Continuing to Kick ASS

Life is better than I ever thought possible!

Since my last entry, I've dominated my wife 3 times, and she's swallowed my cum TWICE! This after over a decade of refusing to swallow at all.

One of the two times was tonight, after a stellar "slave" blowjob. Maybe it's the collar... I bought a lovely steel collar a couple of years ago, intending it for myself. It was incredibly inexpensive - and it didn't fit my big neck! But I realized last week that it would be a perfect fit for my wife, and this evening, I put it around her neck and was thrilled to find it fit exactly right. She likes it, and it seemed to make her feel submissive. I've never gotten such a worshipful blowjob! I watched her the whole time, and directed the action. It ended with my cumming in her mouth and her swallowing without hesitation.

Wow!!!

This was a very straightforward session, with almost nothing but oral submission. I did smack her around a little with the leather slapper, when she resisted my command to let her hair down. But mostly it was just my dominant cock in her submissive mouth, ending with her digesting my seed. Yes!

The first time she swallowed, which was a couple of weeks ago, the session was a bit longer and more involved. I had her put on a skimpy outfit and dance for me, then I whipped her ass and back (marks!), lubed up her ass, and used some anal toys on her. I wanted to plug her ass with the Tantus Ryder, and for her to have that up her ass while she blew me, but that plug was just a little too big. I tried a smaller plug, but it kept falling out. Oh, well.

I've felt more fulfilled than I can ever remember since the first time she swallowed. It's hard for her to understand, but I just feel completely accepted and desired by her. Maybe it's silly, but it's also REAL. I hope she keeps on swallowing.

I didn't think she ever would, and I was OK with that. For the past several months, every time I've dominated her, I've offered her the choice of swallowing, or receiving anal. Until a few weeks ago, she always chose anal. Then, unexpectedly, one night she chose to swallow. And then, when I came in her mouth, she spat it out. Which SUCKED.

The next couple of times, she chose anal, which was awesome. Two weeks ago, she chose swallowing again - and I was prepared. I told her if she didn't follow through and actually swallow, I would get to dominate her again in three days. And that's why she swallowed! Hey, whatever works, right?

She was supposed to dominate me this past weekend, but she was too tired. Lately, I've been feeling so dominant that I didn't mind. I will offer myself to her again this weekend, and I have a feeling she'll dominate me!

The most dominant things she's done lately are to fart in my face a couple of times, to have me cum while kissing her ass a couple of times - and to kiss my cum into my mouth for swallowing several times! That's another thing I didn't think she'd ever do again, but now it's becoming a regular thing, and I fucking LOVE it!!

Ridiculously, I've also been downloading more porn than ever before. I'm running out of space on my "porn drive". I don't even know WHY I keep doing it. I guess because it's free, and because there's more of what I like (gorgeous women receiving anal and swallowing, femdom, etc.) available than ever before.

But sex with my wife is so amazing that I've hardly been masturbating at all, and when I do, I usually just sniff a recently-worn pair of her panties and/or suck on a realistic dildo while I fuck a masturbation sleeve. I have been using porn to get hard before approaching my wife for sex, but I already have gigs and gigs of "stiffening" material. I really don't need more, but still I keep adding a dozen or so scenes to my collection ever day, usually of my favorite stars doing my favorite things. Oh, well.

I deactivated both my profiles on the bdsm social site. I have zero interest in involving anyone else in our sex life. Even fantasizing about it has lost its zing. I married the right woman, and I hope she feels the same about me!

And now, I'm off to bed with her. Life is perfect, and I'm gratefully blissed out. Goodnight!