I can almost t-t-taste it - I want more!

That's how I feel about my recent experience with my "Sir". I can smell his body, I can smell - and taste - his cum. And yeah, I do want more, although I have to admit to some mixed feelings.

I watched Kinsey tonight, a film I've been meaning to see for some time, and the scene after Kinsey hooks up with his assistant really resonated with me. He immediately tells his wife what happened, and she gets really upset about it, sees it as a betrayal.

Well, I'm not going to tell my wife what happened. She gave me the green light to have unemotional, unaffectionate oral sex with guys if I want to, as long as I DON'T tell her about it. I offered her the chance to have sex with women if she wants, but she said she doesn't want to have sex with anyone but me. Which is truly awesome, but now I'm left feeling a little like I've betrayed her...but not really. It was about as unemotional/unaffectionate as it could have been (apart from nervousness and arousal). We don't even know each other's names. Still, part of me feels weird about it.

And other parts of me (you can guess which parts!) are really turned on by it and want to do it again, as soon, and often, as possible. I'd even like to give head to other guy(s) - maybe. Call me shallow, but I'm really only interested if their cocks are bigger than mine! I might like to get head from a guy, too, a really submissive little bitch/slut who I can boss around, and who'll swallow without hesitation.

AND I want to have sex with my wife as soon (and often) as possible. She gave me another great blowjob this morning, which ended with a cum-filled kiss. I came in her mouth with her gorgeous ass in my face again. It just never gets old! She still didn't look me in the eyes, or tell me to swallow - but it was pretty damned amazing, all the same.

I'm looking forward to our next play session. Because I won the "dick size contest", I'll be in charge again next time. After some light bondage, humiliation, spanking, and face-fucking, I'm going to fuck her ass in missionary, and I hope to finish just like that, too. Let's see what ends up happening....

Right now, I'm just going to look at some porn and call it a night. One thing I've learned this week is that I REALLY love my wife, and being in bed with her is my favorite place to be. So, goodnight!