Safety Dance

I've been traveling a lot and have been away from my wife more often than not for the past month. This is a drag, but I've still had a lot of good sex -- without cheating!

I had with me the following:

• My trusty Slipinside (#1) masturbation sleeve. My wife calls this my "slave tube".
  
• Lube.
  
• A short parachute cord necklace, which I use to tie my balls. I've attached a 1 inch metal ring (with a butterfly knot if you're curious) so I can clip my balls to things.
• A split heavy o-ring, also for testicle bondage. It also has an attachment ring on the bottom. It screws together with an allen wrench and with a 1.5 inch inner diameter, it's tight!
  
• A 20 lb dumbbell (doubles as a workout device!)
• 2 carabiners and some 1/2 inch webbing.
• A set of handcuffs.
• A set of leg cuffs.
• A leather collar with ring attachment points.
  
• A vibrating butt plug.
• A fur-lined leather slapper.
• A short (3') leather whip.
• A cyberskin dream dick.
  
• 8 porn tapes (I Swallow, Down the Hatch, Cream Pie for the Straight Guy, Femdom Facesitters, The Art of the CumFart, Swedish Erotica and Fashionistas).

I ended up watching only I Swallow, specifically the first scene, where Bobbi Bliss DEVOURS 3 HUGE black dicks. I couldn't watch more than about a minute each of the five or six times before cumming. I stood at the desk in my room, bound my balls and then attached them with webbing and carabiners to the dumbell, so that it pulled hard when I stood up enough to put my dick (in the slipinside) on the desk. Then I pressed play, cuffed my hands behind my back and fucked the tube.

Came in a minute or so, pressed Stop with my nose, carefully turned around, grabbed the handcuff key off the desk, spent a minute or two undoing the cuffs (I need more practice) and then released my balls, which felt SO good and continued the orgasmic sensation for another 30 seconds or so, giving me a VERY satisfying orgasm of about 2.5 minutes! A couple of times my dick came out of the tube before I could undo my balls, but every time was excellent.

I also have a selection of porn & fetish porn short movies and pictures on a secure external drive. I masturbated a couple of times looking at pics. I used the bed for these.

One time I tied my balls and then loaded on my laptop a full screen pic of Peaches (Hungarian porn model, gorgeous brunette, 6' tall, voluptuous tits & ASS) , carefully placed the computer on the bed, cuffed my hands behind my back and flung myself down on the bed as if I'd been thrown down. Then I stared at Her Superior ASS and fantasized that She had just thrown me down on the bed and was going to abuse me for Her sadistic pleasure.

I am Her full-time real-life slave; She is secretly very dominant and sadistic. She keeps me, a former unsatisfying lover (too short, not muscular enough, dick too small), around as her willing personal slave because 1) She enjoys wielding power and giving pain; 2) She enjoys the heady sensation of being worshiped by an inferior and 3) being a busy woman with several male and female sexual partners and a demanding full-time modeling career to juggle, She really needs help that saves time, help like doing all the housekeeping (of course) as well as more personal duties such as dressing and bathing Her, wiping Her Ass after She goes to the bathroom, licking Her to orgasm daily -- that sort of thing. If I am good and it amuses Her, She allows me to cum every day or two.

This is my reward orgasm. As always, she makes it humiliating.

She whips me as I stare at photo of Her Ass and fuck the slave tube. The whip falls hard again and again on my back, ass and thighs. Then she puts Her big Foot on the back of my head and stands up onto the bed. She puts Her other foot on my balls and rocks back and forth in a surfer stance. It hurts! She laughs.

She wears the handcuff key around Her neck and a very short dress that just barely comes down below Her Ass. She has her hair tied back in a ponytail. She is topless and barefoot. She is standing behind me holding the whip in a loose coil. I see Her in the mirror and myself also. She towers over me in an aura of pure Power. She glows. She places Her Foot under my mouth and orders me to kiss it, to lick it, to suck Her toes one by one and lick between them. She tells me to cum with the taste of Her foot in my mouth. She squats down until She is sitting on my head. She is heavy but Her ASS is so smooth and sexy on my head I don't mind the weight (though I do feel completely owned). Her dress falls forward and blocks out everything else. She is the whole world. I fuck the tube harder and try to keep worshiping Her Foot, which is still in my mouth.

Suddenly She farts and the smell is noxious and strong! I feel Her shake with laughter. The smell lingers powerfully inside the prison of Her dress. She farts again! I feel Her Pussy hair move on my head as she continues to laugh. I breathe as much of Her Fart as I can; the smell is inescapable. No matter how much of it I breathe, I want more! I can't help it! I feel the wetness of Her Pussy on my head and I cum, moaning loudly as a I do. She leans back and grabs the ring attached to my balls. She pulls WAY too hard and laughs again when my body jerks. Keeping the pressure on my balls, She reaches under me and rips the tube rudely off my dick, rolls me over and tells me to open wide -- She is going to make me eat my own cum out of the slave tube!

That's just one of several submissive fantasy sessions I had while away from my wife. I also cuffed my hands in front of me and sucked dick a couple of times, once with the butt plug in my butt, fantasizing that my Goddess was forcing me to suck dick, and/or to suck Her strap on in front of Her superior (to me) male lover(s) while She had sex with them. Of course the butt plug was Her doing, too!

I also put on the leg cuffs and connected them too tightly to my balls. I slapped myself with the slapper -- fur side on my balls, leather side on my face and ass. I whipped myself... I fantasized that other people (mostly women but also men) were binding, dominating, using and abusing me to amuse themselves. For some reason, I'm really into nut bondage and torture lately, probably because of the intense orgasmic sensations, so that was part of every session.

I had dominant fantasies, too. Even for those I bound my balls. Sometimes I fantasized I was fucking another man's wife, having beaten him in personal combat. I fantasized the man had to suck My Balls while I fucked his wife; I'd made a deal with him that I'd pull out of his wife before I came if he agreed to eat My Cum and to keep his face near My Dick at all times, mouth wide open. He had to keep his eyes on My Dick at all times, too. I reneged on the deal, cumming inside his wife's pussy or ass anyway. Then I stuck My Dick in his mouth for the last couple of spurts.

I love masturbation! I'm very glad to be back with my wife but if you have a good imagination, you can ALWAYS have a good time AND remain faithful.