Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Gonna have to face it - I'm addicted to porn

I don't think there's any doubt. I download 10 or more scenes in an average day, even though I watch just a couple of them (if any) when I masturbate. I do look at porn sometimes if I want to have sex with my wife but I'm not horny, but again, that's usually just a scene, or short snippets from a few scenes.

I like to feel like I have great taste in porn, and that I'm up to date on what's going on. I have a lot of favorite porn stars, from yesterday and today, and I like to collect their best (i.e, sluttiest) scenes. Right now, I'm searching for scenes from Monica Sweetheart, Sarah Vandella, Phoenix Marie, Kelly Devine, Chanel Preston, Black Angelika, Holly Michaels, Jennifer White, Tiffany Mynx, Katja Kassin, Angel Dark, Kagney Linn Karter, Bree Olson, Rebeca Linares, Gauge, Bobbi Starr, Sandra Romain, Kissy Kapri, Rita Faltoyano, Ashley Long, Alexis Texas, Sophie Dee, Velicity Von, Nika Noire, Annette Schwarz, Cathy Heaven, and Melissa Lauren. Among others!

I like well-built sluts! Well, I guess they're really whores, not sluts per se, but whatever. I like porn stars with real, curvy bodies, who really like sex. Many of my favorites are into both vanilla, and kinky, porn. For example, Sophie Dee is AMAZING. She does anal, swallows - AND sit on guy's faces, busts their balls, and fucks guys with strap-ons. Whatever she does, she seems to enjoy doing. And that makes me enjoy watching her do it!

The addiction part is what worries me. I've been spending WAY too much time "researching", searching for, and downloading scenes from my many favorite porn stars, hours each day, and often, it stops me from doing other things. I haven't been exercising enough lately, for one. Even this blog has suffered, because when I'm downloading porn, it makes Blogger take too long to load. I decided to post this in between downloads. After I finish, I'm going to do some overdue software updates, restart the computer, and then get back to work. And of course, I'll get back to downloading, too.

I usually have one download going at a time during the workday, two if my wife's not also working from home. At night, when neither of us is using the computer, I often have three downloads going at once.

And now that I'm looking at it, I'm wondering WHY. Obviously, I love porn, and I love to have it around to get me horny, and/or to get me off when my wife's not in the mood, or it's that time of the month, etc. And I love to have enough variety so there's always something new to watch. But do I really need multiple TERABYTES of it?!? I guess it's not a big deal. It doesn't interfere with my work (much) or my social life (much), and it definitely doesn't stop my wife and me from having mind-blowing sex several times a week. I'm not going blind, or going broke, from it. Which is good, because I don't see myself stopping anytime soon!

Speaking of mind-blowing sex with my wife... we've had sex several times since the last entry. If I recall correctly, she's given me two blowjobs (and she kissed the cum into my mouth after one of those), I've fucked her once (I came inside her in the "lazy doggy" position), and yesterday morning, I came with my tongue up her ass and my dick between her feet. After I finished cumming on her feet, I licked up the cum. Awesome.

Maybe best of all, three days ago, I came the same way - but that day she farted in my face three times! We didn't hook up this morning, but maybe we will tonight. She's way overdue for "her turn" dominating - but I may take charge instead!

I just came inside a masturbation sleeve before writing this, sniffing a fragrant pair of her panties and sucking on Vixskin Johnny, Vixskin Goodfella, Softskin Elvis - and the one that got me off, Vixskin Outlaw. That's the biggest, blackest cock in my collection. I briefly imagined my wife "making" me suck a real cock just like it and then, even more briefly, I imagined my wife having sex with a real cock just like it. And then, I sniffed her panties again and came in the masturbation sleeve. As usual with fantasies like that, I didn't feel completely wonderful about it afterwards. But fortunately, it's just a fantasy and the reality is truly wonderful!

And now, back to the sluts! :)

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