We'll, I'm back to considering giving blowjobs to some lucky guy(s). Sex with my wife is good, but she hasn't wanted to fuck me or make me suck it lately. I dunno, I probably won't actually go for it.
On the one hand, I know the idea of my being sexually submissive to another guy turns my wife on, but on the other hand, she draws a hard line at being with anyone but me - which I'm all in favor of! It's a fun fantasy to imagine her making me suck a guy's dick, or to bend over for a guy, and even more fun to imagine the guy I'm sucking and/or being fucked by is her boyfriend, also a submissive guy - but not quite as submissive as me. He's taller, more muscular - and of course, has a bigger dick than me. He dominates me. She dominates both of us. When he wants sex and my wife isn't available, he gets whatever he wants, whenever he wants, from me. That is a hot FANTASY. I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work in real life!
I was feeling ridiculously submissive when we were traveling recently, and I told her I had bought a chastity device. She says she wants to see it on me, and that scares me! And excites me, too, of course. I like the idea of it being on me from the beginning of a session until...I don't know, maybe until I make her cum and she's good and ready to make me cum in a humiliating way. But she hasn't brought it up again and neither have I. She does have me tie my balls and that's awesome.
While we were traveling, she make me suck the Vixskin Bandit (I asked her to make me suck it and she gleefully obliged). A couple of nights later, I was dominating her and I made her suck it while I was fucking her in the ass. She enjoyed those parts of the session. She did NOT enjoy having a large bullet in her pussy. In fact, she hated it.
She hated having a bullet in her pussy so much that she bit into Bandit! And damaged it pretty badly. I didn't throw it away, but I did get another one! The teeth marks just KILL it for me for oral. It's still OK for anal. I went to a hardware store and got an expanding bolt, like you'd use in a hollow wall, and I rigged it up so I can mount it on a dresser I have (I remove one drawer knob and mount it there). It's pretty awesome that way! I only wish I had a better way to have it mounted, so I could also fuck the bitch tube while I fuck Bandit. And while I'm wishing, I'd like to have another cock mounted in front to suck on while I slide back and forth on Bandit and in my bitch tube!
She also took a bite out of Johnny, but it's not nearly as bad. His bite marks faded. I actually did get another Johnny, too, though, and I sort of feel like I wasted the money. Well, today's Johnny is more skin-like than the one from 2011 (or was that 2010??). I'm not sure if they're making them more skin-like, or whether Vixskin gets less skin-like over time. But anyway, it's pretty good now, especially Bandit.
Been watching a lot of porn lately. My newest interest is Chanel Preston. She's a great newish porn star. Deepthroats. LOVES anal. Swallows fairly often. Puts a lot into every scene. She's very attractive. IAFD says she has a 28 inch waist and 30 inch hips. Not possible. I would say closer to 38 or 39 inch hips. Fake tits, but not horrible. A very hot woman and a great porn star. How did I miss her for so long?
I've finally decided what I want if I do end up hooking up with another guy. I want to get, and possibly give a blowjob. I'd like to dominate a guy. Or a number of guys. Tie them up. Beat them. Whips, canes, crops, paddles. Beat their balls. Put them in chastity. Make them fuck themselves with dildos. Make them suck me off. Encourage them to give me tribute!
Anyway. I'm all over the place. But things are awesome.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Monday, November 18, 2013
New Toys and Joys
Mostly out of boredom, I've bought some new toys. Actually the most fun I've had lately (toy-wise) has come from a freebie (with purchase), a stretchy cock ring, which I use to instantly "tie my balls". This is one of my wife's (aka my goddess's) favorite ways to dominate me. For the past couple of years, she always tells me to tie my balls. She seems to enjoy tying them herself, now that I've discovered faster methods.
In the beginning was parachute cord, a 12" length of it with a stainless steel ring attached to the middle of with a butterfly knot. I can wrap it tightly around my balls twice and then secure it with a square knot. Takes me about 10-15 seconds. Sometimes it comes untied, but that hasn't been a problem.
Then I tried longer lengths of para cord, up to about a meter now. More wraps. No ring. Takes longer. Looks cooler. Can't recall if we used that during play. I have practiced with it a bunch.
Then I discovered elastic straps. I have one that came with some golf gear, two actually. About an inch wide, about 8 inches around. Pretty thin and very stretchy. Doesn't look very neat, but three wraps and my balls are tied fairly tightly. A fourth wrap and it's insanely tight. It's quick and either one of us can do it.
Then I tried one of my wife's elastic Scunci hair ties. It's about 10 inches around, about 3/8 inch wide and thicker than the golf thing. It's just as easy and quick to tie (takes about 30 seconds). Same thing with tightness - two wraps is reasonably tight, another wrap and it's painful (but kinda awesome because of that). This is what we've done the last couple of times. My wife has tied them and it's been fun!
But I think I've found something better. I got a stretchy blue cock ring as a "gift with purchase" with my most recent order from SheVibe. They've become my go-to sex toy store, along with Amazon and eBay. They're very fast and dependable. AND their prices are good.
I bought the PleasureWorks Maven dildo in caramel. I had already bought it in chocolate. Then I bought the Admiral in caramel. Then I really wanted the Maven in caramel...
How this came to be... My wife was jerking me off a few weeks back and I asked her to tell me what to think about when I came. She told me to think about her ass, kissing it and having her bounce on my face. Ridiculously, this didn't make me cum right away. Then she told me to think about her fucking me. I asked if she'd like to see me get fucked by a guy. She thought about it and said yes. I asked her to tell me about the guy who would fuck me. To my great surprise, she said a black guy, a big, strong black guy with a huge cock. Thinking about that made me cum in a hurry.
Later, we were in the other bed (the bed in the master bedroom is bad for my wife's back; the bed in the guest room is bad for mine - we switch beds every few days) and again she's masturbating me and I ask her about the fantasy of me getting fucked by a black man. Why a black man, I asked? Because they're strong and have big cocks, she said. Would she do anything with him? She would beat him and me, she said, and then she'd have him leave. I was relieved and disappointed at the same time!
Somewhere in there, I was searching on the internet for the newest dildos (every few weeks, I check to see what's new), and I found some new (to me anyway) dildos from Pleasureworks, including the Maven (silicone, 7 3/4 inches insertable, 1 5/8 inches thick), the Admiral (7 1/2 X 1 /12 inches, also silicone) and a couple of others. I decided to try the Maven, and since I was thinking about big black guys, I got it in chocolate.
Since shipping is free over $75 from SheVibe, and since the Maven was about $60, I looked for a long time and decided to get a really sleazy maid outfit with open cup bra and a tiny mini-dress (and, I think, a thong, which I'd just as soon omit).
So a couple of days later I got it in the mail. I found the Maven is pretty awesome. It's MUCH more flexible than the Captain, another PleasureWorks dildo I got a couple of years back, which I've never used much because it's so hard and inflexible that it's painful. The Captain is 1.9" in diameter, but feels a lot bigger than that because of the hardness. It's really cool looking and I'm pretty sure my wife would want to fuck me with Captain if I ever am brave/masochistic enough to ask her. I don't enjoy it nearly as much as Vixskin Johnny solo. No anal orgasms. It is a submissive turn-on to be abused by such a big, mean cock (even if I'm doing the abusing to myself). It takes a lot of warm-up to be ready for Captain, too, making it impractical on top of it's painfulness.
But Maven is a lot less firm than the Captain, and that makes it much more enjoyable. I don't think I like it better than Vixskin Johnny, but it's a nice change. Maven doesn't have as much realism in the shaft. The head is really good, though, with a softish texture and a very realistic look. I actually like to suck on Maven, though it's a challenge to take it all the way. It doesn't take any more warm-up than Johnny does: just two well-lubricated fingers. One finger, two fingers, scissor and then my ass is ready for you. If you're wearing Johnny or Maven.
I thought my wife might want to fuck me with a black cock when I ordered Maven, but now I don't think so. Maybe she'll want to see me suck it. Or maybe she will want to fuck me with it. Who knows.
I decided to get the Admiral next, because I thought the size might be easier to deepthroat. Only trouble is, I found, Admiral is really firm, almost as stiff and painful as Captain. The big bulbous head feels pretty good in my ass, but it just Hurts in my throat. I got it in caramel. I kept it in my wife's Joque harness for a couple of weeks, but the stars haven't lined up for us to play. Hopefully soon.
Along with the Admiral, I got some Sliquid Organics gel and some bath "tea". And there were some freebies in with it, which annoyed me. Mostly lubricants with a bunch of chemicals. I pitched pretty much everything in the freebie bag.
About a week later, I decided to get the Maven in caramel. I searched for an upgraded remote controlled toy and settled on the BSwish BNaughty Classic Unleashed bullet vibe. The Maven was just as awesome in caramel, and pretty much identical in every other way to the chocolate one. The BNaughty is pretty awesome, too. I like that it uses easy to find aaa batteries. It's powerful, and the remote works at a pretty good distance. The only thing I don't like about it is that the remote lights up, which will waste battery life. Also, when I pulled the batteries out of the remote, the bullet stopped, which makes me think the bullet relies on a constant signal from the remote. Seems like this will use a lot of batteries, but we'll see.
The last time my wife and I played poker, she won. I hated it because I'd had a big lead and then I bet recklessly, and she got improbably good cards, and I lost. She didn't have a lot of energy, so she just had me give her a massage, then she had me tie my balls and she beat me before letting me cum. I don't even remember if I "sucked her dick" or kissed her ass. I do remember that I fucked my "bitch tube" (which is currently a semi-realistic pink translucent TPR sleeve I got as a freebie with an eBay order). Somewhere in there, she had me get the remote bullet and shove it up my ass. She laughed her ass off! I think it was the expression on my face, and being about to control what happened to my ass with the push of a button. But the unit we had was pretty cheap and flimsy and the remote only works when it's practically touching the bullet. And it takes some really unusual batteries which are expensive and aren't easy to find. Still it was fun!
I figure an upgrade will be even better. Along with that order, I got some more freebies. This annoyed me and I was about to pitch the lot, but I looked through them more carefully and decided to hang onto the condom, the "toy cover" (seems to be another condom), some drops that are supposed to make a pussy tingle - and a 3/4 inch (inner) diameter stretchy cock ring. Instant balls tied. Takes maybe 5 seconds, and is fairly tight, about the same as the elastic straps. Obviously looks neater. I like it so much I decided to get a couple more. I'd like it a little tighter, so I got a small and medium (I think the one I have is a large). They're supposed to come in the mail tomorrow (I just ordered them today!).
I also ordered the Vixskin Bandit, which is the only Vixskin dildo I'm really curious about (well, there IS Raquel). It's supposed to come day after tomorrow. Yay.
As you may be able to tell, I'm a wee bit jaded lately. I think part of it is I've been getting into better shape lately. That's meant a higher sex drive. For me. Not for my wife, although she has been a good sport. But her lack of enthusiasm has left me less enthusiastic (if just as orgasmic).
I've bought other outfits for her, in addition to the maid costume. I got a dominatrix one-piece, cupless and crotchless in a wet-look fake leather fabric. It's pretty hot! Even hotter, I got her a wetlook skirt and a cupless studded wetlook bra (actually part of a different set with matching studded wetlook crotchless bottoms, but I think it's MUCH sexier with the skirt).
And I got her a pair of patent leather 5" chunky knee-high boots. And I got her some leopard print tights. I bought FOUR different ones and returned the first three. They were man-made materials and stank to high heaven of chemicals. The fourth one is cotton (and a little spandex) and just smells like cotton.
She hasn't tried on ANY of this stuff. She has no energy for kinky sex games. I hope this is because of her work, which has been pretty awful lately, and not because of me. Because I've been pretty awesome lately! Anyway, I guess we'll see. I really need to stop with the toy buying. Still, i can't wait to see her in those clothes. And to try out the only other toy I've gotten, a wide-tip crop...
:-)
What we've been doing is still pretty great. I've been getting a blowjob from her every few days (couple times a week), and another couple of times I cum kissing her ass with my dick between her feet. And usually with my balls tied! Yesterday (Sunday), I made her cum with my tongue and hands. She was distracted and I was less enthusiastic than usual, so it took longer than usual (and it usually takes a while anyway). I wanted to fuck her ass, but I settled for finger-fucking it while she sucked me off. I came in her mouth. She ran off and spat it out. Oh well....
In the beginning was parachute cord, a 12" length of it with a stainless steel ring attached to the middle of with a butterfly knot. I can wrap it tightly around my balls twice and then secure it with a square knot. Takes me about 10-15 seconds. Sometimes it comes untied, but that hasn't been a problem.
Then I tried longer lengths of para cord, up to about a meter now. More wraps. No ring. Takes longer. Looks cooler. Can't recall if we used that during play. I have practiced with it a bunch.
Then I discovered elastic straps. I have one that came with some golf gear, two actually. About an inch wide, about 8 inches around. Pretty thin and very stretchy. Doesn't look very neat, but three wraps and my balls are tied fairly tightly. A fourth wrap and it's insanely tight. It's quick and either one of us can do it.
Then I tried one of my wife's elastic Scunci hair ties. It's about 10 inches around, about 3/8 inch wide and thicker than the golf thing. It's just as easy and quick to tie (takes about 30 seconds). Same thing with tightness - two wraps is reasonably tight, another wrap and it's painful (but kinda awesome because of that). This is what we've done the last couple of times. My wife has tied them and it's been fun!
But I think I've found something better. I got a stretchy blue cock ring as a "gift with purchase" with my most recent order from SheVibe. They've become my go-to sex toy store, along with Amazon and eBay. They're very fast and dependable. AND their prices are good.
I bought the PleasureWorks Maven dildo in caramel. I had already bought it in chocolate. Then I bought the Admiral in caramel. Then I really wanted the Maven in caramel...
How this came to be... My wife was jerking me off a few weeks back and I asked her to tell me what to think about when I came. She told me to think about her ass, kissing it and having her bounce on my face. Ridiculously, this didn't make me cum right away. Then she told me to think about her fucking me. I asked if she'd like to see me get fucked by a guy. She thought about it and said yes. I asked her to tell me about the guy who would fuck me. To my great surprise, she said a black guy, a big, strong black guy with a huge cock. Thinking about that made me cum in a hurry.
Later, we were in the other bed (the bed in the master bedroom is bad for my wife's back; the bed in the guest room is bad for mine - we switch beds every few days) and again she's masturbating me and I ask her about the fantasy of me getting fucked by a black man. Why a black man, I asked? Because they're strong and have big cocks, she said. Would she do anything with him? She would beat him and me, she said, and then she'd have him leave. I was relieved and disappointed at the same time!
Somewhere in there, I was searching on the internet for the newest dildos (every few weeks, I check to see what's new), and I found some new (to me anyway) dildos from Pleasureworks, including the Maven (silicone, 7 3/4 inches insertable, 1 5/8 inches thick), the Admiral (7 1/2 X 1 /12 inches, also silicone) and a couple of others. I decided to try the Maven, and since I was thinking about big black guys, I got it in chocolate.
Since shipping is free over $75 from SheVibe, and since the Maven was about $60, I looked for a long time and decided to get a really sleazy maid outfit with open cup bra and a tiny mini-dress (and, I think, a thong, which I'd just as soon omit).
So a couple of days later I got it in the mail. I found the Maven is pretty awesome. It's MUCH more flexible than the Captain, another PleasureWorks dildo I got a couple of years back, which I've never used much because it's so hard and inflexible that it's painful. The Captain is 1.9" in diameter, but feels a lot bigger than that because of the hardness. It's really cool looking and I'm pretty sure my wife would want to fuck me with Captain if I ever am brave/masochistic enough to ask her. I don't enjoy it nearly as much as Vixskin Johnny solo. No anal orgasms. It is a submissive turn-on to be abused by such a big, mean cock (even if I'm doing the abusing to myself). It takes a lot of warm-up to be ready for Captain, too, making it impractical on top of it's painfulness.
But Maven is a lot less firm than the Captain, and that makes it much more enjoyable. I don't think I like it better than Vixskin Johnny, but it's a nice change. Maven doesn't have as much realism in the shaft. The head is really good, though, with a softish texture and a very realistic look. I actually like to suck on Maven, though it's a challenge to take it all the way. It doesn't take any more warm-up than Johnny does: just two well-lubricated fingers. One finger, two fingers, scissor and then my ass is ready for you. If you're wearing Johnny or Maven.
I thought my wife might want to fuck me with a black cock when I ordered Maven, but now I don't think so. Maybe she'll want to see me suck it. Or maybe she will want to fuck me with it. Who knows.
I decided to get the Admiral next, because I thought the size might be easier to deepthroat. Only trouble is, I found, Admiral is really firm, almost as stiff and painful as Captain. The big bulbous head feels pretty good in my ass, but it just Hurts in my throat. I got it in caramel. I kept it in my wife's Joque harness for a couple of weeks, but the stars haven't lined up for us to play. Hopefully soon.
Along with the Admiral, I got some Sliquid Organics gel and some bath "tea". And there were some freebies in with it, which annoyed me. Mostly lubricants with a bunch of chemicals. I pitched pretty much everything in the freebie bag.
About a week later, I decided to get the Maven in caramel. I searched for an upgraded remote controlled toy and settled on the BSwish BNaughty Classic Unleashed bullet vibe. The Maven was just as awesome in caramel, and pretty much identical in every other way to the chocolate one. The BNaughty is pretty awesome, too. I like that it uses easy to find aaa batteries. It's powerful, and the remote works at a pretty good distance. The only thing I don't like about it is that the remote lights up, which will waste battery life. Also, when I pulled the batteries out of the remote, the bullet stopped, which makes me think the bullet relies on a constant signal from the remote. Seems like this will use a lot of batteries, but we'll see.
The last time my wife and I played poker, she won. I hated it because I'd had a big lead and then I bet recklessly, and she got improbably good cards, and I lost. She didn't have a lot of energy, so she just had me give her a massage, then she had me tie my balls and she beat me before letting me cum. I don't even remember if I "sucked her dick" or kissed her ass. I do remember that I fucked my "bitch tube" (which is currently a semi-realistic pink translucent TPR sleeve I got as a freebie with an eBay order). Somewhere in there, she had me get the remote bullet and shove it up my ass. She laughed her ass off! I think it was the expression on my face, and being about to control what happened to my ass with the push of a button. But the unit we had was pretty cheap and flimsy and the remote only works when it's practically touching the bullet. And it takes some really unusual batteries which are expensive and aren't easy to find. Still it was fun!
I figure an upgrade will be even better. Along with that order, I got some more freebies. This annoyed me and I was about to pitch the lot, but I looked through them more carefully and decided to hang onto the condom, the "toy cover" (seems to be another condom), some drops that are supposed to make a pussy tingle - and a 3/4 inch (inner) diameter stretchy cock ring. Instant balls tied. Takes maybe 5 seconds, and is fairly tight, about the same as the elastic straps. Obviously looks neater. I like it so much I decided to get a couple more. I'd like it a little tighter, so I got a small and medium (I think the one I have is a large). They're supposed to come in the mail tomorrow (I just ordered them today!).
I also ordered the Vixskin Bandit, which is the only Vixskin dildo I'm really curious about (well, there IS Raquel). It's supposed to come day after tomorrow. Yay.
As you may be able to tell, I'm a wee bit jaded lately. I think part of it is I've been getting into better shape lately. That's meant a higher sex drive. For me. Not for my wife, although she has been a good sport. But her lack of enthusiasm has left me less enthusiastic (if just as orgasmic).
I've bought other outfits for her, in addition to the maid costume. I got a dominatrix one-piece, cupless and crotchless in a wet-look fake leather fabric. It's pretty hot! Even hotter, I got her a wetlook skirt and a cupless studded wetlook bra (actually part of a different set with matching studded wetlook crotchless bottoms, but I think it's MUCH sexier with the skirt).
And I got her a pair of patent leather 5" chunky knee-high boots. And I got her some leopard print tights. I bought FOUR different ones and returned the first three. They were man-made materials and stank to high heaven of chemicals. The fourth one is cotton (and a little spandex) and just smells like cotton.
She hasn't tried on ANY of this stuff. She has no energy for kinky sex games. I hope this is because of her work, which has been pretty awful lately, and not because of me. Because I've been pretty awesome lately! Anyway, I guess we'll see. I really need to stop with the toy buying. Still, i can't wait to see her in those clothes. And to try out the only other toy I've gotten, a wide-tip crop...
:-)
What we've been doing is still pretty great. I've been getting a blowjob from her every few days (couple times a week), and another couple of times I cum kissing her ass with my dick between her feet. And usually with my balls tied! Yesterday (Sunday), I made her cum with my tongue and hands. She was distracted and I was less enthusiastic than usual, so it took longer than usual (and it usually takes a while anyway). I wanted to fuck her ass, but I settled for finger-fucking it while she sucked me off. I came in her mouth. She ran off and spat it out. Oh well....
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Back to the Garden?
At this point, getting back to the Garden seems unlikely. This will be my one and only post about EdenFantasys, which went from being one of my online sex toy shops, to being my ONE online sex toy shop, to being... I don't know exactly what Eden is to me now. Maybe an old friend who took the wrong track? When I'm there in the forums, I feel paranoid and uneasy.
If I ask them to, they'll look over my points history and if I haven't done anything wrong, they'll let me keep my points. All of them. If I don't do this, I THINK I lose them (but I'm really not clear on this). But if I ask them to look over my points and they decide I did something wrong, I lose all of my points. If I complain about that, they release personal information about me. Yeepers.
I really couldn't care less about the points. We have every sex toy we want, and then some. I should really sell some stuff. I have a lot of stuff to sell. Sterilizable stuff. High dollar, much of it. And more money would be good right now. So I really don't care that I "lost" 66 bucks (or whatever). Because they gave it to me, and tens of thousands of points (hundreds of dollars) before that, which I spent.
I've had fun there, I've learned there. Not just about sex toys and sex, but also about writing, about editing, about schmoozing my way up a hierarchy... I've gotten a good deal. if I don't get another penny / point from them, I'll feel like I got a good deal. I hope they feel the same. I tried to give them a good effort. I did do some things "assembly line" fashion, which to them apparently looks like point farming. It wasn't my intention simply to get points, but to do what Eden wanted me to do to get the points.
I assumed from the beginning that the points program was well thought-out, that the values and limits for points had been carefully crafted, that they wanted me to do X number of this action, and Y number of that action, so that the site would continually improve, and the company's bottom line would get better and better. Looks like that assumption was wrong. I don't think they really knew what effects their incentives were having, and it seems like they didn't track it very well.
The reason I say this is that the program stayed the same for a long time, and then changed — suddenly, without warning, drastically — and then changed twice more, once becoming surprisingly generous and then becoming relatively miserly. Ideally, if you have to make changes, you want to make them in small steps, as openly as possible. That maintains and builds loyalty, and makes the contributors feel like partners. I felt that way about Eden for a few months. But when you make sudden, unexpected, drastic changes, you create fear in your contributors. People go to great lengths to avoid fear, because of fear's unpleasantness. Fear damages health. If an environment makes me fearful, I'm going to avoid it.
I don't want to risk my personal information. The threat creates the fear. And I go away. I may come back. I'm waiting to see what happens tomorrow. If they take away my points and my "gift card", I'll be OK with that. If they leave them and they're still worth 15% an order, I'll be OK with that. If they delete my account, it's their loss. I'll be a little sad, but I'll be OK with that, too. IF they don't delete my account, AND IF they create and maintain an environment that's enjoyable to be in, THEN I'll be an active member again.
I like being a contributor. I liked reading and commenting in the forum, I liked shopping, I liked writing reviews — and I LOVED being an editor. I would like to do those things again.
I think the smartest thing to do would be to outsource everything to the contributors. Well, almost everything. Someone has to have ultimate authority. That someone should be an employee or owner. But almost every function that was being done by an employee could be done by a volunteer. Crowd sourcing. But there's an old saying about getting monkeys if you're offering peanuts: in other words, you get what you pay for.
Like I say, I feel the company has been generous with me. I hope they feel I have been generous with them. If not, so be it. If so, I look forward to contributing in future, to commenting, to shopping, to writing and to editing. Perhaps even to mentoring. Only time will tell...
If I ask them to, they'll look over my points history and if I haven't done anything wrong, they'll let me keep my points. All of them. If I don't do this, I THINK I lose them (but I'm really not clear on this). But if I ask them to look over my points and they decide I did something wrong, I lose all of my points. If I complain about that, they release personal information about me. Yeepers.
I really couldn't care less about the points. We have every sex toy we want, and then some. I should really sell some stuff. I have a lot of stuff to sell. Sterilizable stuff. High dollar, much of it. And more money would be good right now. So I really don't care that I "lost" 66 bucks (or whatever). Because they gave it to me, and tens of thousands of points (hundreds of dollars) before that, which I spent.
I've had fun there, I've learned there. Not just about sex toys and sex, but also about writing, about editing, about schmoozing my way up a hierarchy... I've gotten a good deal. if I don't get another penny / point from them, I'll feel like I got a good deal. I hope they feel the same. I tried to give them a good effort. I did do some things "assembly line" fashion, which to them apparently looks like point farming. It wasn't my intention simply to get points, but to do what Eden wanted me to do to get the points.
I assumed from the beginning that the points program was well thought-out, that the values and limits for points had been carefully crafted, that they wanted me to do X number of this action, and Y number of that action, so that the site would continually improve, and the company's bottom line would get better and better. Looks like that assumption was wrong. I don't think they really knew what effects their incentives were having, and it seems like they didn't track it very well.
The reason I say this is that the program stayed the same for a long time, and then changed — suddenly, without warning, drastically — and then changed twice more, once becoming surprisingly generous and then becoming relatively miserly. Ideally, if you have to make changes, you want to make them in small steps, as openly as possible. That maintains and builds loyalty, and makes the contributors feel like partners. I felt that way about Eden for a few months. But when you make sudden, unexpected, drastic changes, you create fear in your contributors. People go to great lengths to avoid fear, because of fear's unpleasantness. Fear damages health. If an environment makes me fearful, I'm going to avoid it.
I don't want to risk my personal information. The threat creates the fear. And I go away. I may come back. I'm waiting to see what happens tomorrow. If they take away my points and my "gift card", I'll be OK with that. If they leave them and they're still worth 15% an order, I'll be OK with that. If they delete my account, it's their loss. I'll be a little sad, but I'll be OK with that, too. IF they don't delete my account, AND IF they create and maintain an environment that's enjoyable to be in, THEN I'll be an active member again.
I like being a contributor. I liked reading and commenting in the forum, I liked shopping, I liked writing reviews — and I LOVED being an editor. I would like to do those things again.
I think the smartest thing to do would be to outsource everything to the contributors. Well, almost everything. Someone has to have ultimate authority. That someone should be an employee or owner. But almost every function that was being done by an employee could be done by a volunteer. Crowd sourcing. But there's an old saying about getting monkeys if you're offering peanuts: in other words, you get what you pay for.
Like I say, I feel the company has been generous with me. I hope they feel I have been generous with them. If not, so be it. If so, I look forward to contributing in future, to commenting, to shopping, to writing and to editing. Perhaps even to mentoring. Only time will tell...
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Change of heart, heart(-on) of steel
Well... I've decided I don't want anyone but my goddess. I did put out some feelers on a couple of websites... even got as far as arranging a meeting with a young guy who was eager for me to suck his dick... but I just couldn't do it. It just seemed too much like cheating.
I told my goddess and she seemed relieved. She pegged me that night and has pegged me about once a week since then. She's become a bit more assertive and dominant, forcing my head down on her strap-on "cock" (usually Vixskin Johnny) until I gag, rudely shoving me down on the bed before roughly penetrating my ass, calling me "bitch" a lot--in other words, all the things I love! :-)
And we've been hooking up at least one other time a week, usually on a weekend morning when we've got all the time in the world. I give her head until she's cum as much as she wants, then we have PIV sex in a few different positions, and then she finishes me off with her ass in my face and my cock in her mouth. That's how we started our Sunday! Needless to say, it was a pretty good day.
I've also been more regular in my workout habits, which has resulted in my being horny all the fucking time. And she's been right there with me at the gym, so she's been hornier, too. We haven't had such good sex since before we were married.
In short, life is good! I hope to start updating this blog more frequently. I've been posting reviews at Eden Fantasys, which has sharpened my writing skills a bit, and I find myself with more and more ideas as I spend more time with the Eden Community.
And with my the center of my life, my goddess. My one, my only, my everything.
I told my goddess and she seemed relieved. She pegged me that night and has pegged me about once a week since then. She's become a bit more assertive and dominant, forcing my head down on her strap-on "cock" (usually Vixskin Johnny) until I gag, rudely shoving me down on the bed before roughly penetrating my ass, calling me "bitch" a lot--in other words, all the things I love! :-)
And we've been hooking up at least one other time a week, usually on a weekend morning when we've got all the time in the world. I give her head until she's cum as much as she wants, then we have PIV sex in a few different positions, and then she finishes me off with her ass in my face and my cock in her mouth. That's how we started our Sunday! Needless to say, it was a pretty good day.
I've also been more regular in my workout habits, which has resulted in my being horny all the fucking time. And she's been right there with me at the gym, so she's been hornier, too. We haven't had such good sex since before we were married.
In short, life is good! I hope to start updating this blog more frequently. I've been posting reviews at Eden Fantasys, which has sharpened my writing skills a bit, and I find myself with more and more ideas as I spend more time with the Eden Community.
And with my the center of my life, my goddess. My one, my only, my everything.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
I Love to Suck It!
For the last couple of weeks, I've been kind of obsessed with sucking cock! I don't think I've had more than a couple of orgasms without having a "dick" in my mouth (usually all the way into my throat).
Unfortunately, the "dicks" I've been sucking have all been made of plastic.
I'm ready to try the real thing again and my Goddess is now OK with it. She said recently that if a guy wants me to suck his dick and I want to suck it, she doesn't have a problem with me sucking his dick. Which is great news!! She doesn't want to see it--in fact, she doesn't even want to know about it. She doesn't want me to kiss him, or for there to be any anal sex. But she's OK with my sucking a guy's cock, which I hope sets the stage for my first real-life encounter in several years.
Ever see the movie Heathers? There's a scene where two big guys hold a smaller, wimpy guy down and make him say "I like to suck big dicks"! Nobody has to hold me down and make me say it. I FUCKING LOVE TO SUCK BIG DICKS! And medium-sized ones, too. I've never tried a small one, but that would probably be OK, too.
When I was 6, just about to turn 7, an older boy moved into the neighborhood. He was 9, much bigger than me and a natural leader. From day one, he decided what games we were going to play and he always had the final say on the rules, whether we were playing army, throwing water balloons at cars--or sucking each others' dicks!
He liked to stand in front of me while I kneeled on the floor of the shed behind his house, or in the back room of our detached garage. He'd hold the back of my head with both hands and pull my mouth down onto his thick cock until I gagged. He didn't actually know what "sucking" a dick meant, so he had me actually suck his dick the same way I'd suck a lollipop! He did it to me some, too, and it felt really good. But mostly it was my mouth and his big dick.
That went on for a couple of years. He learned how cocksucking was actually supposed to be done and taught me how to bob my head up and down his thick shaft. But when he hit puberty, he got interested in girls and didn't want me to suck his dick anymore.
I kept thinking about giving head, but I, too, began to think more about girls, especially their asses! Boys became less interesting. I wanted to be naked with probably 10 of the 15 or so girls in my class--but only 2 of the boys interested me. And one was pretty effeminate, so I was only interested in him until he opened his mouth or started moving.
The other boy was my best friend. He was almost a year younger than me, but he was bold and rude, always farting in people's faces, always taking things from people and stuffing them down his pants before giving them back. As I hit puberty and started masturbating, many of my fantasies were about kissing his ass.
And then, one day on the bus home from school, he told a complete bullshit story about catching a venereal disease from one the girls in the class. I blurted out, "Is it contagious?" He said, "Yeah--from my DICK to your MOUTH!" Of course, those were fighting words, so I had to pretend to be mad and to fight him a little. But really, I was turned on by his brashness and I began to think about sucking his dick while I jacked off. In my fantasy, I was on my knees and he forced my head up and down, up and down, up and down, making me gag over and over until cumming in my mouth with no warning.
We slept over at each others' houses a couple times a year. Now, I started trying to see him naked. My best chances were when he was asleep--but he wouldn't take off his jeans! Still, I put my face up behind his ass to sniff it (just smelled like denim to my dismay) and I carefully felt his crotch (but again, through jeans I couldn't feel much.
Then one warm summer night when I was 16 and he was 15, he slept over and helped me with my part-time job. I was doing a nighttime paper route out in the country in the middle of the night. One of the first stops was a convenience store. Usually i bought a soda and a candy bar after giving them their daily stack of newspapers--but tonight I bought a softcore porn mag, Playboy's Girls of Summer.
We drove around for the next couple of hours, with me folding and tossing papers, and him getting hornier and hornier looking at naked women. We talked about sex a lot, I remember. He said a girl in our class had given him a blowjob and had "let the cum trickle down her throat"! Later, he admitted that he made it up and had never had a blowjob before, but I believed him and just thinking about it made my mouth water.
We got home at 4 AM and went back to bed. Only neither one of us was sleepy. He stripped down to his tighty whities and got in bed under a thin cotton cover. I lay on the floor naked in my sleeping bag. We looked at the magazine by the bedside light and I kept watching him fondle his cock under the sheet. I saw that he noticed. He seemed amused! He took off his undies and put them under his pillow, "For luck", he said.
Then we turned out the lights and went to sleep. Sort of. I waited a few minutes before peeking up over the edge of the bed: he was turned away from me, with only his lower legs covered--his naked ass was pointed right at me! I moved closer as quietly as I could until my face was right behind his ass. It was perfectly hairless and rounded like a girl's. I smelled it (clean sweat; the smell turned me on) and kissed it a little. He pretended to be asleep. After a few minutes, he rolled over and I retreated.
When I was brave enough to look again, he was on his back with his rock-hard cock pulsing right in front of me! I couldn't believe it. His cock was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen! It was about the same size as mine, maybe a little longer and a little thinner, with a sharp upward curve. He was dripping so much pre-cum that a thin stream extended from the head down to his stomach, where a little pool of pre-cum was filling up his navel. I couldn't help myself; I HAD to touch his dick!
It was warm and very soft to the touch. I felt his balls and then found myself drawn to put my mouth on him. I kissed the head of his cock and savored the sweet taste of his pre-cum, then I took the head of his cock in my mouth. I loved the way his cock reacted to my touch with strong spasms! I paused to suck his balls and before I could get back to the head, he rolled away!
I was bummed, and too horny not to try. I whispered in his ear: "Roll over and I'll suck it". No response. "Roll over and I'll suck your dick". Nothing. "PLEASE let me suck your goddamn big dick!!" At that, he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye and said "Whaaaaat?" I was embarrassed and tried to play it off like I was just checking to see if he was awake too. I thought maybe he'd somehow slept through all of that. I couldn't bring myself to ask again, so I slinked back into my sleeping bag and started jacking off.
I felt his hand on my shoulder. He said, "I'll suck yours if you'll suck mine." I said OK and asked him who went first. He said "YOU do" with a big smile and sat on the edge of the bed with his legs spread wide and laid back. I immediately realized that he would have been willing to go first if I'd asked him to! But I was too turned on looking at his hard dick to dwell on that.
I kneeled between his feet and, as if I were watching someone else do it, I lifted his cock and put my mouth on it. I sucked just the head, then an inch or so more, then another inch and another, until finally I had almost all of his cock in my mouth. It felt so good in my mouth! I loved the way the curve made it a challenge to take his full length. I managed to get it all in after a couple of minutes of barely-suppressed gagging. Then I sucked up and down, up and down, in a steady rhythm, using my hands on his balls and his shaft, teasing his ass with a fingertip... I sped up and sucked just the first couple of inches while I held his shaft in a firm grip and stroked.
Suddenly he tensed up and said "Oh! Oh God!" and instantly my mouth was full of warm, sticky cum! I had never imagined there could be so much. My mouth overflowed and the pungent smell and taste were overwhelming. I had never been so horny in my entire life and only rarely since then have I been so turned-on. I'd never had a mouthful of cum before and without thinking, I spat it into a cup that was handy. He said, "What do I do with the rest of it?" I was in a daze; I couldn't believe there could somehow be MORE. I told him just to wipe it on the sheet.
He wouldn't suck my dick! He said, "I can't...I just can't". But I didn't care that much. I went in the bathroom and jacked off into the sink. A few minutes later, still tasting his cum and feeling it coat my entire mouth, I jacked off again. A few minutes later, I came a third time.
I sucked his dick a few more times while were in high school, then we lost touch for a few years. Then I moved back to my hometown and ran into him again--and ended up on my knees at his feet again. And again. And again. In all, I must have given him over a hundred blowjobs. I always swallowed after the first time, except for a couple of times when he wanted to cum all over my face!
And then I got married, and he got married--and we didn't want to "cheat" on our wives. So I started buying dildos. I have one that's very much like his cock, and several in larger sizes.
I've watched a lot of porn and my favorite female porn stars are the deepthroat artists: Linda Lovelace, Little Oral Annie, Brittany Stryker, Bobbi Bliss, Heather Harmon (from ideepthroat.com), Annette Schwarz and Cathy Heaven. I can do almost anything they can do. Annette and Cathy can deepthroat bigger cocks than me, but I'm still practicing!
I think I give better head than any of them! I definitely give better head than any of my girlfriends, or even my Goddess.
And now, I hope, I'm going to get to put all that practice into action. I can hardly wait!!! :)
Unfortunately, the "dicks" I've been sucking have all been made of plastic.
I'm ready to try the real thing again and my Goddess is now OK with it. She said recently that if a guy wants me to suck his dick and I want to suck it, she doesn't have a problem with me sucking his dick. Which is great news!! She doesn't want to see it--in fact, she doesn't even want to know about it. She doesn't want me to kiss him, or for there to be any anal sex. But she's OK with my sucking a guy's cock, which I hope sets the stage for my first real-life encounter in several years.
Ever see the movie Heathers? There's a scene where two big guys hold a smaller, wimpy guy down and make him say "I like to suck big dicks"! Nobody has to hold me down and make me say it. I FUCKING LOVE TO SUCK BIG DICKS! And medium-sized ones, too. I've never tried a small one, but that would probably be OK, too.
When I was 6, just about to turn 7, an older boy moved into the neighborhood. He was 9, much bigger than me and a natural leader. From day one, he decided what games we were going to play and he always had the final say on the rules, whether we were playing army, throwing water balloons at cars--or sucking each others' dicks!
He liked to stand in front of me while I kneeled on the floor of the shed behind his house, or in the back room of our detached garage. He'd hold the back of my head with both hands and pull my mouth down onto his thick cock until I gagged. He didn't actually know what "sucking" a dick meant, so he had me actually suck his dick the same way I'd suck a lollipop! He did it to me some, too, and it felt really good. But mostly it was my mouth and his big dick.
That went on for a couple of years. He learned how cocksucking was actually supposed to be done and taught me how to bob my head up and down his thick shaft. But when he hit puberty, he got interested in girls and didn't want me to suck his dick anymore.
I kept thinking about giving head, but I, too, began to think more about girls, especially their asses! Boys became less interesting. I wanted to be naked with probably 10 of the 15 or so girls in my class--but only 2 of the boys interested me. And one was pretty effeminate, so I was only interested in him until he opened his mouth or started moving.
The other boy was my best friend. He was almost a year younger than me, but he was bold and rude, always farting in people's faces, always taking things from people and stuffing them down his pants before giving them back. As I hit puberty and started masturbating, many of my fantasies were about kissing his ass.
And then, one day on the bus home from school, he told a complete bullshit story about catching a venereal disease from one the girls in the class. I blurted out, "Is it contagious?" He said, "Yeah--from my DICK to your MOUTH!" Of course, those were fighting words, so I had to pretend to be mad and to fight him a little. But really, I was turned on by his brashness and I began to think about sucking his dick while I jacked off. In my fantasy, I was on my knees and he forced my head up and down, up and down, up and down, making me gag over and over until cumming in my mouth with no warning.
We slept over at each others' houses a couple times a year. Now, I started trying to see him naked. My best chances were when he was asleep--but he wouldn't take off his jeans! Still, I put my face up behind his ass to sniff it (just smelled like denim to my dismay) and I carefully felt his crotch (but again, through jeans I couldn't feel much.
Then one warm summer night when I was 16 and he was 15, he slept over and helped me with my part-time job. I was doing a nighttime paper route out in the country in the middle of the night. One of the first stops was a convenience store. Usually i bought a soda and a candy bar after giving them their daily stack of newspapers--but tonight I bought a softcore porn mag, Playboy's Girls of Summer.
We drove around for the next couple of hours, with me folding and tossing papers, and him getting hornier and hornier looking at naked women. We talked about sex a lot, I remember. He said a girl in our class had given him a blowjob and had "let the cum trickle down her throat"! Later, he admitted that he made it up and had never had a blowjob before, but I believed him and just thinking about it made my mouth water.
We got home at 4 AM and went back to bed. Only neither one of us was sleepy. He stripped down to his tighty whities and got in bed under a thin cotton cover. I lay on the floor naked in my sleeping bag. We looked at the magazine by the bedside light and I kept watching him fondle his cock under the sheet. I saw that he noticed. He seemed amused! He took off his undies and put them under his pillow, "For luck", he said.
Then we turned out the lights and went to sleep. Sort of. I waited a few minutes before peeking up over the edge of the bed: he was turned away from me, with only his lower legs covered--his naked ass was pointed right at me! I moved closer as quietly as I could until my face was right behind his ass. It was perfectly hairless and rounded like a girl's. I smelled it (clean sweat; the smell turned me on) and kissed it a little. He pretended to be asleep. After a few minutes, he rolled over and I retreated.
When I was brave enough to look again, he was on his back with his rock-hard cock pulsing right in front of me! I couldn't believe it. His cock was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen! It was about the same size as mine, maybe a little longer and a little thinner, with a sharp upward curve. He was dripping so much pre-cum that a thin stream extended from the head down to his stomach, where a little pool of pre-cum was filling up his navel. I couldn't help myself; I HAD to touch his dick!
It was warm and very soft to the touch. I felt his balls and then found myself drawn to put my mouth on him. I kissed the head of his cock and savored the sweet taste of his pre-cum, then I took the head of his cock in my mouth. I loved the way his cock reacted to my touch with strong spasms! I paused to suck his balls and before I could get back to the head, he rolled away!
I was bummed, and too horny not to try. I whispered in his ear: "Roll over and I'll suck it". No response. "Roll over and I'll suck your dick". Nothing. "PLEASE let me suck your goddamn big dick!!" At that, he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye and said "Whaaaaat?" I was embarrassed and tried to play it off like I was just checking to see if he was awake too. I thought maybe he'd somehow slept through all of that. I couldn't bring myself to ask again, so I slinked back into my sleeping bag and started jacking off.
I felt his hand on my shoulder. He said, "I'll suck yours if you'll suck mine." I said OK and asked him who went first. He said "YOU do" with a big smile and sat on the edge of the bed with his legs spread wide and laid back. I immediately realized that he would have been willing to go first if I'd asked him to! But I was too turned on looking at his hard dick to dwell on that.
I kneeled between his feet and, as if I were watching someone else do it, I lifted his cock and put my mouth on it. I sucked just the head, then an inch or so more, then another inch and another, until finally I had almost all of his cock in my mouth. It felt so good in my mouth! I loved the way the curve made it a challenge to take his full length. I managed to get it all in after a couple of minutes of barely-suppressed gagging. Then I sucked up and down, up and down, in a steady rhythm, using my hands on his balls and his shaft, teasing his ass with a fingertip... I sped up and sucked just the first couple of inches while I held his shaft in a firm grip and stroked.
Suddenly he tensed up and said "Oh! Oh God!" and instantly my mouth was full of warm, sticky cum! I had never imagined there could be so much. My mouth overflowed and the pungent smell and taste were overwhelming. I had never been so horny in my entire life and only rarely since then have I been so turned-on. I'd never had a mouthful of cum before and without thinking, I spat it into a cup that was handy. He said, "What do I do with the rest of it?" I was in a daze; I couldn't believe there could somehow be MORE. I told him just to wipe it on the sheet.
He wouldn't suck my dick! He said, "I can't...I just can't". But I didn't care that much. I went in the bathroom and jacked off into the sink. A few minutes later, still tasting his cum and feeling it coat my entire mouth, I jacked off again. A few minutes later, I came a third time.
I sucked his dick a few more times while were in high school, then we lost touch for a few years. Then I moved back to my hometown and ran into him again--and ended up on my knees at his feet again. And again. And again. In all, I must have given him over a hundred blowjobs. I always swallowed after the first time, except for a couple of times when he wanted to cum all over my face!
And then I got married, and he got married--and we didn't want to "cheat" on our wives. So I started buying dildos. I have one that's very much like his cock, and several in larger sizes.
I've watched a lot of porn and my favorite female porn stars are the deepthroat artists: Linda Lovelace, Little Oral Annie, Brittany Stryker, Bobbi Bliss, Heather Harmon (from ideepthroat.com), Annette Schwarz and Cathy Heaven. I can do almost anything they can do. Annette and Cathy can deepthroat bigger cocks than me, but I'm still practicing!
I think I give better head than any of them! I definitely give better head than any of my girlfriends, or even my Goddess.
And now, I hope, I'm going to get to put all that practice into action. I can hardly wait!!! :)
Thursday, November 29, 2012
New toys and old favorite turn-ons
So I've been having a lot of great sex, both with my goddess and solo. I've been licking a lot of ass and smelling a few farts! I'm so turned on by my goddess's ass that I've also been fantasizing about it when I'm masturbating.
We have sex of one kind or another every two or three days; if we don't have sex together, I masturbate every day, sometimes twice. I also usually masturbate later in the day if we have sex in the morning. And it's mostly about my face and her ASS!!!
She likes for me to lick her to orgasm about once a week. I make her cum as many times as she wants, which is usually 4 or 5, usually including one or two with vaginal contractions. I keep going until she tells me to stop--and then I keep going for one more O. I've never felt her have an anal orgasm (now that I think about it, I want to talk to her about this).
She doesn't like having fingers or toys inserted into her while I'm giving her head and she only cums from getting head, almost always on her back. She has to have her legs together, which is unique among the women I've known (and more than a little inconvenient!). She likes for me to run my hands all over her body, especially her breasts, stomach and inner thighs. She also likes it when I put a couple of fingers in her mouth to suck on.
After she cums, she likes to lie on her back, with me on her side sucking her breast. After several minutes of this, she usually rolls me onto my back and sucks me off. She knows I like for her to sit on my face and she invariably does this after a couple of minutes of sucking me from the side. She's a skilled cocksucker. She can deepthroat me, which feels incredible! She's the only person I've been with who could do this. It took her several months to master it--and I'm VERY glad she did!
So she sucks me in a 69 with her on top, her pussy in my mouth, her mouth on my cock, her hands on my lower shaft and/or balls (she loves to 'abuse' my balls a little!), and my nose right under her asshole. After some time, she sits back and rubs her ass all over my face. Sometimes she 'face bounces' me.
Sometimes she farts! The first time she farted in my face like this, it was an accident and she was mortified--until I told her how much I loved it, and then she was a little confused at first. She reluctantly agreed to try it again and when she farted in my face on purpose for the first time a couple of weeks later, she quite enjoyed it!! She did NOT want to kiss me afterwards!!! Now, anytime she needs to fart while we're having sex, she just goes ahead and FARTS, right in my nose or mouth and as hard as she can. Sometimes, her farts are huge; they are ALWAYS a huge turn-on for me.
Invariably if she farts, or usually if she's bouncing her ass up and down on my face, it doesn't take me very long at all to cum. I give her a subtle warning--I moan a little louder and tense up--and she puts her mouth on my cock if it's not already there and I cum in her mouth. She knows to be still and hold my cock tightly in her mouth and hands until I completely finish cumming, which usually takes about 30 seconds.
Then she gets up, goes to the bathroom, spits out my cum and brushes her teeth! Which is a disappointment, but none of my previous girlfriends liked to swallow either. She says it's not the taste of my cum, which she says she kinda likes. She says she doesn't want the testosterone in my sperm to make her manly! Whatever! It's absurd and I've told her that, but after so many years it's just something I accept.
Lately, I think about my face in her ass when I'm masturbating--at least when I win my game! First of all, to 'earn' her ass for my masturbation fantasy, I have to finish my to-do list for work and home. Then, I play a video game and I have a goal. If I reach my target score, I'll go upstairs, rummage a pair of her panties from her hamper, and hump my masturbation sleeve while I smell her ass and fantasize about her farting in my face and talking shit to me and laughing afterwards!
But--if I don't win my game, I have so suck a cock while I hump the 'slave tube' as my wife likes to call it! I deepthroat, over and over and over, trying to take it all the way to the balls and back up in a steady rhythm. My favorite cock to suck right now is the Noches Latinas 8" Realistic Cock, which I just bought a couple of weeks ago from Eden Fantasys. It's very realistic--and fucking HUGE! I'll write about it in a separate post.
I also have a 'minimum target' in my game and if I don't reach that, I have to also have a cock or plug in my ass! Lately my favorite cock for anal is the Vixskin Mustang, which I think I bought from SheVibe.com. My favorite plug right now is the Cobalt Bubble Plug, which is a glass toy by Doc Johnson, 1 5/8 inches thick at the widest. I think I bought it from SheVibe or Eden. It's great by itself or as a warm up for bigger and badder things. If I'm not feeling ambitious, I have a silver bullet on a cord that I like for anal vibe stimulation.
Right now, the 'pegging queue', meaning anal dildos my wife has yet to peg me with, is pretty long! So far, she's pegged me with the Cyber Cock (with a condom, of course), the Vamp Elvis, the Vixen Leo and Vixskin Johnny (as well as a 5.5" rubber dildo that came with her first harness). She has yet to peg me with Vixskin Goodfella or Vixskin Mustang. Both of those are smaller than Johnny (or ME, for that matter!), so I'm confident they'll be pretty easy. But also in the queue are the Vixskin Buck, Tantus Max O2, The Captain (big, hard silicone dildo from Good Vibrations) and the mighty (big) Vixskin Outlaw. I'm not sure if we'll ever get as far as the Outlaw! The Captain is the one that probably scares me the most, because it doesn't SEEM that big at first glance, and it doesn't weigh as much as Johnny. BUT--it's really firm silicone and it's 7.5" by almost 2" thick, with very little flexibility. It has the potential to hurt--A LOT!
I'm always looking for the next great thing in dildos, both in dual-density silicone for pegging and in skin-like UR3 or Cyberskin for oral. Right now, my two top prospects are the Vixskin Bandit and the Jeff Stryker UR3. My dream product that doesn't exist yet is a dual-density silicone dildo just under 2" thick, about 7-8 inches long, very realistic, with a nice upward curve and with complete balls like the Vixskin Goodfella or the Vamp Elvis. At the very top of my wishlist, btw, is the gorgeous Jaguar harness from Aslan Leather for my goddess--but I think I should talk to my goddess about what she wants before I order. I've been building up points at Eden Fantasys and I hope to have enough to get whatever I want in just a few weeks!
Anyway, I'm living the dream right now. We haven't done pegging or any bdsm lately, but I'm not really complaining!
We have sex of one kind or another every two or three days; if we don't have sex together, I masturbate every day, sometimes twice. I also usually masturbate later in the day if we have sex in the morning. And it's mostly about my face and her ASS!!!
She likes for me to lick her to orgasm about once a week. I make her cum as many times as she wants, which is usually 4 or 5, usually including one or two with vaginal contractions. I keep going until she tells me to stop--and then I keep going for one more O. I've never felt her have an anal orgasm (now that I think about it, I want to talk to her about this).
She doesn't like having fingers or toys inserted into her while I'm giving her head and she only cums from getting head, almost always on her back. She has to have her legs together, which is unique among the women I've known (and more than a little inconvenient!). She likes for me to run my hands all over her body, especially her breasts, stomach and inner thighs. She also likes it when I put a couple of fingers in her mouth to suck on.
After she cums, she likes to lie on her back, with me on her side sucking her breast. After several minutes of this, she usually rolls me onto my back and sucks me off. She knows I like for her to sit on my face and she invariably does this after a couple of minutes of sucking me from the side. She's a skilled cocksucker. She can deepthroat me, which feels incredible! She's the only person I've been with who could do this. It took her several months to master it--and I'm VERY glad she did!
So she sucks me in a 69 with her on top, her pussy in my mouth, her mouth on my cock, her hands on my lower shaft and/or balls (she loves to 'abuse' my balls a little!), and my nose right under her asshole. After some time, she sits back and rubs her ass all over my face. Sometimes she 'face bounces' me.
Sometimes she farts! The first time she farted in my face like this, it was an accident and she was mortified--until I told her how much I loved it, and then she was a little confused at first. She reluctantly agreed to try it again and when she farted in my face on purpose for the first time a couple of weeks later, she quite enjoyed it!! She did NOT want to kiss me afterwards!!! Now, anytime she needs to fart while we're having sex, she just goes ahead and FARTS, right in my nose or mouth and as hard as she can. Sometimes, her farts are huge; they are ALWAYS a huge turn-on for me.
Invariably if she farts, or usually if she's bouncing her ass up and down on my face, it doesn't take me very long at all to cum. I give her a subtle warning--I moan a little louder and tense up--and she puts her mouth on my cock if it's not already there and I cum in her mouth. She knows to be still and hold my cock tightly in her mouth and hands until I completely finish cumming, which usually takes about 30 seconds.
Then she gets up, goes to the bathroom, spits out my cum and brushes her teeth! Which is a disappointment, but none of my previous girlfriends liked to swallow either. She says it's not the taste of my cum, which she says she kinda likes. She says she doesn't want the testosterone in my sperm to make her manly! Whatever! It's absurd and I've told her that, but after so many years it's just something I accept.
Lately, I think about my face in her ass when I'm masturbating--at least when I win my game! First of all, to 'earn' her ass for my masturbation fantasy, I have to finish my to-do list for work and home. Then, I play a video game and I have a goal. If I reach my target score, I'll go upstairs, rummage a pair of her panties from her hamper, and hump my masturbation sleeve while I smell her ass and fantasize about her farting in my face and talking shit to me and laughing afterwards!
But--if I don't win my game, I have so suck a cock while I hump the 'slave tube' as my wife likes to call it! I deepthroat, over and over and over, trying to take it all the way to the balls and back up in a steady rhythm. My favorite cock to suck right now is the Noches Latinas 8" Realistic Cock, which I just bought a couple of weeks ago from Eden Fantasys. It's very realistic--and fucking HUGE! I'll write about it in a separate post.
I also have a 'minimum target' in my game and if I don't reach that, I have to also have a cock or plug in my ass! Lately my favorite cock for anal is the Vixskin Mustang, which I think I bought from SheVibe.com. My favorite plug right now is the Cobalt Bubble Plug, which is a glass toy by Doc Johnson, 1 5/8 inches thick at the widest. I think I bought it from SheVibe or Eden. It's great by itself or as a warm up for bigger and badder things. If I'm not feeling ambitious, I have a silver bullet on a cord that I like for anal vibe stimulation.
Right now, the 'pegging queue', meaning anal dildos my wife has yet to peg me with, is pretty long! So far, she's pegged me with the Cyber Cock (with a condom, of course), the Vamp Elvis, the Vixen Leo and Vixskin Johnny (as well as a 5.5" rubber dildo that came with her first harness). She has yet to peg me with Vixskin Goodfella or Vixskin Mustang. Both of those are smaller than Johnny (or ME, for that matter!), so I'm confident they'll be pretty easy. But also in the queue are the Vixskin Buck, Tantus Max O2, The Captain (big, hard silicone dildo from Good Vibrations) and the mighty (big) Vixskin Outlaw. I'm not sure if we'll ever get as far as the Outlaw! The Captain is the one that probably scares me the most, because it doesn't SEEM that big at first glance, and it doesn't weigh as much as Johnny. BUT--it's really firm silicone and it's 7.5" by almost 2" thick, with very little flexibility. It has the potential to hurt--A LOT!
I'm always looking for the next great thing in dildos, both in dual-density silicone for pegging and in skin-like UR3 or Cyberskin for oral. Right now, my two top prospects are the Vixskin Bandit and the Jeff Stryker UR3. My dream product that doesn't exist yet is a dual-density silicone dildo just under 2" thick, about 7-8 inches long, very realistic, with a nice upward curve and with complete balls like the Vixskin Goodfella or the Vamp Elvis. At the very top of my wishlist, btw, is the gorgeous Jaguar harness from Aslan Leather for my goddess--but I think I should talk to my goddess about what she wants before I order. I've been building up points at Eden Fantasys and I hope to have enough to get whatever I want in just a few weeks!
Anyway, I'm living the dream right now. We haven't done pegging or any bdsm lately, but I'm not really complaining!
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
The Joy of High Quality Pro Sex
Cleaning up my hard drive, watching various videos. Just watched some Cathy Heaven and some Holly Michaels.
Now that Annette Schwarz seems to be retired (sadness), my vote for best active giver of head goes to Cathy Heaven. She's not as nasty as Annette, which is not necessarily a bad thing. But I LOVE Annette and would love to see her doing something new that she loves.
Cathy Heaven has no apparent gag reflex. I don't think she deepthroated Shane Diesel (!), but she has deepthroated everybody else I've seen her with. She swallows most of the time, too. I liked her real hair color (brown) and her real boobs better, but it's pr0n so what did I expect? And she just keeps sucking cock better and better. She seems to love it and I love that she loves it.
Holly Michaels is hot. Tall, curvy, pretty, bitchy, young. Has good oral skills and swallowed sometimes early on (she just started last year). But now she seems to be going through the motions a lot. She seems like someone who'd do more than porn. She's done some good femdom stuff, strapons, facesitting/smothering, even forced bi. I'd give A LOT to see her farting on someone!
I have no idea who else is hot in pr0n right now. These two are probably my favorites. Time for bed and perchance to cum thinking some very impure thoughts.
Cathy Heaven has no apparent gag reflex. I don't think she deepthroated Shane Diesel (!), but she has deepthroated everybody else I've seen her with. She swallows most of the time, too. I liked her real hair color (brown) and her real boobs better, but it's pr0n so what did I expect? And she just keeps sucking cock better and better. She seems to love it and I love that she loves it.
Holly Michaels is hot. Tall, curvy, pretty, bitchy, young. Has good oral skills and swallowed sometimes early on (she just started last year). But now she seems to be going through the motions a lot. She seems like someone who'd do more than porn. She's done some good femdom stuff, strapons, facesitting/smothering, even forced bi. I'd give A LOT to see her farting on someone!
I have no idea who else is hot in pr0n right now. These two are probably my favorites. Time for bed and perchance to cum thinking some very impure thoughts.
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