull, and have my way with the wife, and maybe with both of them if he was into it. I love the thought of having sex with a hot wife, either in front of her chastised cuckold husband, or out of his sight. I also love the thought of her watching him suck me off, of cumming in his mouth, him showing both of us the cum before swallowing it. And his wife and I sharing a laugh about it!

I'm very turned on by the idea of a "peckering" order among guys, with big-dicked Alphas at the top of the food chain, medium-dicked guys like me in the middle, and little dick guys at the bottom. That's why, I think, I'm turned on both by the thought of a well-endowed Alpha male having my wife and basically being their slave, as well as the thought of having a small dick guy's wife while he submits to both of us.

Yep, multitudes.

This started out being about my dick, so let's make the case for my dick being big. My dick is AT LEAST 6.25 inches long. That's conservative. It's "bone-pressed", but very lightly bone-pressed. If I press harder, It's easily 6.5 inches, and if I really push it, it's over 6.75 inches. There's no ambiguity about the girth; that's 5.1 inches, just under 5 and 1/8 inches around. The head is 1.75 from side to side.

My cock is one of the biggest in the comments on this thread: https://lovesmallpenis.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/what-is-your-penis-size/

Which would satisfy a Hot Wife?

That's a really awesome blog I just discovered, by the way, about the adventures of a guy with a little dick - 4 inches long, 4.5 inches around - and his "hotwife". And yes, I had an orgasm today imagining several scenarios involving the three of us!

From this site - http://bl.ocks.org/abovethemean/raw/9395398/ - using the most conservative measurement of my cock (6.25 X 5.1 inches), I got the following:

89.59%

In a room of 1000 guys, 104 should be both longer and girthier than you.

Your dick is at most 13.04 in³ (7.23 fl oz)

That's more voluminous than 80.94% of dudes!

Yeah - being a typical sph/spt oriented guy, I immediately try to imagine the 104 guys with dicks bigger than mine.

But - 89th percentile? Does that seem like a small dick in any way?

Just for kicks, I checked out the stats on the favorite dick size for my wife and me, 7 inches long and 6 inches around (very close to both the Dream Dick and Vixskin Johnny.

97.58% In that room with 1000 guys, only 24 would have bigger dicks. Again, I am far too curious about those 24 guys! And even more curious about Mr. 97%!

Anyway... so in a rational world, I have a good-sized cock. In Kama Sutra terms, I'm a Bull. I think the reasons I feel small these days are 1) I'm feeling more submissive generally lately, 2) Lately, I only like porn featuring big dicks ("Horse" sized, in KS terms, 95th percentile in Super Complicated Dick Size Percentile Calculator terms), and when we play with dildos, they are similarly big, so all my comparisons make me look and feel small, and 3) My wife was a KS "Mare" when we met, now she is more like "Elephant". I think the last one is the most important reason. 

The difference between stevie (left) and Me is night and day. By comparison, the difference between Me and the Dream Dick  is pretty minor. 

My wife and I talked about this in bed yesterday morning before we had sex. I asked her again if she thought I had a little dick. She said she always thought it was big, until I started talking about it being small. I asked her if she liked it better as a big dick, or as a small dick. She immediately said "Big". She said she wasn't sure why I wanted her to think of it as small lately, and that she was OK with it either way, but she gets more turned on when I believe I have a big dick. Around this time, she picked up Vixskin Bandit, which I had been keeping warm next to my body.

I told her I think a lot of guys think their dicks are small, even when they're not. She asked me if that included even guys with really big dicks, and I said I thought so. She seemed surprised by this. She now had my cock in one hand, and with her other hand was lazily teasing her nipples with Bandit. 

I felt like driving from the bottom, and I was feeling submissive. I asked her "May I please kiss your ass, Goddess?" She said OK, and rolled over with her ass stuck out towards me. I started by kissing her lower back and ass cheeks, then moved on to licking her crack thoroughly before putting my dick between her feet and sticking my tongue into her asshole. I licked, sucked, and tongue-fucked her ass while I fucked her feet. When I paused, she spread her legs and I saw her put Bandit up to her pussy lips and rub her pussy all over with it. Then she put the head to her opening and teased it. 

I got really horny watching this, and suddenly, I HAD to fuck my wife. I moved up, rubbed her ass with my cock and basically pushed Bandit out of the way. I put myself into her and started fucking. No, it wasn't very tight, and she wasn't screaming or anything. She did moan softly a couple of times when I started going faster. I wasn't getting in very deep, but I could feel the top of her vaginal entrance, and I hoped I was hitting the top wall. 

I thought of how it would be to watch a bigger guy fuck her. The thought that she'd never want my little dick inside her again if she ever got fucked by a Dream Dick or a Johnny-sized guy made me cum. I stayed inside her as long as I could. After about a minute or so, she was ready to disengage. I felt disappointed, but I was also turned on (mentally) by how easy it was for her to get my cock out of her: she just rotated her hips forward, and the two inches or so of my dick that was in her just popped out. And I was still hard! 

This morning, she surprised me with a blowjob. I asked just her if she loved my dick, She said she did. I asked if she still wanted to feel a bigger one inside her, and she said she did! I asked her to tell me she loved my little dick, but that she was more turned on by big dicks. She said it, and then she started kissing her way down to my dick. When she started sucking it, I asked her to look me in the eye. I love watching her suck my cock! As usual, it looked huge in her mouth. I asked her if she liked sucking my dick. She said "Mmm Hmm!" with her mouth still on it. I asked her to keep looking me in the eye, and tell me she liked sucking my little dick. She laughed and said "I LOVE sucking your little dick!" 

Then she turned into a 69 and sat on my face. Bandit was handy again, so while I licked her clit, I also rubbed Bandit on her ass crack, and then started rubbing it on her pussy lips, and pressing the head against the opening. She didn't press back, and got annoyed when I kept going. I put Bandit aside. She started fucking my face really hard and I came hard in her mouth in a few seconds. I never stopped licking her hard clit, and I thought maybe she was going to stay on long enough to swallow, but instead she went off to the bathroom. Still, it was awesome, and I felt great all day. 

In the afternoon, I saw that I had an email from the "lovesmallpenis" blog. They (Steve and his Hotwife 'Hottie') wanted to let me know my comment (about my penis) had been approved. That got me thinking about how much fun it would be to have a much bigger dick than another guy, and to dominate him. And, of course, to fuck his wife to a number of orgasms, and then to cum - hard - deep inside her! It's only a fantasy, but wow, it would feel so right!

If you read this, Steve and Hottie, please let me know your thoughts! 

She thinks I have a little dick! (Finally!)

I wonder if it's self sabotage, relationship sabotage, maybe low self-esteem, or just plain old self-hate. Whatever it is, for the past 3 years I've been working steadily to convince my wife that I have a little dick. Which is not true, I guess, even though it feels true. Anyway, I think she is finally convinced.

My dick is 6.3 inches long and 5.125 inches around when it's fully erect. The head is 1.75 inches across at its widest. My dick is about the same width all the way down the head and shaft. It's straight. I'm circumcised. I'm stocky, so when I see my big self in the mirror, my dick looks like it's about 4 inches long, It doesn't look that thick in the mirror, either. When I look down at my wife sucking my cock, it looks huge in her mouth. She can't deepthroat it, although I think she might have deepthroated me a few years ago. Or maybe she just used her hand and mouth together so well that I thought she did. I kept my eyes closed a lot in those days.


When I put my dick next to the cyberskin Dream Dick, it looks small. Small dick (me) on left, big dick (Dream Dick) on right. Who would YOU pick? For the past couple of months, I've been including the Dream Dick in our sex. A couple of weeks ago, I told her it would turn me on to watch her suck it. Turns out, she got turned on sucking it, and I think, more turned on by my reaction (immediate orgasm). The next time, I told her what a turn-on it would be to see her rub it against her pussy. She REALLY liked that.

Last night, she fucked herself with the Dream Dick for the first time. And I think nothing will be the same again.

First, I dominated her. I started with some foot worship, then I gave her a little spanking, leather slapper, whip and thin-tipped crop. The one she hated the most was the crop. Then I had her take off my silk shorts and suck my balls. She managed to suck both at the same time. I found this a little humiliating and slightly, wonderfully, painful. That's when my dominance started slipping.

Then I had her suck my dick, and to try to deepthroat me. She didn't succeed. She couldn't even get within 2 fingers of the bottom. I felt her throat, but I could tell she didn't want to challenge her gag reflex. I almost came in her mouth, but I stopped her and had her bend over the bed.

I lubed up my cock and her ass, and started tying to penetrate her ass. Try, try again. Her bare feet kept slipping on the carpet and she kept sliding away from me. But finally, I found it and slid the head of my cock in. It didn't seem to hurt her much, if any! This is a first. Her ass didn't feel that tight. I couldn't seem to get very far into her. The only noises she made were noises of annoyance. I started fucking her ass, and all I could think about was that I couldn't dominate my wife properly because I have a little dick and no skill using it. It was awkward and not that that hot. I told her to push back, to ride my cock with her ass. She moved herself, but I never went very far in. She didn't seem to be feeling it.

I asked her, as I've asked her in anal sex a few times before, "Do you wish I had a big dick now?" Last time, she started to say yes, but caught herself and said that I do have a big dick.

This time, she simply said, "Yes!", with more passion than she'd shown so far that evening. I was kink of crushed, but also hugely turned on. I told her to say it, and she said, again with some heat, that she wished I had a BIG dick. I started fucking her harder, but I could tell she wasn't really feeling me, and that sent me right over the edge.

It was an OK orgasm. I was in a rotten mood after it, and went to bed early.

When I asked her about it this morning, after a good night's sleep, yes indeed, she had noticed that I came right after she said she wished I had a big dick. She giggled a little remembering it. She said that was only part of last night she really liked. She tried to backpedal and say that she thought I did have a big dick, but when I told her she sounded more honest saying she wished I had a big dick, she agreed that was how she honestly felt! She admitted my dick didn't feel that big in anal! Or in her pussy! She agreed that she wanted to feel a big dick inside her. That a big dick turned her on, and that my dick doesn't turn her on as much as a big dick does! I felt smaller, and more turned on with each admission!

Me (middle) compared with a little one, and a big one.

I should pause at this point to say that her official story is that she's seen only two (I think) other dicks, and that both were smaller than mine. How much smaller I don't know. She says she doesn't really remember. I like to think they were something like the smallest dick in the comparison photo above! She used to go on and on about how big my dick is. She used to scream sometimes during sex. But lately her reaction to sex has been mild.

I should also mention at this point that at some time in the middle of last night, I got the Dream Dick out of the cabinet and warmed it up against my body, so that it was nice and body-temperature warm and right by my leg under the covers while we're having this discussion about her honest assessment of my dick. I felt her rub against it at least once.

I tell her I don't think I'll be able to dominate her again anytime soon. She smirks, and then asks me why not. I say, "Because you think I have a little dick." I tell her she can fuck another man if she wants, I'll even find the guy for her. My only conditions are that he has a bigger dick than me - and that I have to be there when it happens. She says she doesn't ever want to have sex with anyone else. I notice she has the Dream Dick in her hand. She rubs it on her tits, and looks me in the eye. She puts it to her lips, and, still looking me in the eye, kisses the head several times before closing her eyes, and taking the Dream Dick's head in her mouth. She tells me to eat her!

I immediately start licking her pussy lips and quickly get to the clit. I put my middle finger inside her pussy. I explore the entrance, then the "ceiling". I reach in deep and tease the back wall. I slide it in and out, putting some upward pressure on the top of her vagina, teasing the most engorged part, where we both think her G-spot is. At the same time, I am licking up and down and all around her clit in a semi-random way. I put my pinky against her ass, but don't insert it, I just tease it a little. She clearly likes what I'm doing. She has her hands to her side. I notice that at some point she set the Dream Dick down. I think about the widely-held belief that guys with little dicks give the best head. The thought turns me on and makes me want to do an even better job. She gets off on my efforts and dutifully cums 3 or 4 times. I suck on her tits and smell her armpits while she cools down afterwards.

She asks me how I want to cum. I ask her if she wants me to put my little dick inside her. She says yes, put your dick in me. I ask her to ask me to put my little dick inside her. She asks me: "Put your little dick inside me!" I move her legs apart, and easily slide my cock into her. With her legs spread, I feel like I'm deep inside her, but I don't reach her cervix (I'm not sure if I ever did; maybe I used to). She feels loose, and that both turns me on and off at the same time. I ask her if she can feel me. She says she can. I ask her if I feel big inside her. She says I do NOT!

She pinches my nipple. I feel like I'm going to cum! But just then, she says her legs are killing her, and she needs to close them. So I manage to stay inside her while she closes her legs and I move my legs outside hers.

This is kind of the ultimate position to fuck in if you want to feel like you have a tiny dick. I can penetrate maybe an inch or two in this position, although she is able to squeeze on my dick and make it feel good. But for some reason, even though the thought of how small my dick must feel in my wife is a turn-on, I'm not that aroused after changing positions. I have kept talking most of the time, mostly about getting her to confirm that my dick is small, and confirming that she would like the fucking better if my dick were big, and that it does turn her on a lot that I want to see her get fucked by an Alpha male with a big dick.

But she's annoyed that I won't stop talking, She puts the Dream Dick up to my lips and says "Shut up and suck my boyfriend's COCK!" I suck it. She holds it and pushes it deep into my mouth. I gag. That amuses her and she keeps pushing it deep in my mouth. She chokes me with her other hand but that makes me realize I have a slight headache and the choking makes it worse. Now, my legs are starting to hurt and my cock is starting to soften a bit. It's also a little sore. This is its second workout in less than 12 hours! I pull out.

I ask her if she'd rather I fuck her from behind, or instead kiss her ass. She is annoyed. She says "Kiss my ASS!".  She rolls over and her ass looks great, and it seems a wonderfully submissive thing to put my face in it. I put my dick between her feet and start kissing her ass. She is holding the Dream Dick, lovingly it seems. I kiss her ass for awhile, but can't cum. My fingers wander to her pussy. It's seriously wet. I want to cum but I'm having trouble getting there. I pull my dick out from between her feet and stroke it.

my dick (left) vs the Dream Dick

another view

I stop and ask her if she's ready to find out what a big dick feels like. She says she is NOT. I ask her to rub the Dream Dick on her pussy lips - the words I use are "will you just rub it against yourself, then, and tease yourself with the tip, until you're ready to feel it inside you?" She starts rubbing it on her pussy lips. I keep kissing her ass, and moaning my arousal at seeing her love the big dick. She lines up the head with her vaginal entrance, and I can feel her pleasure. I make some kind of very turned on noise! She asks me if I like that. I say yes!  I feel like I'm going to cum any second. I put my dick back between her feet.

She asks if she should put it inside her. I say YES! She pushes the tip into her! I want to stop her, but even more I want to see what happens next! She gasps! She pulls it back out, slowly. She rubs the Dream Dick on my face for 30 seconds or so, then lines it up again, and pushes the tip back in, This time, the head goes in, then another inch or so. She is enjoying it! She moves it in and out, going in a little deeper very slowly. She never gets all of it in her, but she is enjoying herself. I ask her how it feels and she just moans in a way that says OMG! I ask her if it feels better than mine and she says OH YEAH! I ask how much and she says A LOT! She starts fucking herself faster. I put my face back up her ass and I can feel how tense she is. I try to put my tongue back in her ass, but it's too tight! I lick the Dream Dick as it slides in and out of her. She tenses. I'm not sure, but I think she cums!

I keep fucking her feet with my dick, and trying to fuck her asshole with my tongue. I keep feeling like I'm just about to cum, but I can't get over the edge. I stroke myself some more, but I'm sore and not really feeling it anymore. I do something I haven't done in a long time: I fake my orgasm! I just act like I cum on myself and then I get a kleenex and pretend to wipe it up. Then I snuggle up to her. She is both blissful and a little pissed off.

I ask her how she liked the big dick. She makes a very happy noise. I ask her if she loves my little dick. She says she loves my dick. I ask her to tell me she loves my little dick. She says she loves my little dick! I ask her if she likes the big dick better. She says yes! I ask her to tell me she loves my little dick but likes the big dick better. She says it. I again tell her that I would be OK with her having sex with a big-dicked Alpha male right in front of me. Again, she tells me that it turns her on to think about, but she never wants to do it.

I went back to bed at lunchtime, and fucked the Fleshlight Flight while going back and forth between sucking the Dream Dick and sniffing a fresh pair of my wife's panties. I came in maybe 10 minutes, a surprisingly powerful and prolonged orgasm. It was the sensation of my cock in the Flight that did it for me. I imagined it was my wife's mouth, then her pussy, then her ass. I think I was imagining it was her ass when I came. In my fantasy, she was giving head to Mr. Big and really working her ass on my dick. I could tell my cock was near the end of the Flight when I came.

Where do we go from here? I don't know, but I'm looking forward to finding out!

I'm a complete sucker for a big dominant dick

It's all I thought about today.

This week has been strange. I'm in a different time zone than my usual one, while my wife is at home. She's a bit pissed off at me, because this trip came up unexpectedly. But I couldn't say no, so here we are. I'll be home after tomorrow at least.

I found they have CL here, too. And lots of dudes wanting to suck dick and/or get fucked, a few wanting to fuck and/or get their dicks sucked. Most of the ones wanting a blowjob, or to fuck someone are looking for a feminine guy with little or no body hair, soft young skin, and slender physique. In other words, kind of the opposite of me. Well, I do have soft skin!

But the guys looking for dick to suck are a lot less picky.

I'm seriously tempted to get my dick sucked. I'm confident if I posted something, within 90 minutes some cute cocksucking bitch would be digesting my 3 day sperm load! But I'm not interested in getting my dick sucked, as much as I am interested in sucking a dick.

Preferably a big dick, attached to a dominant man.

It has occurred to me lately that a dick doesn't have to be huge to seem huge. The guy I used to give blowjobs to had a dick about 6" long, and something like 4.75" around. That may not seem like a big dick "by the numbers", but when my hands were tied and he was straddling my face, fucking my mouth - HARD - trust me, that was a BIG dick. It went into my throat with each hard, fast thrust, making me gag a little each time. The best/worst part was that I was almost powerless to stop it. Finally, when I thought I was going to puke, I managed to turn my head enough to get his dick out of my mouth.. I still remember the pain of his hard dick poking into my cheek - hard enough to leave a bruise! A few minutes later, I was digesting his seed!

Well, it's not going to happen tonight. But it's fun to fantasize about it.

The morning before I left, my wife, who was VERY pissed off at me, having just found out that I'd be away for the next week, told me she wasn't going to give me a blowjob, or let me fuck her. She said I could either kiss her ass and jerk off, or fuck my fleshlight while I suck a dildo as she's rubbing her ass in my face. She gave me this choice right after I licked her to multiple orgasms, the first of which was powerful. Women!

Well, I chose the fleshlight option. She picked the "cinnamon" (ie African Brown) Cyber Cock for me to suck. Interestingly enough, it's the same size as my friend's dick was (and presumably still is). I lubed up the fleshlight and slid myself in, then lay down on top of it on the bed. I took the dick in my hand and started sucking it as I began thrusting inside the fleshlight. Sucking cock in front of my wife is always humiliating in an arousing way! The fact that she likes seeing me suck is so...I guess humiliating is the word.

For some reason, she is into black guys lately. She claims she doesn't want to have sex with a black guy, but she says she would like to see me suck a black guy's cock, and to get bent over and fucked like a bitch by him! Anyway...

So I'm sucking the "black" Cyber Cock down to the balls, over and over and over, and fucking the fleshlight. My wife has taken off her top, and now her sweatpants and panties. She looks me in the face, smirks, and then turns around and shoves her ass into my face. She wiggles it around tauntingly, then pushes it back into my face. I pull my mouth off the Cyber Cock and let her push her pussy against it. Her pussy is VERY wet! She rubs herself against my face, and the Cyber Cock, for a few moments. I can't help myself - I want to see that black cock going into her pussy! I put the tip of the dildo against her pussy opening, and push gently, waiting for her to push herself back onto it. Instead, she says "What are you doing?!" She says she doesn't want anyone else's dick but mine inside her, which I have to admit is extremely good! She says I have to suck the cum out of that cock, and I had better keep it in my mouth until "he" cums! So I keep sucking, and she keeps rubbing her ass on my face, with her asshole right in front of my nose.

She says, "I hope I fart on you while you're sucking that dick!", and in a few seconds, I cum!. It's a good, long, powerful orgasm, but I don't feel that great about it. I can't wait to get home so we can make up - and have some "nice" passionate sex!

At least my sister was able to stay with my wife this week, as she (my wife) hates being in the house by herself.

Now I shall think sexy thoughts until I'm digesting my own seed - and then, to sleep!

Adventures in Amateur Pegging

Smothered, farted on repeatedly, and then fucked hard!

That was my adventure this weekend. I told my wife that it had been too long since we'd played. I said that I would dominate her next if she didn't dominate me before Monday. So, yesterday evening, she told me to get ready to be fucked, and then "report" to the living room.

I ran and cleaned myself up, preparing my ass with the Tantus Ryder and then with Vixskin Johnny. After I could put in and pull out Johnny with no pain, I cleaned up myself and the dildos, put on some sexy undies (!), got a few toys ready for play, and then dutifully "reported" to the living room. She was pleased with my quickness and my undies!

She had moved some furniture around, pulling the low coffee table right up against the couch, so I could lie with my head on the couch and my body on the table. She had moved two of the cushions apart, and placed a pillow in the space between. She had also stacked the cushions from the loveseat on top of the sofa cushions, making a nice arrangement for facesitting! When she sat down, her ass crack pressed lightly against my nose. She wore a knee-length wool skirt, and black knee-high socks.

After I put my head between the cushions, and stretched out on my back on the table (surprisingly comfortable!), she sat down. She looked back at me across her shoulder, said "you're in for it! I'm going to fart A LOT in the next hour or so - just lay there and suck it all up like the good little BITCH you are. If you have any complaints, tell them to my ASS!". And then she spread out her skirt and sat down. The last thing I saw before the world went totally black was her pink cotton panties, descending rapidly towards my face. And then... darkness.

Her ass crack was directly on my nose, pressing down just enough to be slightly uncomfortable. I could smell that she had worn the panties all day (and she'd been busy all day). She had eaten black beans for lunch and had said she felt very gassy several times that afternoon.

She switched on the TV and started watching some show about celebrity gossip. The TV sound was muffled by the thick skirt. It was already quite warm under there, even after just a couple of minutes. She put her feet up on my stomach, just short of my erect cock, which would have been super obvious in the undies I was wearing.

Some music started playing on the show she was watching, and she started moving to the music, sort of like she was dancing - on my face! When she bounced up and down, her ass pressed uncomfortably on my nose. I struggled to get my hands under her ass, so that I could push her up off me, but she grabbed my wrists and put my hands down by my side!

In a few minutes, she pulled up a little, paused for several seconds, sighed, and then sat back down. I got even more aroused when I realized she had just tried hard to fart on me! A few minutes later, she did it again - only this time I felt the hot "wind" in my nose about the same time I heard the soft "pppbbbbtt" sound and smelled the methane/sulfur smell of her fart! She almost immediately pushed out a longer, louder fart, and then sat down hard! Every breath I took for quite awhile reeked of fart gas! Feeling very submissive, I tried to "filter" the fart by breathing in as much as I could, holding my breath for 15 seconds, and then then breathing in another lungful, until I couldn't smell the farts any longer.

But in a few minutes more, she farted again, loudly and proudly! Her ass jiggled with her laughter as I struggled to breath in as much of her gas as I could. She said something, but her thick skirt muted her voice. I guess she realized I hadn't heard her, because she sat up enough to look my in the eye, laugh, and then ask me if I was OK. I said, "Yes, goddess!" and she laughed again before sitting down again.

This went on for about an hour! I was in heaven. She must have farted 15 times or more, and by the end, the smell just stayed in there, no matter how hard I tried to breathe it all. Finally she got up and told me to go to the bedroom, take off my "panties", and bend over the bed! I practically ran to the bedroom, pulled off my undies, lubed my ass quickly, lubed up my Fleshlight Flight and put my cock into it, and bent over the bed.

I heard her come into the room, and then I felt "her dick" (Vixskin Johnny in her Kinklabs "Adjustable Strap-on Dildo Harness"), and her hands on my shoulders. She leaned down, rubbing her huge cock on my leg. She whispered in my ear, "Are you ready to get fucked, bitch?!" I said, "Yes, goddess!" She reached into the bedside cabinet and came back with a "black cock" for me to suck (Cyberskin Cyber Cock "Cinnamon"). She put the cock on the bed in front of me and said, "Suck his cock for me while I fuck you right in front of him, bitch!"

She watched as I took the dildo lovingly in my hands, and started sucking it deep while also gently massaging the balls. She lubed up her cock and expertly slid it up and down my ass crack, before finding the right spot and pushing it right into my asshole! It was a bit too much, so I moved forward on the bed to keep her from just plunging it in to the hilt! After a couple of minutes, she was inside me.

She started fucking me and I felt my cock move inside the Fleshlight. I pushed back into her thrusts, and thrust myself forward into the "slave tube" before pushing back to impale myself again on her big, hard, superior cock! She started fucking me harder and I knew I would cum soon. Then she paused - and with her cock still balls-deep in my ass released her largest fart of the day. She told me she wished it had all gone into my nose! I felt her breasts against my back and her hands moving from my shoulders to my neck. She pushed my head up and down on the Cyber Cock. She said, "Suck that superior man's cock, bitch! Make him cum in your mouth and then swallow all of it!"

She said she wished she had a real cock so she could know what it would really feel like to fuck me. That, and the feeling of her breasts moving on my back, sent me over the edge. I told her I was cumming, and asked her to put her cock all the way in me! She did. I spurted and spurted and spurted. Finally, I was finished and she got off me. She wanted to give me a big kiss, which surprised me, because usually when she farts on me, she doesn't want to kiss me again for awhile. I was in post-orgasmic bliss, made even more blissful by the show of affection!

The day before we played, I woke up with her mouth on my "morning wood". After enjoying another minute or so of pure bliss, I rolled her over and licked / fingered her to a series of orgasms. The first was the most intense, complete with internal vaginal spasms and leg shaking. And she almost put holes in my ears with her fingernails! That's how it felt, anyway! After giving her a few more Os, I sucked her breasts for a few minutes before fucking her for about 10 minutes in missionary, then flat doggy, then returning to missionary for the finish. She used her kegel muscles to "grab" my cock, which made for a very intense orgasm. It was special to cum while kissing her!

We're really close right now. I've barely looked at porn since the last entry, and I haven't downloaded anything for a few days. I did spend a few minutes looking at porn videos earlier today. After lunch, I watched a couple of amateur films, which were somewhat arousing, and then I watched a "blowbang" with Delilah Strong and 4 black guys, all of whom have MUCH bigger dicks than mine! Yes, I imagined I was her, and that those guys were "forcing" me to suck all their dicks and swallow all their cum! That thought sent me running to the bedroom for "relief".

I fucked the Fleshlight while alternating between sniffing her panties (the pink ones from the weekend!) and sucking on the Cyber Cock, remembering her words and actions from a truly remarkable play session! I came after sniffing her panties and remembering the smelly farts I was "forced" to smell while my face was "trapped" under her skirt!

I could easily cum again right now just thinking about these things... but I'm hopeful that she'll want to give me a blowjob in the morning! Wish me luck!